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Loved the new chapter of Yakuza Levi! Can't believe he had one job, and he still messed up, lol. At least his friends tried, tho.
Anyways, you did an amazing job at it! I'm curious how many types of augmentations there are. I'd love to know what inspired this fic in the first place, too. It's so interesting!
Much love ā”
Hello there! Iām so glad to hear that you enjoyed the new chapter! It had been baking in the oven of my mind for quite a while, so it felt good to finally present it to the world.
Yeah, Levi certainly did mess up, didnāt he? I like to think that, for all his physical talents, Levi is terrible at dealing with his own feelings, especially if attraction is involved. I honestly donāt think he even realizes that the core reason he lashed out at Luna is because heās jealous. He wants to be the one she pays attention to!
But letās talk about the augmentations (some refer to them as āmodsā, as youāll read in future chapters). As this chapter introduces, there are two main types of augmentations: cosmetic and physiological. With cosmetic, youāre altering your body purely for aesthetic reasonsālike tattoos, piercings, hair and eye color changes. Bright and bold is the trend in Neo Tokyo, and their technology allows the tattoos to almost flow around the body; eye and hair color can almost be changed with your mood of the day, all through an app you can upload cerebrally.
With physiological augmentations, theyāre changing what their body can actually do. The most basic is the comm augs, which hook up to your mind and allow you to communicate with others without the need of a cell phone. This aug can also be upgraded to include memory and storage and enhancement, which is what Levi has. The more expensive augs would be replacing body parts, kind of like a cyborg. Wanna be faster or stronger? Just replace your arms and legs with robotic ones. These used to be risky, but are becoming more popular and affordable with younger people.
So, practically everyone living in Neo Tokyo has and relies on some type of augmentation. But those with Ackerman bloodā¦.well, theyāre built different, as youāll discover soon. ;-)
What inspired the fic? Lots of things, actually. I had recently watched the TV series, Tokyo Vice, and one particularly hot yakuza guy got me thinking about Levi in that kind of world. I also wanted to write something a little bit darker than my other fics. Although I donāt play the video game Cyber Punk 2077, I have watched Cyberpunk Edgerunners and really loved the idea of setting a story in a world beyond Earth. Ghost in the Shell and Akira also inspired me, as well as Blade Runner. I thought it would be fun to merge the yakuza and cyberpunk genres because yakuza are often portrayed as very traditional, so I wanted to explore what this would look like in a new type of world, with new rules.
I could go on and on, but I fear Iāve rambled too much already. Thank you so much for reading dark side of the moon, and for sending in this ask! I hope youāll enjoy your time in Neo Tokyo.
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dark side of the moonāāŗāā ā¾āāŗāā [chapter 4]
Pairing: Yakuza!Levi x F!reader
Word count: 4.7k
Levi's frutration grows as he tries to track the Jaeger Clan and deal with his growing feelings for you. Watching you talk to every man but him doesn't help.
Series Content/Warnings: mafia/yakuza AU, flashbacks, slow burn, mystery, cyberpunk, sci fi, non-binary Hange Zoe, eventual smut, dark content, graphic violence and sexual content
Chapter Content/Warnings: Levi is bad with feelings.
Author's Note: I know, I'm the world's slowest writer. But I haven't given up on this fic. I hope you haven't either. Much love to my BETA reader, @bitchymanlet and to @littlerequiem and @mrsackxrman for their support and advice.
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Levi Ackerman has been called many things in his life.
Good-for-nothing orphan, street trash, burden to society.
When his uncle took him in, it was dirty gremlin, shorty, shrimp.
(What even was a shrimp, anyway?)
People loved shitting on him because of his height and called him every nasty word in the book.
But all that changed when he started kicking everyone's asses ā clan members and street thugs alike.
Suddenly, he was badass, formidable, stone-cold, strong.
An Ackerman.
None of these words or titles had ever meant shit to Levi. But you'd called him guard dog.
Those two words, and the way you'd said it ā for some reason it had gotten under his skin. You looked down on him. Maybe even despised him.
Shit, he despises himself. Although his uncle has given him a new title and responsibilities, it's still the same old thing: kicking people's asses in the name of the Ackerman clan. It didn't matter if Kenny called him shorty or Captain, he was still doing whatever the old man told him to do. Like an animal.
A guard dog.
After dropping you off, he'd tried sleeping for a few hours, but it was no use. The sounds and smells of his own apartment felt foreign to him; the bed was too soft, the room too quiet. Five years of prison life had taught him to sleep with one eye open and to never let his guard down. It's going to take more than two days of freedom to break those habits.
And is he really free? His conversation with Kenny makes him wonder if he's just traded one prison for another.
A sigh escapes his lips.
He needs to punch somebody. But that will have to wait.
"Time to get to work," he grunts, pushing himself off his bed and heading for the shower.
āāŗāā ā¾āāŗāā
The work day is already well underway by the time Levi parks his motorcycle in front of a large skyscraper in downtown Neo Tokyo. Every major corporation and company is headquartered within these few blocks, like a heart from which all things flow out and in. Amidst the buildings, the streets are packed with corporate workers, with their modern, flashy suits and high-class body mods. It was a different kind of augmentation than what Levi saw on the streets; titanium arms and legs gleaming in the light, instead of the cheaper silver or gold plate.
Levi hates this part of town and its upper crust society, thinking they are better and smarter than everyone else. For all their judgmental stares, he knows for a fact that these assholes all end up at the clubs and bars the Ackermans own anyway, craving companionship, sex, or alcohol.
Vices, the law likes to call them.
Kenny had always called them the great equalizers. Because no matter who you are, everyone has wants, needs, and desires.
"Everybody is a slave to something," Kenny always said, "might as well make some money off of it."
He walks into the Phobos Building, a dark presence amongst the gleaming gold of the lobby. The guard at the front desk doesn't stop him, more than likely noticing the pin of the Ackerman family crest shining on the lapel of Levi's jacket, like a golden ticket, getting him into anywhere he wants.
Anywhere within Ackerman territory, that is.
Furlan's office is located on the fifty-seventh floor, and is a far cry from the gritty downtown headquarters of the Ackerman Clan, but Levi knows this was all according to plan.
After Levi was arrested, Furlan visited him as often as he could, telling him of the clan's operations, and of Kenny's plan to enroll Furlan in university to study law. The fact that Furlan hadn't even finished high school didn't seem to bother Kenny in the least; he'd had a fake diploma and transcript forged in under an hour.
Months turned to years, and while Levi continued to languish in prison, Furlan had graduated from law school at the top of his class in record time. When he was recruited for the largest law firm in Neo Tokyo, Levi wasn't surprised. He knew Kenny had a hand in it, but he also knew his friend's skills: cunning and charming to a fault, and always able to talk himself out of any difficult situation.
"I'm gonna get you out of here, Levi," Furlan had said on one of his visits. "We're filing for parole."
True to his word, Levi's parole was approved within the year.
Furlan, now the clan's saiko-komon, was tasked with keeping all the Ackerman's business pursuits lawful on paper, and to occasionally advise any clan members who found themselves in legal problems. It made sense: the clan needed an administrator to keep everything as legal on the surface as possible, should any law enforcement come snooping around their businesses or investments. However, Levi couldn't shake the feeling that Kenny had something more planned for the clan and for his friend, and he wondered what his own part would be in it.
