you can call me fawn or pup! won't be using my real name on this account, my pronouns are he/him, i write here and on ao3, my user there is micahbellenjoyer (rdr2 fans come to me wink wink), i want to write shorter things here to keep writing as i don't feel as pressured to make a full fic here lol. my main target audience is ftm/transmasc readers!! i wont write for fem readers or cis male readers but i will write for afab gender neutral/trans male readers <3
my main fandoms are: the boys, rdr2 and rdr1, asoiaf, akotsk, hotd, got, avatar (the movies), dune, supernatural, genshin impact, call of duty, etc, currently writing mostly for the boys and mostly for soldier boy, homelander and butcher! since i'm currently hyperfixating on the boys again lol, i AM taking requests so pls feel free to send me anything you want me to write as long as it respects my rules down below! also, i exclusively write for bottom and sub reader!! so pls no asks about dom/top reader, although i might write for dom reader with certain characters!! just ask me if i write for them with a dom reader :]
i will always use afab terms for the reader's genitalia unless im requested to do otherwise and even then i can refuse because as a pre-t guy that feels little to no dysphoria, that works for me, i ain't saying it gotta work for everyone, but this is my blog after all :]
pls don't ask for my real name, just call me fawn or pup like i ask! my hard no's regarding kinks and things i'm willing to write are: scat, watersports, period sex, top reader, not yucking anyone's yum but i genuinely dunno how to write those lol
my YES!!! list that i definitely will write:
- dom/sub
- fauxcest/incest
- puppy play
- praise
- degradation
- non-con/dub-con
- painplay (choking, beating, etc)
- mean dom chars
- dacryphilia
- age gaps
- and so much more lol! if u want to know if i will write your kink/idea, just check out my ao3, if i've written it before, i'll probably write it now <3
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- local gyaruo
thanks so much for the support local gyaruo hehe ily 2 twin !!!
i miss yall too โน๏ธ๐ i've just been so busy since i got back to school and also other hyperfixations besides spn and the boys taking over my brain ughhh but i will come back once i aint so busy i promise
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CW: Dry humping. Penetration. Lots of praise. Implied manipulation. Taming. The reader is guarding Lucifer's cage. The reader is in heat (caused by Lucifer!!) Lucifer is gentle because that's how I like him. The reader is a little feral. A bit of biting.
Reader: Gender neutral terms for reader's genitalia. Reader is being called a good boy, though, so...male reader? No description of the reader, though.
Author's note: Not a single appropriate thought in my mind rn. Also...it's kinda dedicated to one of my mooties. Hope you're still enjoying your break, F!!
!NSFW! under the cut
Some hellhounds devoured souls and dragged people to Hell, but that was never your role. As a demi-human, you understood a little more than the others, which allowed you to take on a different job: guarding.
At first, your assignments were simple. You guarded torture chambers or the cells of more troublesome souls who couldnโt be left unattended.
It was simpleโif anyone tried to escape, you barked or snarled. If someone had already escaped, you bit them.
That much your brain, which was more animal than human, could understand.
The problem arose when your abilities were finally recognized and you were assigned to a far more difficult task: guarding the cage that held Lucifer himself.
Since you rarely spoke and your responses were usually limited to a word or two, no one believed Lucifer would be able to influence you in any meaningful way.
That assumption turned out to be a huge mistake.
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The first few days passed quickly, though not without problems. As soon as you were let inside and stood before the cage, Lucifer smiled to himself.
โWell, hello there,โ he murmured.
You werenโt used to thisโto being spoken to. Slowly, you lowered yourself to the ground and sat cross-legged in front of the cage, staring at him intently.
โHi,โ came your response after a beat.
Luciferโs smile only widened.
โIโve got a little puppy guard. Who wouldโve thought?โ he hummed with amusement, shaking his head before stepping closer to the bars and crouching in front of you.
โDo you do tricks, little one?โ he joked lightly, reaching out to touch you.
You immediately flinched and bared your teeth, a low growl rumbling in your throat at the gesture. Your tail twitched as well, making it clear you werenโt particularly fond of being touched.
Lucifer withdrew his hand, but his smile never disappeared.
โNot a fan of petting, hm?โ he murmured, leaning back.
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Over the next few days, Lucifer tried to tame you in a way. He talked to you, getting you used to the sound of his voice. He encouraged you to come closer, and even though you bit him a few times, he never got angry or hit you. He simply backed away.
The first time you finally allowed him to pet you, he smiled and ruffled your hair, murmuring, โSuch a good puppy,โ over and over again.
Your tail gave a single pleased twitch when he rubbed that perfect spot behind your ear, and another when he quietly whispered, โGood boy.โ
He earned your trust because he never pressured you. He was patient. Attentive.
