Hello you c:

So over the last month I have gone from having 9 solid friends and now I talk to 2 of those friends and everyone’s assumed I’m being a cunt about everything but I’m fucking devastated about the whole thing

I’ve gone from flat hunting with someone who won’t even return a text anymore I’ve gone from messaging someone everyday for three weeks straight so no longer getting a reply from them Two people yeah I may have not been massively close to but the things they’ve said have genuinely broken my heart One is just difficult to get a hold off but still wouldn’t give me the time of day And two I have the occasional reply but schedules and stuff ruin shit

I’m so passively hating life and I’ve literally lost such a good thing as people split up and I can see where this is heading and although I’ve made it out to be a thing where I’m appearing to not give a shit and am moving on with my life I’m fully not and its taking me so much to not just spam people for a response anymore

Things aren't great in the friends or family sector tbh

Everything’s just kinda crashing down and idk how to deal with it other than pushing people away and I’m honestly trying so hard not to but it’s just so easy to isolate and start over again

This whole thing has happened before but I just didn’t expect it to happen so quickly especially considering how close everyone was