Guys. Is manifesting actually real or is everyone else just lucky?
No matter how confident I am that it'll happen, it still never does. I work hard, it never happens. I dout work hard, it never happens. It's genuinely draining me but I can't take a break because i want what I want to manifest right now.
The school year ends on June 18th and Ive been manifesting' my sp since Halloween.
I was affirming earlier before I took my nap that I wouldut have to study for an upcoming test I have on Monday. I wake up, eat dinner, and lo and behold, I need to start studying. And it's hard because I genuinely don't remember ang thing. I'm genuinely going to fail this test.
A while ago, I affirmed that I’d see an apple. I totally forgot about it until I told the story to someone else and saw the emoji as I typed the word ‘apple’ out, which I wouldn’t count.
Last year, l tried to manifest a boyfriend. 0 totally forgot about it and I still don't have one.
l affirmed and listened to subliminals to l wouldn't be as nervous during a presentation ll have crippling social anxiety). The presentation went horribly.
I affirmed for almost an hour that my math teacher wouldn't be at school one day. l walked in and he was the first person I saw.
I'm really about to either quit or off myself because I can't keep playing games like this.
Then, everyone that gives me advice tells me the same stuff. The same stuff I’ve already tried.
If I don't manifest something actually meaningful before I graduate (in a year), I will off myself.
I'm genuinely so tired of playing these games. It seems like no one understands and that's so annoying because I’m doing everything in my power I can do, and it doesn't seem to be working or helping.