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I painted my nails but it looks like I dunked them in a bucket of white valspar paint from Home Depot 💀

Also maybe I’ll wear my flare jeans with the shirt idk if that will look good or not but I hope it does 😳😳

Btw the shirt is this adorable puff sleeve square neckline small checker print with white, gray and black... I love square necklines sm it makes me feel like a peasant who became princess for a day lmfaoo 🙄 I really need to find all my necklaces tho bc I’m missing my Virgo necklace‼️‼️

I’m so nervy tho bc I’ve been wearing really masc clothing and I think this outfit is slowly turning hyper fem lmaooo like what if I come across as “trying too hard” but I’ve been having really nice fits all last week so if anything this is more simple bc it’s not in the same style as those, and idkkkkkk

When I tell you I am EXCITED like my brain is so dopamine filled r n like I’m READY for Tuesday,, I feel like Monday is gonna go by so slowly!!!!

But I have a therapy appt on Monday after school and I have so much summer work to do 😳😳 and maybe I’ll clean my room bc I feel like I’ll finally have motivation to 😂

OMG idk what I’m gonna do if I ask for his Instagram,, will I dm him first?? I know I already found it lmao but I have to ask in person so he doesn’t know I found it when I was bored 💀

I’m so happyyyy

I just wanna talk and talk about this all day

I wonder what his zodiac sign is 😳😳😳😳 Bro I wanna get to know himmmmm

IF I GET MY SEAT CHANGED IM 10000% ASKING FOR HIS INSTAGRAM BC I CANT BELIEVE MY STUPID ASS DIDNT REALIZE !!!!!!!

He kept purposefully lightly kicking my feet and I got so confused and I thought he just wanted extra leg room so I moved my feet and looked up at him then I looked back down at my phone and he MOVED HIS FEET CLOSER TO MINE AND MY SHOES WERE LITERALLY STUCK UNDER HIS AND I SLOWLY MOVED MY FEET OUT FROM UNDER AND PUT THEM UNDER MY CHAIR???????!!!!!!?!!??!!??!!?????

Xan is so annoying omg I stg I was so mad at them today I wanted to learn how to cartwheel just to kick them in the mf face

They think the world revolves around them and treat everyone like a fucking toy. How they act makes no sense.

They are completely apathetic to everyone until that person can bow down to them or make them feel popular or confident. Every day I’m getting more frustrated with myself for ignoring all the times they hurt me and stepped over my boundaries

And I hate everything about them, down to the way they walk. Pull that stick out of your ass???

How can you be so full of yourself and still not use deodorant or shower. How can you pretend to have a fashion sense and be rich but order your clothes off of shein?

I bet they fucking lied about their friends dumping them too. They’ll probably make me sound like a bitch bc it fits their narcissistic fucking victim ass mindset.

I am over our old friendship but I just want to see them be in a 100x worse place than I was in when they fucking told me they didn’t care about me IN MY ROOM after I just threw up my really nice breakfast (fucking chocolate donuts and really good fancy ass coffee) and said how much I cared about them and EXPLAINED word for word that I can put everything they did behind us, and I pretty much already forgave them, all they had to do was not ignore me anymore. But they fucking couldn’t even do that. And misgendered me after BRAGGING about how they NEVER misgendered me to their friends. AND when I was pouring my heart out to them saying how much I cared and I was shaking and so nervous and emotional, they sat and smirked when I was on the verge of tears. Idc if you want someone DEAD or love them more than anything,, you don’t brag about using their correct pronouns 😐

My teacher said that her teacher was murdered when she was a sophomore, and it was a really sad story and I was so caught up in listening to the teacher talk about it. I would say it on here but it’s a big tw and guess who I hear let out a chuckle. XAN. AND THEN FOR THEM TO PARTICIPATE IN THE PEP RALLY AND DANCE LIKE A NAKED SQUID AND CARTWHEEL BACK TO THEIR SEAT AND SEE PEOPLE CLAP??????? BITCH I WAS SO ANGRY AFTER THAT I STARTED TEARING UP IN MY NEXT CLASS

If I have to eat lunch awkwardly again, I’m going to throw up and never go back to school yes it’s dramatic but I have nothing going for me I just want to be friends with this person pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I know I don’t know much about them but sometimes you just know when ur gonna get along with people so just let me have this pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee I’m so nervous I stg she better not move my mf seat bc she said she was gonna make 2 tables of 3 and that means someone might get kicked off my table and that’s just not happening to me or any of the other dudes bc tbh they’re chill I can live with it