That was a problem for another time; right now, Levi needed to know more about what the Jaegers were up to, and he knew Furlan could give him some of those answers. He walked past the law firm's front desk attendant with a glare that would have stopped anyone on their tracks. By the time he got to the office suites, Furlan was already expecting him.
"Security told me an angry man in a black suit was headed up here, and I had to assume it was you," his friend remarks, gesturing Levi inside his office. "You're here earlier than I'd expected. Or did you sleep at all?"
Though Furlan's voice is smooth as silk, his hair is disheveled and his shirt wrinkled. His suit jacket lays across a large sofa on the other end of his office suite.
Levi raises an eyebrow. "I should ask you the same thing. You look like shit."
Furlan just laughs, running his hand through his wavy, brown hair. "You never hold back, do you, Levi? If you must know, I had a business call with an organization on Earth that went through most of the night. I was just taking a little lunchtime nap."
Levi walks around the room with a discerning eye until he sees a flash of bright material sticking out from underneath the sofa. With the tip of his shoe he pulls it out, clicking his tongue as it comes into full view.
Lacy pink panties. Levi kicks them across the floor. "Yeahā¦working hard, I see."
Once Furlan sees what Levi is referring to, he strides across the room to pick them up. "Ah! I was wondering where those went. She'll be wanting them back." He looks at Levi, who gives him a scrutinizing glare. "What? We all have our vices."
"Vices? So it's a call girl? I didn't really think that was your style."
"She's an escort," Furlan corrects. "And why not? It keeps things professional and discreet," he casually replies, casting off his old shirt. "Come out with me tonight. I could introduce you to some of the finest women in Neo Tokyo."
"Maybe another time," Levi replies.
Furlan, who is now looking through a large closet, stops picking through clothing to smile at his friend. "Another time? My friend, you've been in prison for five years! How much more time do you need?"
"I have other things to think about right now."
"Other things, or other people?" Furlan smirks. "You're hung up on that girl from Earth, huh? What's her name?ā¦" He pulls out a crisp, clean shirt and jacket, "ā¦Luna?"
"Don't be delusional. I'm not the least bit interested in her," Levi instantly retorts.
"And yet you were asking me a lot of questions about her the other night."
"Because she's from Earth."
"And not at all because she's pretty." Furlan's voice drips with sarcasm, but Levi simply scowls. "Well, now you'll have plenty of opportunities to know her better, won't you. Did you get her safely home this morning?"
"She called me guard dog."
At that, Furlan laughs. "You've pissed her off already. What's that Earthling saying? 'You catch more flies with honey than with vinegar?'"
"The fuck is that supposed to mean?"
"It means, you're more likely to get what you want if you're nice to someone."
Levi flops on the sofa. "Can we stop talking about Luna? She's the least of my problems right now."
"Ok then, let's get down to business." By now, Furlan is clothed in a new suit, and runs his hands through his hair with one final look in his mirror. "How can I help?"
"I need an update on the Jaegers. What's Zeke's angle with the clan?"
"That's the billion-yen question," Furlan answers, settling into his large leather chair. "He stepped into power after his father died two years ago and seems intent on extending their territory beyond the west side docks, where their main profit is off-planet smuggling and human trafficking. We believe most of the women and humanoids they traffic work in their clubs. We can't say for sure, though."
"I'd heard about that in prison. But why push their boundaries now?"
"Power," Furlan answers flatly. "Isn't that always the reason?"
"And the Ackerman Clan stands in the way of Zeke's total control of Neo Tokyo."
"Precisely." Furlan takes a slender, metallic device out of his jacket pocket, presses it to his lips and takes a long drag. Smoke escapes his nostrils and mouth as he looks out the window. "For someone out of the game so long, Levi, you certainly remember how it's played."
"I sure as shit do. So why's the old man just now doin' something about it?"
"I suppose Kenny thought he'd let the new leader bare his fangs a bit, and test his power. But Zeke's push into our territory has made it clear he doesn't want to play nice."
"Then it's time to put Zeke in his place."
"That might be easier said than done," Furlan counters. "Zeke is notoriously private. He lets his brother Eren handle most of the dirty work, while he controls things from the shadows."
"Shake things up enough, and the snake will show his head. Just in time for me to cut it off." Levi stands and makes his way to the door. "I need a list of all the Jaeger front businesses and clubs, as well as the names of the Jaeger Clan lieutenants and business associates. You can send a direct memory upload."
"I'll have that for you within the hour. Gonna shake things up?"
"Something like that."
At that, Furlan smiles. "Just don't forget to pick up Luna at the end of her shift. And be nice!"
Bastard. He had to bring that up.
Levi flips off his friend as he leaves the office, but Furlan just laughs.
"Now there's the Levi I remember!"
By the time Levi pulls in front of the Ackerman headquarters, Connie and Jean are waiting for him outside. They've traded out the tracksuits typical of new yakuza members for regular street clothes, and when Levi takes off his helmet, they stand in attention.
Levi surveys them for a moment, unimpressed with their enthusiasm. "This isn't the fucking Martian military."
"Yeahā¦butā¦you're our Captain now, " Connie defends. "We gotta show you respect."
"I don't care about any of that bullshit," Levi remarks flatly. "Let's get to work."
"What are we doing?" Jean asks.
"We're gonna teach the Jaegers a lesson," Levi coolly replies.
"Fuck yeah, that's what I'm talking about!" Connie punches into his hand. "Who we beating the shit out of first?"
"Nobody yet," Levi says. "Before you attack an enemy, you need to understand them, know their movements. That's how we'll find their weaknesses."
To that, Connie nods, letting his hands fall to his sides. "I mean yeah, that's what I meant."
"You." Levi points to Jean. "I want you and baldy here to pay a visit to our clubs and pachinko parlors. Find out any information on which ones the Jaegers have been messing with and for how long."
Jean nods, but Connie just rubs his hand over his newly shaved hair. "I'm not bald," he whines, "I'm just getting tattoo augments on my head soon."
"Speaking of which, what kinds of augments do you two have? Physio or Cosmo?" Levi asks, walking into the Ackerman Clan headquarters as the two younger men follow.
"ā¦and Cosmo is cosmeticā¦stay with me here." Levi throws a scowl over his shoulder as he sheds his suit jacket.
"Only tattoos and comm augs, for both of us," Jean interjects. "We were told that Kenny isn't a fan of physiological augs. Can't really afford them anyway."
"Yeah, he's old world like that. Never really been into Martian technology." By now, Levi has changed into a black tshirt. "And concerning weapons, no-"
"No guns or weapon modsā¦just knives and swords. We know," Jean interrupts. "We may be new recruits, Captain, but we're not kids. We know what we signed up forā¦" Jean stands up a little straighter as Levi turns, giving him a harsh once-over, "ā¦sir."
Levi clicks his tongue at the two before grabbing his motorcycle jacket. "Noted. And just call me Levi. I don't do formalities." He walks outside as the two follow once more.
"Capāuh, Leviā¦sir," Connie says, just as Levi mounts his bike. "Is it true that the Ackerman blood doesn't allow you to have augments?"
