THE SWARM

Post breakup, and this just sucks. I mean it's SUPPOSED to suck cuz it's a breakup but i dunno. The worst part about it is that I feel like the person I spent so much time with, and so much energy on is gone. Like, on one hand I kinda understand why he would want to break up, but he didn't even try to talk to me or anything. For context , I said "I wanted to lose my virginity to someone I would date, so if we broke up I could hoe around for a little." Admittedly, yes, I did have a couple of experiences with men before him. However I just wanted to explore myself sexually, and once I came to terms that what I was doing wasn't fulfilling me, I came to settle down. (I was also very drunk) It also makes no sense as to why he even wanted to breakup, even after I said that he continued to be a good boyfriend, and we would even have intercourse after the fact. I feel so confused and a little manipulated.

lowk feels like im a blog writer in 2013 hehehehehhehehehhe

Guuuyysss isnt my new art (that I made 6 months ago) so goood