Before long, Lucifer became the only person you truly listened to. The demons of Hell rarely treated you with kindness, while Lucifer remained consistently gentle. That gentleness was unfamiliarโalmost addictiveโand, unfortunately, you found yourself craving his attention more and more with each passing day.
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The next time you were on shift, guarding his cage while curled up on the floor, Lucifer wandered over to the bars and crouched down to your level.
You looked so vulnerable. So pretty. Far too comfortable around the literal Devil.
Luciferโs gaze drifted over the curve of your back before settling on your tail, tucked beneath your chin. Something in his expression shifted ever so slightly.
Curiosity, laced with desire.
He wasnโt stupid, though. He couldnโt simply grab you and force you into anything. That would shatter the trust heโd worked so hard to build. Instead, he chose a different approach.
You couldnโt see him snap his fingers, but your head lifted at the sudden, unfamiliar warmth that began spreading through your abdomen. Your ears flattened, and your tail gave one confused thump against the floor.
Lucifer watched intently as you curled in on yourself, your face flushed, one hand pressed over your stomach.
โYouโre looking distressed,โ he observed, even though he knew exactly why. โWhatโs wrong, puppy?โ
โFeelsโฆ warm,โ you mumbled, your fingers twitching restlessly where they clutched the fabric of your shirt.
โWhere?โ Lucifer asked gently, his eyes dropping to the twitching tip of your tail, now tucked firmly between your legs.
โMyโฆ belly,โ you answered quietly.
You could feel the unfamiliar warmth traveling lower, settling somewhere between your thighs. Involuntarily, your hips rolled forward, searching for a kind of relief you couldnโt understand.
โItโsโฆโ You tried to explain the sensation to Lucifer, but failed. Your hips jerked forward again, a little more sharply this time.
โItโs okay, pup,โ he murmured, patting his thigh lightly. โI can help you.โ
You looked up at him, still rooted to your spot on the floor.
โButโฆโ The protest dissolved into a soft whimper.
The sound surprised even you. Your ears flattened further, pinning themselves so tightly against your head that they nearly disappeared beneath your hair.
โShhโฆโ Lucifer cooed, patting his thigh once more. โI know what you need. You just have to trust me.โ
The softness of his voice made you want to believe him, especially in such a vulnerable moment.
Slowly, you pushed yourself upright and crawled toward the bars. Luciferโs hand immediately found your hair, long fingers slipping through it as he brushed a few sweat-damp strands away from your face.
โLook at me, puppy,โ he whispered, gently cupping your cheek. โI need you to come in here so I can take care of you.โ
Your vision had begun to blur around the edges. Everything felt hazy, making it difficult to fully process what he was saying. The strange sensation only continued to grow, leaving you restless and desperate for relief.
You forced yourself forward, squeezing carefully between the bars. By the time you made it through, you were standing directly in front of Lucifer.
He smiled and slipped an arm around your waist. That simple touch made you squirm.
โLook at youโฆโ He murmured, drawing you onto his lap. โMy poor little houndโฆโ
Your head fell forward helplessly until it rested against his chest.
"I need..." you whined, and your hips rolled forward again, this time right over Lucifer's thigh.
He didn't push you awayโquite the oppositeโhis fingers clasped around your waist, slowly guiding the restless movement.
"It's alright, I know what you need..." Lucifer's lips pressed briefly to the top of your head before his hand traveled lower to your hip.
You continued rutting against his leg, desperate to create any kind of friction, even though you were already soaking through your panties and leaking onto the fabric of Lucifer's jeans. He didn't seem to mind at all.
"Such a good, needy boy," he praised while rubbing slow circles over your waist with his thumb when you started squirming and whimpering in his lap.
Your tail twitched with every push of your hips forward and your quiet whimpers filled the air.
"Please..." you whined weakly, looking up at him through half-lidded eyes. You weren't even sure what you were asking for.
"What is it?" He pressed, despite the fact that he literally did this to you. "Does my puppy feel empty?"
You nodded your head frantically in response, still rutting desperately forward and panting quietly.
One corner of Lucifer's lips rose and he shifted his grip from your hip to the curve of your ass. He pulled you flush against his chest before letting his hand wander lower.
You didn't even notice when your pants were off, Lucifer made them disappear too suddenly, leaving you exposed and trembling in his lap.
Then, he freed his cock from his underwear, shifting his grip on you so he could position himself better. Your head finally moved up.
"I... whatโ" your movements stuttered and you glanced down at his length now pressing against your entrance.
"Shh, it's okay. Just relax," Lucifer whispered against your neck, pushing past the entrance and slowly slipping inside. You were already so wet that prep wasn't needed at all.
You moaned at the intrusion, hands moving to grip his shoulders tightly when he started pushing inch after inch of his cock into your throbbing hole. Your tail twitched, curling around his leg as if to hold onto something.
"So tight," "you're perfect," "my good boy," Lucifer kept praising while thrusting inside.