Levi is silent. Connie fidgets. Jean elbows his friend in the side.
"I mean," Connie continues, "the word on the street is that the Ackermans were some kind of super soldier, created for the Earth government before shit went down and they ended up escaping to Mars. Right, Jean?"
Jean looks at his friend, then at Levi. "That's whatā¦they sayā¦"
At that, Levi dismounts his bike and takes off his helmet. He walks towards the two, who now stand frozen before him.
"They, huh? What else do they say?"
Jean's eyes dart to Connie, who doesn't seem willing to help him with any further explanations. "That you and your mother were left behind on Earth until Oyabun brought you back as a kid to be his heir. That is untilā"
Jean stops. Levi raises an eyebrow.
"Go on. Until what?"
"Until youā¦betrayed him and were sent to prison."
"Betrayed," Levi repeats the word with a weight that seems to physically effect the two standing before him. "Is that what Kenny calls it?" He looks intently at his 'little brothers', who are sweating under his gaze. "Then let that be a lesson to you both not to piss off an Ackerman. Understood?"
"Yes sir!" they say in unison.
"Enough with the badgering and get the hell out of here," Levi says, returning to his motorcycle. "I'll expect a full report by tomorrow."
"Where are you going?" Jean asks.
"To understand our enemy." Levi flips down the visor of his helmet, and in a flash, he's off.
"Fucking nosy brats," Levi mutters under his breath. He hates being the topic of gossip and speculation, but it infuriates him even more that his mother is brought into it all. No one has any idea what they went through on Earth. What she sacrificed toā
He can't think about this right now. Even years later, the images are too painful. So Levi pushes them down, as he always does, and focuses on the matter at hand.
While Jean and Connie were barraging him with questions, Furlan had uploaded all the Jaeger front businesses and lieutenants to Levi's memory. Along with his comm, it was one of the few augments that his enhanced body accepted, and it had proven useful on more than one occasion. Names and maps pass through Levi's memory like he's known them his whole life, as his motorcycle speeds down the streets, towards the industrial district on the western edge of Neo Tokyo.
Glittering skyscrapers give way to grey buildings caked in Martian dust and grime, the air heavy and black from star ship exhaust. There are no clubs here, not even a bar to be found; just one factory after another, with the sounds of machinery echoing around every corner instead of the usual drone of holographic advertisements so pervasive in the city. It's not glamorous by any means, but Levi knows that millions of yen in freight comes in and out of the loading docks just beyond the district's limits.
This had been Jaeger territory for as long as Levi can remember. The rival clan had made a name for themselves first by cornering the black market with counterfeit designer clothing and body augments made off-planet. In time, their empire had expanded to weapons, while the rumor spread that they were now trafficking humans into Mars. It was a market with endless possibilities and little competition, so why make waves with the Ackerman clan now? What's Zeke's game?
Levi turns a corner down a quiet street that is the location of the Jaeger headquarters. He remembers coming here once as a young boy, standing alongside Kenny as he and Grisha had their annual peace negotiations. Had Levi met Zeke at that time? He can't recallāthose first few years on Mars had been such a blur.
His motorcycle passes a sandy red building; an imposing, minimalist block amongst the grey steel surrounding it. This is the headquarters, Levi is sure of it, but there's not a soul to be found on the street, and a titanium padlock bars the door.
He cross checks his own memory with the address Furlan uploaded to him. It's a match, and yet it's obvious that this building hasn't been used for a while.
Levi slowly passes through the main avenues and back streets of the district, but there's not a single clan member in sight, just factory workers going about their business. Levi continues to explore the area until the sun sets, its striking blue colors creeping over the dilapidated buildings. Something isn't rightāhe can feel itābut it's late and he's tired of searching. In a few hours, he'll need to pick you up anyway, so he heads back into the entertainment district, to the neon lights of Kabukicho.
At this time of night, the streets will be packed with people searching to escape the pressures of the real world, whether that be family, or work, or whatever responsibilities await them outside the walls of the clubs or bars to which they enter.
Levi gets needing an escape. The world is shit, ruled by shitty people going after their shitty desires at the cost of others.
Places like Club Azure are an oasis. A business providing a service just like any of the other Ackerman investments. But he can't help but feel disgust for the men who let themselves be swayed so easily by a hostess who's being paid to make them think they're the most interesting person in the room. It's a relationship built on lies and deceit.
Hange had once argued with him that he viewed the host and hostess world too harshly. "It's a world of make believe," they'd said. "Let the poor souls believe what they want to believe."
But Levi had seen firsthand what deceitāand the blind belief in itācould do to a person.
Now back at the club, sitting at the bar with a whiskey in his hand, he watches you charm an old fool into buying the most expensive wine on Hange's shelf ā a vintage that had been smuggled from Earth during the climate crisis of 2033, so the story goes. You smile as you pop the cork and pour the glasses, absolutely shameless with satisfaction. You place your hand lightly on the man's arm and lean into him, whispering something in his ear that has him grinning from ear to ear and giggling like a god damn child. Other men and hostesses join the table, enraptured by whatever story you're telling them, your eyes shining as you give each man your attention.
Meanwhile, you don't even send a look Levi's way. He pours another drink for himself, then another, while you smile and laugh the night away with one man or another.
"Hange, I'm gonna need another bottle," he says, sliding the empty whisky bottle down the bar.
"Hold on there, buddy. Don't you think you've had enough for the evening?" Hange responds .
"Ackermans don't get drunk."
Hange raises an eyebrow. "You sure about that? Cuz it looks like you have a burgeoning case of rye rage."
"What the hell does that mean?"
"It means that in an inebriated state, you, my friend, get pissed off."
"I'm not pissed off."
"You most definitely are." Hange leans against the bar and stares at Levi. "Your scowl is scowl-ier than usual."
Before he can respond, Hange has hurried away from the bar, thanking the last guests as they close for the evening.
It's only then that you finally acknowledge Levi.
"I just need to change," you say to him coldly as you walk briskly to the dressing room.
"Oof, that was frigid," Hange replies as they return to the bar. "She does not like you."
"I've barely even spoken to her."
"Maybe that's the problem, Levi. There's no harm in talking to her and getting to know the girl better. You'd catch more flies with honey than with vinegar."
Levi rolls his eyes. "What is with that stupid-ass saying? It's the second time I've heard it today."
"Just be nice to her," Hange replies, shrugging their shoulders. "The poor thing doesn't have a single person in this world."
"She's told you that?"
"She doesn't have to. I can see the loneliness all over her face. Either she came to Mars on her own or the Earthling she came with is long gone."
Levi glances back at the dressing room. "Alone, huh?"
He wonders what would make a young Earthling woman desperate enough to travel by herself to Mars. Passenger ships from Earth were rare these days and ridiculously expensive, and Neo Tokyo is not friendly to anyone trying to make it on their own. Despite its cosmopolitan facade, the city is ruled by one law: that only the strong survive. But you probably knew that already. The fact that you're a popular hostess in such little time shows that you know how to play this city's game.
You play it a little too well, he thinks.
By the time Levi has gotten on his motorcycle and ridden to the back of the club, you're waiting for him, standing with Ymir and Historia. As he pulls up next to you, your smile and laughter fades, silently mounting the seat behind him. You give a quick wave to your friends before he starts down the alley.
