mae.

now all you need to do is follow my will

be grateful, because you meet good people, and be grateful because Allah ta'ala still always takes care of us.

ask Allah ta'ala for help

He still suffers today, from his thoughts, about hopes and things beyond his control.

our ability to be aware of roles will make it easier for us to define how we should be. Honestly, I'm very tired of facing my current role but I realized that if I was weak, I would be the victim. (never)

what kind of human being becomes a fool at his own game? even though he knows, even though he is aware but stupidity blinds his mind. now he is whining, asking me for help. pretending to be capable but very fragile. Honestly, I'm mad with all of this, as well as embarrassing it is also disgusting.

I have a lot to be grateful for and always think that God has saved me from things I shouldn't have. all the pain that I've been through, molded me into someone you'll never find anywhere.

what if something that you have always believed in, turns out to be the opposite? we never know what someone is hiding, his mind? what is he aiming for? and what he had been keeping silent all this time.  I just want to say, be careful even of yourself. because not everyone can realize himself. Even today I was shocked, I found another me rebelling within me - and he took over me. and here I am.