havenβt posted on this account in awhile but i have thoughts to record so.
the last fall and winter term was rough, the plan was to be in-person and it didnβt happen and my mental health and motivation just rapidly deteriorated from its already low point. we did manage to make it through so i am proud of myself. and maybe it wasnβt my best overall effort but it was the best i could do at that point and that is okay.
summer term started and it is in-person thankfully so i signed up for three courses. two in-person and one distance. and i kept up with them somehow, attended all of my classes, kept up with notes and i did scramble at that last week a bit but we still did good and i am proud. both of my in-person classes are finished and now i only have my distance which i had to fall behind on for my other heavy memorization courses so iβm glad i can focus on it fully now.
being on campus most of the week was exhausting and so was the social interaction so my weekends were unproductive in terms of studying and was just me recharging but there were still good moments on campus. overall. it was nice being back and having a routine. saying hi to bus drivers, finding random study spots to study before classes and the classes themselves were taught by wonderful teachers so it was enjoyable. i guess iβm happy and itβs been awhile since iβve been happy with school and learning and just life outside of select moments so iβm glad. itβs been a nice few months, now letβs hope for the rest of year going on like this.