"I told you, you don't have to drive me home," you say through your helmet's headset. Your voice doesn't hold an ounce of friendliness, as if you've become a completely different person than the one you portray at the club.
"And I told you, it's my job."
Levi turns a sharp corner, causing you to wrap your arms a little more tightly around him.
"Why were you watching me tonight?" your voice comes through the headset again.
"I wasn't," he answers.
"You were glaring at me most of the evening."
"I don't glare."
"Leviā¦"
The coldness in your voice changes the second you say his name. There's a sweetness to it that, for a moment, makes his body feel hot.
Then your tender laugh echoes through his helmet. "ā¦all you do is glare."
There's that hot feeling again. It's pissing him off, how much you're affecting him. Or maybe it's the alcohol after all.
He scrambles to deflect. "I've known Hange for years and like to get a drink at the club. Your table just happened to be in my line of vision."
The ride turns to silence once again. Levi feels your arms around him shift.
"You don't like me much, do you?" you finally add. "Or do you just not like hostesses in general."
"I don't have an opinion either way about you or what you do. It's none of my business."
You hum a response in a way that says you don't believe him, and he'll be damned if you get the upper hand.
"And what do you care what I think, anyway," he adds. "Can't get enough approval from your clients at the club?"
"They seem satisfied enough."
At that, Levi clicks his tongue. "Lonely men desperate for attention."
"And so what if they are? Who doesn't like to have their feelings and thoughts listened to?"
"I don't."
"Well then, I guess you're the one exception in humanity."
"You make it sound like you're their therapist or something. Like you're doing some kind of charity service. But you don't give a shit what they say to you; you'll just smile and nod as long as they pay up."
"It's my job." you reply matter-of-factly.
"A shitty one. Lying to people all night long, pretending to be someone you're not."
"You don't know who I am. You don't know a thing about me." Your voice has turned cold once more. "Not all of us can be lackeys for the Ackerman Clan."
"I'm no lackey," Levi quickly responds, his anger escalating.
"Yet here you are, driving a hostess home because your Oyabun told you to." You lean in close, as if to whisper in his ear. "Guard dog."
The words come out so condescendingly that it instantly has Levi seeing red.
He jerks his motorcycle over to the curb. "Get off."
"What?"
"You heard me. Get off my fucking bike."
"My apartment is still blocks away. You're supposed to take meā"
"āI don't have to do anything. Now get. Off," Levi commands in a tone that verges on the edge of frightening.
Without another word, you hop off the seat of his motorcycle and immediately start walking away.
"Oi!" he yells, "I want my helmet back."
You stop, look him dead in the eyes, and throw the helmet on the ground.
"Asshole," you spit, and then you turn and walk away.
Fuck.
What was it that Hange and Furlan said about honey and vinegar?
Probably doesn't matter now. You're pissed, and there ain't no amount of honeyed words that are gonna fix it.
And he may be an asshole, but before you get too far, he follows behind, from a distance, just to make sure you make it home.
āāŗāā ā¾āāŗāā
Gunther sits in the monitoring room of the Ackerman Clan headquarters, his legs propped up on the table as his head bobs to the side, resisting the urge to fall asleep completely. It was expected of every clan member to take the security night shift every few weeks, to monitor the security cameras and check the perimeter of the buildingāa mundane part of the job that felt more important as tensions were rising with the Jaeger Clan.
Just another two hours, and Gunther could take a bath and sleep the day away. Security duty also meant you got the following day off, so he was counting down the minutes.
Suddenly, an image flashes across one of the screens.
His eyes fly open. He sits up and blinks a few times before staring at the monitor intently. Maybe he's just seeing things. More than likely, it's some punk kid trying to impress his friends by tagging the building.
With a heavy sigh, Gunther reluctantly gets up and looks around the front entrance. There's not a soul to be found on the streets; even the most serious of drunks have called it a night and made their way home. He walks to one end of the block, keeping a wary eye out for anything suspicious.
Nothing.
Gunther shakes his head. He must have dreamt it. The sound of his shoes echo through the street as he walks back towards the building, and then he hears itāa loud bang coming from an alley across the street.
"Oi, who's there?" he shouts, as he walks toward the sound. "Come out."
Something charges at him. Gunther scrambles to grab his knife, but he isn't fast enough.
A thud and a crunch, then the street goes quiet once more.
āāŗāā ā¾āāŗāā
Glossary of terms:
Saiko-komon: "senior advisor" who focuses on legitimate, front-facing affairs for the yakuza
Kabukicho: the red light and entertainment district of Neo Tokyo
dark side of the moonāāŗāā ā¾āāŗāā [chapter 4]
Pairing: Yakuza!Levi x F!reader
Word count: 4.7k
Levi's frutration grows as he tries to track the Jaeger Clan and deal with his growing feelings for you. Watching you talk to every man but him doesn't help.
Series Content/Warnings: mafia/yakuza AU, flashbacks, slow burn, mystery, cyberpunk, sci fi, non-binary Hange Zoe, eventual smut, dark content, graphic violence and sexual content
Chapter Content/Warnings: Levi is bad with feelings.
Author's Note: I know, I'm the world's slowest writer. But I haven't given up on this fic. I hope you haven't either. Much love to my BETA reader, @bitchymanlet and to @littlerequiem and @mrsackxrman for their support and advice.
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Levi Ackerman has been called many things in his life.
Good-for-nothing orphan, street trash, burden to society.
When his uncle took him in, it was dirty gremlin, shorty, shrimp.
(What even was a shrimp, anyway?)
People loved shitting on him because of his height and called him every nasty word in the book.
But all that changed when he started kicking everyone's asses ā clan members and street thugs alike.
Suddenly, he was badass, formidable, stone-cold, strong.
An Ackerman.
None of these words or titles had ever meant shit to Levi. But you'd called him guard dog.
Those two words, and the way you'd said it ā for some reason it had gotten under his skin. You looked down on him. Maybe even despised him.
Shit, he despises himself. Although his uncle has given him a new title and responsibilities, it's still the same old thing: kicking people's asses in the name of the Ackerman clan. It didn't matter if Kenny called him shorty or Captain, he was still doing whatever the old man told him to do. Like an animal.
A guard dog.
After dropping you off, he'd tried sleeping for a few hours, but it was no use. The sounds and smells of his own apartment felt foreign to him; the bed was too soft, the room too quiet. Five years of prison life had taught him to sleep with one eye open and to never let his guard down. It's going to take more than two days of freedom to break those habits.
And is he really free? His conversation with Kenny makes him wonder if he's just traded one prison for another.
A sigh escapes his lips.
He needs to punch somebody. But that will have to wait.
"Time to get to work," he grunts, pushing himself off his bed and heading for the shower.
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The work day is already well underway by the time Levi parks his motorcycle in front of a large skyscraper in downtown Neo Tokyo. Every major corporation and company is headquartered within these few blocks, like a heart from which all things flow out and in. Amidst the buildings, the streets are packed with corporate workers, with their modern, flashy suits and high-class body mods. It was a different kind of augmentation than what Levi saw on the streets; titanium arms and legs gleaming in the light, instead of the cheaper silver or gold plate.
