active april '26

*eye twitching, through gritted teeth* maintaining is better than gaining *smashes hand through scale*

Sometimes I like to pretend it never happened so I can be happy for a little while but it always creeps back in.

i really don’t have the time to be the way i am

going straight from your LW to HW in less than a year is fucking insane and not for the weak

being told 'you have to eat' or whatever irl is never as satisfying as posts on here make it out to be. it just feels invasive. get out of my business.

i wish i was fucking skinny i’m such a fat fucking loser

The whole do it tired, do it sad, do it blah blah blah, do it anyways thing is such a weird feeling because you’re so miserable but you don’t regret it but you rather be bed rotting or something but you know you’d be regretting it even though you still rather be doing that.

Whoever said time heals all wounds didn't have ptsd

OK I GET IT NO ONE IS COMING TO SAVE ME I UNDERSTAND OK YOU CAN STOP REMINDING ME

i feel like my stomach looks smaller but i also feel like i'm delusional like i really don't know

omg i just compared to a bodycheck from december, and my waist is definitely smaller!! i think my thighs are a little thinner too? but not by much. it's honestly not very visible. still some progres though!