Student, Artist, Loviee

You know I been in a weird space for the last couple months and honestly haven't been able to understand exactly how I am fitting. It has caused me to be very emotional and just all over the place. But the first thing to solving a problem is actually admitting you have one. And for some people it might be different to admit when you feel weak but I think knowing that you have and do know your weakness is as strong as you will ever be. So I think I have gotten used to Love. To the point where I give and give and I am not honestly receiving back a tenth of what I give. My cousin has told me this for years and I have refused to acknowledge it because I want to Trust that Loving People passed their flaws and all they have done and do to me makes me a Better Person or Humbles me. But if I am being Honest I think there comes a point where your self worth should not be tied to how much Love You give someone else but how much Love You Show Yourself once there is no one else. So what am I saying. At 23 I think I want to make this year about Me. I think I am going to trust myself enough to do what makes me happy but what also can push me to my greatness. There are going to be days where I cry or need people around. And those days will be hard but I think I need to stick to being honest with myself by realzing I have given so much to others I am starting to think there is not enough for me. But the challenge is set. Special Thanks To Elias for your insightful words as I was unsure if I was going to post any Birthday Pictures as I just didn't know what I would write as a post because I was unsure what I needed to say. #AVoiceOfOneCanChangeTheMindOfMany SK #JordanYear #SkyarielAmareKilfrey. #Love #SelfLove #23 #2018

Just in time For My Birthday This Friday. At least he in my City. We Treat Chiefs the Right Way.SK #Banger #Killswitch #KevinGates #ChainedToTheCity #MissedHim #RealHipHop #Chiraq #LitAsf @drekagates @iamkevingates Yall some real Masterminds.

You Know We Often Emphasize The Importance of A Ring. My Question is if we are actually taking into account the Importance of Unconditional Love. Some People Might tease at the fact that they don't believe Unconditional Love exists. But it Does. You know at 22 going on 23 I now understand exactly what it means to Love Self. We have to stop allowing the ones We Love to distract from our mission. We must continue on our paths also being able to conquer alongside of them. The crossroad I have come to is that I am unsure if Being In Love has caused me to distract from my plan or if my plan has distracted me from Being In Love. So I went hiking to find my answer and I found it. I pray I can share what God & Universe Showed me. P.S. All that I ask from those of you who are in relationships is that you don't settle for less than what you are worth. That you respect your partners and their opinions. That you continue to grow as a unit and not as individuals. That you Never stop having ambition to be successful. That you never give up on Love (That does not mean stick around with someone who makes you feel like you can be replaced at any time). Leave that fucking loser. But everyone has flaws don't be the first one to judge someone without all the facts. SK #Love #SkyarielAmareKilfrey #Killswitch #May18 #Taurus #Lover&Fighter #TrustInYou #LoveThyself #NoWrong #MiAmor #TheButterflyEffect

Happy 21st Birthday to my Twin. To my Other ANGRY HALF. To my Ride or Die. To My Gossip Gallion. To My Soul Snatching Arm Drawing Banger. I want to say it has been an enormous honor to be able to watch you as you grew into the Man you were meant to be. All that I ask as a Bug Sister is that you continue to grow. That your mind works faster than your words and that you succeed in Life. I Love You Boo. 😘😘😘😘😘. SK #ItsYourBirthdayBitch 🍴🎭🎁🍸

Lets Talk #Fashion. Now people always have this shock factor when I dress up. Funny thing is. I get super annoyed by that but I mean I can't blame them. Don't dress up unless I am going to an event, on a date, or Church so I get it. Understand thou. Music & Fashion are my Loves. They are what keep me going because I can make a $40 Look like it was made by #Versace because I believe in a great thing called Accesorizing the Prize. As a woman we are told don't look like a Grandma or don't look like a Hoe. But does anyone ever say Thank You for giving me something to Look At and Aspire To. I think Not. Point is Your Girl Sky is real about hers. SK #SkyarielAmareKilfrey #Fashion #LoveMeOrLeaveMe #IAmAWoman #YouCan'tDefineMe #LearnToLead #Women

We are MAs. This is FAMILY.SK #IWasTooDrunkToStand #3MaiTais&LongIsland still had one at the table waiting #TheyTookCareOfMe

I am A Pretty Girl.SK #LookingLikeMyParentsBlessedMe #MyGramsProbablyProud #SkyarielAmareKilfrey #Legacy #Sexy #NerdSexy

Tonight I realized I have spent so much time chasing after people who aren't going to be by my side nights that I need them that I forgot Who I Am. How Beautiful. How Loving. How Caring. How Extraordinary. This is my Life. I have had to leave alot of people behind because they are not ready to get Love. They are not ready to chase this bag with me. But honestly I think the only person I need to be focused on is me. I Love Who I am.SK #ThankYou #ISpentAlotOfMoneyToday😬 #NavyMAHolidayParty2017 #Yass #GuerraKilfreyArtilles #Bangers #KissMeGoodnight💋

And ANOTHER WIN in the Books.SK #Steelernation #9-2 #ChiefLostTheBet

This Picture is 7 years old. 7 years has revealed alot for me. 7 years. This morning I woke up to having a conversation I had when I was not very sober last night. But this conversation got me thinking maybe I allowed myself to feel too much. But then again how do you stop Loving Someone Who Loves You. Well I guess last night was their perfect rendition of letting me know that Love ain't enough. So here is my challenge. If you allow anyone to determine your fate other than you. Then that makes you a coward If you stop yourself from happiness. That makes you scared If you play to the beat of someone's drum when it is convenient for you. That makes you Selfish So my challenge. Be Kind. Be Fair. Be Honest. SK #WhenDidYouDecideLoveWasn'tEnough? #Love #BeKindBeFairBeHonest #M+S #July22nd

This Just HAPPENED. 😀😀😀😀😀😀.SK #Love This #NFLSUNDAY #NavalStationNorfolk

Gotta Get This Off My Chest Real Quick. Life is Precious. Life is Valuable. Life is Timing. Life is Hope. Life is Love. We spend alot of our time trying to make others happy. Trying to not hurt anyone. Trying to be Great at being okay but not being okay. The point is when is our time? When do we get to be Happy? When do we get to start enjoying Life? When do we get to Love the Way We Love? I tell you what I got recently. NOW. I am unapologetic right now for the "Soft Spot" who has my heart on lock. I am not asking permission I am not asking for people to understand or to even support it because at the end of the day I am Happier Now Than I Have EVER BEEN. I don't whine anymore. I don't complain anymore. Because my mind is clear my Heart is Full and my Soul is Being Cared For. But believe me when I say being this Vulnerable. Being this Honest. Or even Being this Bold takes way more courage than not being. So that is all. SK #July22 #M+S #115% #Practice MakesPerfect #LoveRight #Don'tBeScared