Levi hates this part of town and its upper crust society, thinking they are better and smarter than everyone else. For all their judgmental stares, he knows for a fact that these assholes all end up at the clubs and bars the Ackermans own anyway, craving companionship, sex, or alcohol.
Vices, the law likes to call them.
Kenny had always called them the great equalizers. Because no matter who you are, everyone has wants, needs, and desires.
"Everybody is a slave to something," Kenny always said, "might as well make some money off of it."
He walks into the Phobos Building, a dark presence amongst the gleaming gold of the lobby. The guard at the front desk doesn't stop him, more than likely noticing the pin of the Ackerman family crest shining on the lapel of Levi's jacket, like a golden ticket, getting him into anywhere he wants.
Anywhere within Ackerman territory, that is.
Furlan's office is located on the fifty-seventh floor, and is a far cry from the gritty downtown headquarters of the Ackerman Clan, but Levi knows this was all according to plan.
After Levi was arrested, Furlan visited him as often as he could, telling him of the clan's operations, and of Kenny's plan to enroll Furlan in university to study law. The fact that Furlan hadn't even finished high school didn't seem to bother Kenny in the least; he'd had a fake diploma and transcript forged in under an hour.
Months turned to years, and while Levi continued to languish in prison, Furlan had graduated from law school at the top of his class in record time. When he was recruited for the largest law firm in Neo Tokyo, Levi wasn't surprised. He knew Kenny had a hand in it, but he also knew his friend's skills: cunning and charming to a fault, and always able to talk himself out of any difficult situation.
"I'm gonna get you out of here, Levi," Furlan had said on one of his visits. "We're filing for parole."
True to his word, Levi's parole was approved within the year.
Furlan, now the clan's saiko-komon, was tasked with keeping all the Ackerman's business pursuits lawful on paper, and to occasionally advise any clan members who found themselves in legal problems. It made sense: the clan needed an administrator to keep everything as legal on the surface as possible, should any law enforcement come snooping around their businesses or investments. However, Levi couldn't shake the feeling that Kenny had something more planned for the clan and for his friend, and he wondered what his own part would be in it.
That was a problem for another time; right now, Levi needed to know more about what the Jaegers were up to, and he knew Furlan could give him some of those answers. He walked past the law firm's front desk attendant with a glare that would have stopped anyone on their tracks. By the time he got to the office suites, Furlan was already expecting him.
"Security told me an angry man in a black suit was headed up here, and I had to assume it was you," his friend remarks, gesturing Levi inside his office. "You're here earlier than I'd expected. Or did you sleep at all?"
Though Furlan's voice is smooth as silk, his hair is disheveled and his shirt wrinkled. His suit jacket lays across a large sofa on the other end of his office suite.
Levi raises an eyebrow. "I should ask you the same thing. You look like shit."
Furlan just laughs, running his hand through his wavy, brown hair. "You never hold back, do you, Levi? If you must know, I had a business call with an organization on Earth that went through most of the night. I was just taking a little lunchtime nap."
Levi walks around the room with a discerning eye until he sees a flash of bright material sticking out from underneath the sofa. With the tip of his shoe he pulls it out, clicking his tongue as it comes into full view.
Lacy pink panties. Levi kicks them across the floor. "Yeahā¦working hard, I see."
Once Furlan sees what Levi is referring to, he strides across the room to pick them up. "Ah! I was wondering where those went. She'll be wanting them back." He looks at Levi, who gives him a scrutinizing glare. "What? We all have our vices."
"Vices? So it's a call girl? I didn't really think that was your style."
"She's an escort," Furlan corrects. "And why not? It keeps things professional and discreet," he casually replies, casting off his old shirt. "Come out with me tonight. I could introduce you to some of the finest women in Neo Tokyo."
"Maybe another time," Levi replies.
Furlan, who is now looking through a large closet, stops picking through clothing to smile at his friend. "Another time? My friend, you've been in prison for five years! How much more time do you need?"
"I have other things to think about right now."
"Other things, or other people?" Furlan smirks. "You're hung up on that girl from Earth, huh? What's her name?ā¦" He pulls out a crisp, clean shirt and jacket, "ā¦Luna?"
"Don't be delusional. I'm not the least bit interested in her," Levi instantly retorts.
"And yet you were asking me a lot of questions about her the other night."
"Because she's from Earth."
"And not at all because she's pretty." Furlan's voice drips with sarcasm, but Levi simply scowls. "Well, now you'll have plenty of opportunities to know her better, won't you. Did you get her safely home this morning?"
"She called me guard dog."
At that, Furlan laughs. "You've pissed her off already. What's that Earthling saying? 'You catch more flies with honey than with vinegar?'"
"The fuck is that supposed to mean?"
"It means, you're more likely to get what you want if you're nice to someone."
Levi flops on the sofa. "Can we stop talking about Luna? She's the least of my problems right now."
"Ok then, let's get down to business." By now, Furlan is clothed in a new suit, and runs his hands through his hair with one final look in his mirror. "How can I help?"
"I need an update on the Jaegers. What's Zeke's angle with the clan?"
"That's the billion-yen question," Furlan answers, settling into his large leather chair. "He stepped into power after his father died two years ago and seems intent on extending their territory beyond the west side docks, where their main profit is off-planet smuggling and human trafficking. We believe most of the women and humanoids they traffic work in their clubs. We can't say for sure, though."
"I'd heard about that in prison. But why push their boundaries now?"
"Power," Furlan answers flatly. "Isn't that always the reason?"
"And the Ackerman Clan stands in the way of Zeke's total control of Neo Tokyo."
"Precisely." Furlan takes a slender, metallic device out of his jacket pocket, presses it to his lips and takes a long drag. Smoke escapes his nostrils and mouth as he looks out the window. "For someone out of the game so long, Levi, you certainly remember how it's played."
"I sure as shit do. So why's the old man just now doin' something about it?"
"I suppose Kenny thought he'd let the new leader bare his fangs a bit, and test his power. But Zeke's push into our territory has made it clear he doesn't want to play nice."
"Then it's time to put Zeke in his place."
"That might be easier said than done," Furlan counters. "Zeke is notoriously private. He lets his brother Eren handle most of the dirty work, while he controls things from the shadows."
"Shake things up enough, and the snake will show his head. Just in time for me to cut it off." Levi stands and makes his way to the door. "I need a list of all the Jaeger front businesses and clubs, as well as the names of the Jaeger Clan lieutenants and business associates. You can send a direct memory upload."
"I'll have that for you within the hour. Gonna shake things up?"
"Something like that."
At that, Furlan smiles. "Just don't forget to pick up Luna at the end of her shift. And be nice!"
Bastard. He had to bring that up.
Levi flips off his friend as he leaves the office, but Furlan just laughs.
"Now there's the Levi I remember!"
By the time Levi pulls in front of the Ackerman headquarters, Connie and Jean are waiting for him outside. They've traded out the tracksuits typical of new yakuza members for regular street clothes, and when Levi takes off his helmet, they stand in attention.
Levi surveys them for a moment, unimpressed with their enthusiasm. "This isn't the fucking Martian military."
"Yeahā¦butā¦you're our Captain now, " Connie defends. "We gotta show you respect."