He fucked you gentle and deep, making sure to slow down whenever you were too close to reaching release. The edging left you even more restless, hips snapping forward to meet every single one of his thrusts.
At some point, you bit down on his shoulder, unable to take the tension anymore. A quiet groan left Lucifer's mouth and his hands snapped to your hips, pulling you down onto his cock in one, sharp movement.
He came inside you letting out a low sound of satisfaction and filling you up. The sensation of his cum flooding your insides made you clench around his length and come with a broken moan.
Your teeth sank deeper into his shoulder from the overwhelming wave of pleasure that washed over you.
"You did wonderful," Lucifer cooed, not pulling out just yet, "took my cock so good..."
You whined, curling into his chest and still leaking onto his lap. Yet, you felt satisfied like never before.
Lucifer kept you close, giving your forehead a brief kiss before pulling you flush against him.
"I'll definitely keep you," he murmured before resting his chin on top of your head.
So pressed you block the person who called you out .
And from a csa survivor to another romanticizing isn't gon make you magically feel better so that's why at first i told to seek help anyway get help you genuinely need it...
I'm out.
Ps your fans harassing me is genuinely the funniest thing ever just loud and wrong :]]
this is the last im answering to u or anyone at all who comes around with the same topic lol, you dont know me, you dont know my life or if i am getting help, thats not something you should be interested in bc i am an STRANGER on the internet, you dont have to be so entitled and put down ways of coping that dont help you just because you think its disgusting, i am sorry if you felt personally attacked by my content, but you could've said "ew gross" and blocked, and moved on, you said you were out the first time, so i hope you really mean it this time so we can let the topic just die already <3 plus i dont have fans, and the only one harassing anyone here is you, i mean, you're the one thats so pressed you had to send me an ask through anon bc i blocked you, to, again, let the situation die ๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธ๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธ anyways, think whatever you want dude, good luck and have a nice day <3
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I do hope you rest well on your break, Fawn, however long it may be.
if you want I can wait on the request until you come back from your break, or i could send it now so I dont forget :]
ill probably just take a few weeks off, ill probably still be active regarding asks about anything that isnt requests, but send it in !! so i can add it to my list and you wont forget <3
pls dont send asks to that blog, i know some u are upset but i dont want anyone spreading hate or making this bigger than it already is !! just wanna take my break from writing in peace and get over with that situation which is why i blocked them and i am hoping they dont keep pushing the whole thing as i am ASKING you guys to leave it alone as well, please :]
child sa romanticizer?? bruh the reader in all of your fics is always at least 18?? like hello??
what is this asshole going ON about bro you are not romanticizing child sa wtaf
-๐ฆ Anon <3
i am also a survivor of csa โ๐ผ so i think they should go easy with the whole csa romantizer thing lmao, anyways, i ended up blocking them as i am no longer going to entertain their savior to hater complex, talking bout sum "no one deserves to be told to d1e :((" then going all "you are a COCKROACH and shouldn't be on tumblr dot com !!!" ๐ญ๐ญ alr buddy whatever helps you sleep at night
Btw thanks so much for getting off the feed I'm done seeing weird shit on my feed :]]
You all your supports are weird ASF
So glad to get a cockroach off Tumblr
Have a shitty day Child SA romanticizer :]]
lmaoo tried to play savior and it didnt work so now you get all like....this helppp also if you didnt like my stuff appearing in your feed you could've...blocked me ?? i know that probably sounds insane to you ! but it is an option !! <3
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I am sorry for the people coming on here telling you to "d1e", no one deserves that
If your a writer and put your work out there you should be ready for criticism and hate equally as you do for support.
I'll try to make this as short as possible
Writing for themes like dub-con/non-con, incest, grooming and sexualizing childhood themes, is inherently wrong because you're normalizing and worse romanticizing SA, incest, grooming, and CSA (and no just bcs you put 18 doesn't make it magically right) these are real world problems that affect real world people.
You might think "well my writing doesn't have that many interactions so it can't be that harmful" and that's utterly false because no matter how little you're still contributing to the problem.
Getting into your actual argument about "there are other writers doing this" simply doesn't hold up just because harmful content is widespread doesn't make it less harmful.
"It's just a taboo theme" is also false, because like I said before the content exists in the world and is consumed by real people. The moral weight of creating something isn't limited to the creator's intent โ it includes foreseeable effects on readers.
Stay safe out there I'm out๐ซณ.
im not even gonna engage with this topic or criticism anymore, i am not here to debate, i do that in real life, im just gonna take a break bc im tired of ppl lecturing me, all the stuff that i write about its stuff ive gone through, grooming, sa, incest, n much more, im not gonna talk about my personal life here but yeah, if you dont like it and you think my content is inherently wrong, thats cool, but dont come lecture me about it because you're not doing the change you think are
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