"I don't care about any of that bullshit," Levi remarks flatly. "Let's get to work."
"What are we doing?" Jean asks.
"We're gonna teach the Jaegers a lesson," Levi coolly replies.
"Fuck yeah, that's what I'm talking about!" Connie punches into his hand. "Who we beating the shit out of first?"
"Nobody yet," Levi says. "Before you attack an enemy, you need to understand them, know their movements. That's how we'll find their weaknesses."
To that, Connie nods, letting his hands fall to his sides. "I mean yeah, that's what I meant."
"You." Levi points to Jean. "I want you and baldy here to pay a visit to our clubs and pachinko parlors. Find out any information on which ones the Jaegers have been messing with and for how long."
Jean nods, but Connie just rubs his hand over his newly shaved hair. "I'm not bald," he whines, "I'm just getting tattoo augments on my head soon."
"Speaking of which, what kinds of augments do you two have? Physio or Cosmo?" Levi asks, walking into the Ackerman Clan headquarters as the two younger men follow.
"ā¦and Cosmo is cosmeticā¦stay with me here." Levi throws a scowl over his shoulder as he sheds his suit jacket.
"Only tattoos and comm augs, for both of us," Jean interjects. "We were told that Kenny isn't a fan of physiological augs. Can't really afford them anyway."
"Yeah, he's old world like that. Never really been into Martian technology." By now, Levi has changed into a black tshirt. "And concerning weapons, no-"
"No guns or weapon modsā¦just knives and swords. We know," Jean interrupts. "We may be new recruits, Captain, but we're not kids. We know what we signed up forā¦" Jean stands up a little straighter as Levi turns, giving him a harsh once-over, "ā¦sir."
Levi clicks his tongue at the two before grabbing his motorcycle jacket. "Noted. And just call me Levi. I don't do formalities." He walks outside as the two follow once more.
"Capāuh, Leviā¦sir," Connie says, just as Levi mounts his bike. "Is it true that the Ackerman blood doesn't allow you to have augments?"
Levi is silent. Connie fidgets. Jean elbows his friend in the side.
"I mean," Connie continues, "the word on the street is that the Ackermans were some kind of super soldier, created for the Earth government before shit went down and they ended up escaping to Mars. Right, Jean?"
Jean looks at his friend, then at Levi. "That's whatā¦they sayā¦"
At that, Levi dismounts his bike and takes off his helmet. He walks towards the two, who now stand frozen before him.
"They, huh? What else do they say?"
Jean's eyes dart to Connie, who doesn't seem willing to help him with any further explanations. "That you and your mother were left behind on Earth until Oyabun brought you back as a kid to be his heir. That is untilā"
Jean stops. Levi raises an eyebrow.
"Go on. Until what?"
"Until youā¦betrayed him and were sent to prison."
"Betrayed," Levi repeats the word with a weight that seems to physically effect the two standing before him. "Is that what Kenny calls it?" He looks intently at his 'little brothers', who are sweating under his gaze. "Then let that be a lesson to you both not to piss off an Ackerman. Understood?"
"Yes sir!" they say in unison.
"Enough with the badgering and get the hell out of here," Levi says, returning to his motorcycle. "I'll expect a full report by tomorrow."
"Where are you going?" Jean asks.
"To understand our enemy." Levi flips down the visor of his helmet, and in a flash, he's off.
"Fucking nosy brats," Levi mutters under his breath. He hates being the topic of gossip and speculation, but it infuriates him even more that his mother is brought into it all. No one has any idea what they went through on Earth. What she sacrificed toā
He can't think about this right now. Even years later, the images are too painful. So Levi pushes them down, as he always does, and focuses on the matter at hand.
While Jean and Connie were barraging him with questions, Furlan had uploaded all the Jaeger front businesses and lieutenants to Levi's memory. Along with his comm, it was one of the few augments that his enhanced body accepted, and it had proven useful on more than one occasion. Names and maps pass through Levi's memory like he's known them his whole life, as his motorcycle speeds down the streets, towards the industrial district on the western edge of Neo Tokyo.
Glittering skyscrapers give way to grey buildings caked in Martian dust and grime, the air heavy and black from star ship exhaust. There are no clubs here, not even a bar to be found; just one factory after another, with the sounds of machinery echoing around every corner instead of the usual drone of holographic advertisements so pervasive in the city. It's not glamorous by any means, but Levi knows that millions of yen in freight comes in and out of the loading docks just beyond the district's limits.
This had been Jaeger territory for as long as Levi can remember. The rival clan had made a name for themselves first by cornering the black market with counterfeit designer clothing and body augments made off-planet. In time, their empire had expanded to weapons, while the rumor spread that they were now trafficking humans into Mars. It was a market with endless possibilities and little competition, so why make waves with the Ackerman clan now? What's Zeke's game?
Levi turns a corner down a quiet street that is the location of the Jaeger headquarters. He remembers coming here once as a young boy, standing alongside Kenny as he and Grisha had their annual peace negotiations. Had Levi met Zeke at that time? He can't recallāthose first few years on Mars had been such a blur.
His motorcycle passes a sandy red building; an imposing, minimalist block amongst the grey steel surrounding it. This is the headquarters, Levi is sure of it, but there's not a soul to be found on the street, and a titanium padlock bars the door.
He cross checks his own memory with the address Furlan uploaded to him. It's a match, and yet it's obvious that this building hasn't been used for a while.
Levi slowly passes through the main avenues and back streets of the district, but there's not a single clan member in sight, just factory workers going about their business. Levi continues to explore the area until the sun sets, its striking blue colors creeping over the dilapidated buildings. Something isn't rightāhe can feel itābut it's late and he's tired of searching. In a few hours, he'll need to pick you up anyway, so he heads back into the entertainment district, to the neon lights of Kabukicho.
At this time of night, the streets will be packed with people searching to escape the pressures of the real world, whether that be family, or work, or whatever responsibilities await them outside the walls of the clubs or bars to which they enter.
Levi gets needing an escape. The world is shit, ruled by shitty people going after their shitty desires at the cost of others.
Places like Club Azure are an oasis. A business providing a service just like any of the other Ackerman investments. But he can't help but feel disgust for the men who let themselves be swayed so easily by a hostess who's being paid to make them think they're the most interesting person in the room. It's a relationship built on lies and deceit.
Hange had once argued with him that he viewed the host and hostess world too harshly. "It's a world of make believe," they'd said. "Let the poor souls believe what they want to believe."
But Levi had seen firsthand what deceitāand the blind belief in itācould do to a person.
Now back at the club, sitting at the bar with a whiskey in his hand, he watches you charm an old fool into buying the most expensive wine on Hange's shelf ā a vintage that had been smuggled from Earth during the climate crisis of 2033, so the story goes. You smile as you pop the cork and pour the glasses, absolutely shameless with satisfaction. You place your hand lightly on the man's arm and lean into him, whispering something in his ear that has him grinning from ear to ear and giggling like a god damn child. Other men and hostesses join the table, enraptured by whatever story you're telling them, your eyes shining as you give each man your attention.
Meanwhile, you don't even send a look Levi's way. He pours another drink for himself, then another, while you smile and laugh the night away with one man or another.
"Hange, I'm gonna need another bottle," he says, sliding the empty whisky bottle down the bar.
"Hold on there, buddy. Don't you think you've had enough for the evening?" Hange responds .
"Ackermans don't get drunk."
Hange raises an eyebrow. "You sure about that? Cuz it looks like you have a burgeoning case of rye rage."
"What the hell does that mean?"
"It means that in an inebriated state, you, my friend, get pissed off."
"I'm not pissed off."
"You most definitely are." Hange leans against the bar and stares at Levi. "Your scowl is scowl-ier than usual."
Before he can respond, Hange has hurried away from the bar, thanking the last guests as they close for the evening.
It's only then that you finally acknowledge Levi.
"I just need to change," you say to him coldly as you walk briskly to the dressing room.
"Oof, that was frigid," Hange replies as they return to the bar. "She does not like you."
"I've barely even spoken to her."
"Maybe that's the problem, Levi. There's no harm in talking to her and getting to know the girl better. You'd catch more flies with honey than with vinegar."
Levi rolls his eyes. "What is with that stupid-ass saying? It's the second time I've heard it today."
"Just be nice to her," Hange replies, shrugging their shoulders. "The poor thing doesn't have a single person in this world."
"She's told you that?"
"She doesn't have to. I can see the loneliness all over her face. Either she came to Mars on her own or the Earthling she came with is long gone."
Levi glances back at the dressing room. "Alone, huh?"
He wonders what would make a young Earthling woman desperate enough to travel by herself to Mars. Passenger ships from Earth were rare these days and ridiculously expensive, and Neo Tokyo is not friendly to anyone trying to make it on their own. Despite its cosmopolitan facade, the city is ruled by one law: that only the strong survive. But you probably knew that already. The fact that you're a popular hostess in such little time shows that you know how to play this city's game.
You play it a little too well, he thinks.
By the time Levi has gotten on his motorcycle and ridden to the back of the club, you're waiting for him, standing with Ymir and Historia. As he pulls up next to you, your smile and laughter fades, silently mounting the seat behind him. You give a quick wave to your friends before he starts down the alley.
"I told you, you don't have to drive me home," you say through your helmet's headset. Your voice doesn't hold an ounce of friendliness, as if you've become a completely different person than the one you portray at the club.
"And I told you, it's my job."
Levi turns a sharp corner, causing you to wrap your arms a little more tightly around him.
"Why were you watching me tonight?" your voice comes through the headset again.
"I wasn't," he answers.
"You were glaring at me most of the evening."
"I don't glare."
"Leviā¦"
The coldness in your voice changes the second you say his name. There's a sweetness to it that, for a moment, makes his body feel hot.
Then your tender laugh echoes through his helmet. "ā¦all you do is glare."
There's that hot feeling again. It's pissing him off, how much you're affecting him. Or maybe it's the alcohol after all.
He scrambles to deflect. "I've known Hange for years and like to get a drink at the club. Your table just happened to be in my line of vision."
The ride turns to silence once again. Levi feels your arms around him shift.
"You don't like me much, do you?" you finally add. "Or do you just not like hostesses in general."
"I don't have an opinion either way about you or what you do. It's none of my business."
You hum a response in a way that says you don't believe him, and he'll be damned if you get the upper hand.
"And what do you care what I think, anyway," he adds. "Can't get enough approval from your clients at the club?"
"They seem satisfied enough."
At that, Levi clicks his tongue. "Lonely men desperate for attention."
"And so what if they are? Who doesn't like to have their feelings and thoughts listened to?"
"I don't."
"Well then, I guess you're the one exception in humanity."
"You make it sound like you're their therapist or something. Like you're doing some kind of charity service. But you don't give a shit what they say to you; you'll just smile and nod as long as they pay up."
"It's my job." you reply matter-of-factly.
"A shitty one. Lying to people all night long, pretending to be someone you're not."
"You don't know who I am. You don't know a thing about me." Your voice has turned cold once more. "Not all of us can be lackeys for the Ackerman Clan."
"I'm no lackey," Levi quickly responds, his anger escalating.
"Yet here you are, driving a hostess home because your Oyabun told you to." You lean in close, as if to whisper in his ear. "Guard dog."
The words come out so condescendingly that it instantly has Levi seeing red.
He jerks his motorcycle over to the curb. "Get off."
"What?"
"You heard me. Get off my fucking bike."
"My apartment is still blocks away. You're supposed to take meā"
"āI don't have to do anything. Now get. Off," Levi commands in a tone that verges on the edge of frightening.
Without another word, you hop off the seat of his motorcycle and immediately start walking away.
"Oi!" he yells, "I want my helmet back."
You stop, look him dead in the eyes, and throw the helmet on the ground.
"Asshole," you spit, and then you turn and walk away.
Fuck.
What was it that Hange and Furlan said about honey and vinegar?
Probably doesn't matter now. You're pissed, and there ain't no amount of honeyed words that are gonna fix it.
And he may be an asshole, but before you get too far, he follows behind, from a distance, just to make sure you make it home.
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Gunther sits in the monitoring room of the Ackerman Clan headquarters, his legs propped up on the table as his head bobs to the side, resisting the urge to fall asleep completely. It was expected of every clan member to take the security night shift every few weeks, to monitor the security cameras and check the perimeter of the buildingāa mundane part of the job that felt more important as tensions were rising with the Jaeger Clan.
Just another two hours, and Gunther could take a bath and sleep the day away. Security duty also meant you got the following day off, so he was counting down the minutes.
Suddenly, an image flashes across one of the screens.
His eyes fly open. He sits up and blinks a few times before staring at the monitor intently. Maybe he's just seeing things. More than likely, it's some punk kid trying to impress his friends by tagging the building.
With a heavy sigh, Gunther reluctantly gets up and looks around the front entrance. There's not a soul to be found on the streets; even the most serious of drunks have called it a night and made their way home. He walks to one end of the block, keeping a wary eye out for anything suspicious.
Nothing.
Gunther shakes his head. He must have dreamt it. The sound of his shoes echo through the street as he walks back towards the building, and then he hears itāa loud bang coming from an alley across the street.
"Oi, who's there?" he shouts, as he walks toward the sound. "Come out."
Something charges at him. Gunther scrambles to grab his knife, but he isn't fast enough.
A thud and a crunch, then the street goes quiet once more.
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Glossary of terms:
Saiko-komon: "senior advisor" who focuses on legitimate, front-facing affairs for the yakuza
Kabukicho: the red light and entertainment district of Neo Tokyo
tags: very mild hurt/comfort?, gn!reader
1100 words
If there is one thing Levi doesnāt do, itās hover.
People like Hange had always been better at comforting others. Or Erwin, with his knack for always saying the right thing. They were always the first to come to someoneās side as a shoulder to cry on or a willing ear. Interfering with that system seemed like a bad idea, particularly since Levi was neither good at comforting people or always saying the right thing.
So he feels completely out of his element when you walk through the front door and make a beeline for the bedroom without so much as a hello.
At first, he thinks that maybe heās just missed your greeting over the sound of the sink. That maybe you are eager to get changed into something comfortable after a long day of work and would join him in the kitchen.
But when a few minutes turns into fifteen and you havenāt shown up, he starts to wonder where youāve gone. The shower isnāt runningāthat much he can tell when he shuts off the faucetāand thereās a distinct lack of movement that heās come to recognize as the sound of your footsteps.
The entire apartment is so quiet that even the shuffle of his feet on the way to the bedroom feels too loud.Ā
When he finds you, youāre curled onto your side in the dark, facing away from the door. If he didnāt know you so well, heād assume you were asleep. But your shoulders are tense, and a small, almost imperceptible twitch in them tells him that youāve heard his approach.
But he doesnāt cross the threshold, torn between concern and the realization that you likely would have called for him if you wanted his company. He thinks of what Hange might do (barge in and fawn at your side) and immediately dismisses it. Heāll have to think of something else.
So he waits in the open doorway, staring at the back of your head like it might give him the answer to his problem. Would you want him to sit at your side? To pull you close? Should he ask whatās bothering you or distract you?Ā
Okay, so maybe he hovers a little.
Failing to come up with a solution, he finally asks, āEverything okay?ā
You roll over slowly to face him like your limbs are made of lead.
āYeah.ā Your voice is thin and lifeless. āMājust tired.ā
In the dim light from the hall, he can see that youāre still in your day clothes, but at least youāve had the decency to remove your shoes before climbing into bed.
Still, something about it irks him. You donāt ever lie around in regular clothes.
āDo you want me to get you something to sleep in?ā
For a moment, heās graced with a small upward curve of your mouth but it isnāt mirrored in your eyes. āNo, itās okay.ā
You donāt ask him to stay or go, so he struggles with which to do. If it were anyone else, it wouldnāt be such an issue, but the absence of your usual bright and bubbly self is concerning.
Maybe you want him to make the decision.
He pushes off of the door frame. āIāll be right back.ā
He returns to the kitchen with an idea.
When he was a kid and he wasnāt feeling well, his mom would always make a casserole. It was cheap and quickānot necessarily the highest quality mealābut heās come to associate the dish with comfort. So he does what he can in lieu of words and gets to work. Knowing your eating habits, youāre likely starving and either too worried about inconveniencing him to admit it or havenāt realized yet just how long it's been since your last meal.
It doesnāt take long before heās returning to the bedroom carrying two hot mugs of tea.
You havenāt moved from your spot on the bed, but your clothes have been discarded in favor of a hoodie he wore earlier. He can see the pile of your things on the floor, and while he feels the urge to huff at the mess, he keeps the comment to himself just this once. You can (and likely will) get it in the morning.
āAre we stealing clothes now?ā he asks, walking over to place one of the mugs on your bedside table.
Another barely-there grin curls over the corners of your mouth. āWhatās yours is mine.ā
āI donāt think thatās how the saying goes,ā he replies, āItās āwhatās mine is yoursā.ā
āThatās what I just said.ā
You donāt shift or say anything else as he returns to his side of the bed. At least not until heās sat his own mug down and climbed in next to you.
You watch him as if surprised. āWhat are you doing?ā
He turns toward you. āLaying with you.ā Thereās a beat before he asks, āIs that okay?ā
Instead of saying anything, you nod and he settles in, close but not quite touching you. Giving you space if you need it, but an opportunity to get closer if you want it.
Eventually, the desire to be close to him seems to override everything else.
Levi waits as you get closer, allowing you to get comfortable against his side before closing an arm around your back. You form together like two snug puzzle pieces.Ā
Once youāre settled, you sigh like a weight has been lifted from your shoulders, and Levi smiles to himself.
Itās nice. Levi allows the silence to continue, busying himself with a gentle massage to your scalp with his fingertips, and the only noise in the room is the slow sound of your breathing.
But eventually, he has to speak.
āAre you hungry?ā
You think about it for a moment before replying, āI think?ā
Levi stretches as far as your position will allow to glance at the clock. āWell, dinner is in the oven. Itāll be done in about twenty minutes.ā
That gives you some time to decide at least.
You squeeze his torso slightly, a silent thank you he thinks, and he responds with a squeeze of his own around your shoulders.
You laugh lightly and burrow your face into his chest. Already he can feel your limbs beginning to relax a bit more. Thereās more energy to your tone when you insist, āJust a few more minutes. I donāt want to move.ā
His fingers return to the slow massaging motion to your scalp. Maybe heāll ask you about it over dinner, but for now heās content to wait however long you need.
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dark side of the moonāāŗāā ā¾āāŗāā [chapter 4]
Pairing: Yakuza!Levi x F!reader
Word count: 4.7k
Levi's frutration grows as he tries to track the Jaeger Clan and deal with his growing feelings for you. Watching you talk to every man but him doesn't help.
Series Content/Warnings: mafia/yakuza AU, flashbacks, slow burn, mystery, cyberpunk, sci fi, non-binary Hange Zoe, eventual smut, dark content, graphic violence and sexual content
Chapter Content/Warnings: Levi is bad with feelings.
Author's Note: I know, I'm the world's slowest writer. But I haven't given up on this fic. I hope you haven't either. Much love to my BETA reader, @bitchymanlet and to @littlerequiem and @mrsackxrman for their support and advice.
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Levi Ackerman has been called many things in his life.
Good-for-nothing orphan, street trash, burden to society.
When his uncle took him in, it was dirty gremlin, shorty, shrimp.
(What even was a shrimp, anyway?)
People loved shitting on him because of his height and called him every nasty word in the book.
But all that changed when he started kicking everyone's asses ā clan members and street thugs alike.
Suddenly, he was badass, formidable, stone-cold, strong.
An Ackerman.
None of these words or titles had ever meant shit to Levi. But you'd called him guard dog.
Those two words, and the way you'd said it ā for some reason it had gotten under his skin. You looked down on him. Maybe even despised him.
Shit, he despises himself. Although his uncle has given him a new title and responsibilities, it's still the same old thing: kicking people's asses in the name of the Ackerman clan. It didn't matter if Kenny called him shorty or Captain, he was still doing whatever the old man told him to do. Like an animal.
A guard dog.
After dropping you off, he'd tried sleeping for a few hours, but it was no use. The sounds and smells of his own apartment felt foreign to him; the bed was too soft, the room too quiet. Five years of prison life had taught him to sleep with one eye open and to never let his guard down. It's going to take more than two days of freedom to break those habits.
And is he really free? His conversation with Kenny makes him wonder if he's just traded one prison for another.
A sigh escapes his lips.
He needs to punch somebody. But that will have to wait.
"Time to get to work," he grunts, pushing himself off his bed and heading for the shower.
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The work day is already well underway by the time Levi parks his motorcycle in front of a large skyscraper in downtown Neo Tokyo. Every major corporation and company is headquartered within these few blocks, like a heart from which all things flow out and in. Amidst the buildings, the streets are packed with corporate workers, with their modern, flashy suits and high-class body mods. It was a different kind of augmentation than what Levi saw on the streets; titanium arms and legs gleaming in the light, instead of the cheaper silver or gold plate.
Levi hates this part of town and its upper crust society, thinking they are better and smarter than everyone else. For all their judgmental stares, he knows for a fact that these assholes all end up at the clubs and bars the Ackermans own anyway, craving companionship, sex, or alcohol.
Vices, the law likes to call them.
Kenny had always called them the great equalizers. Because no matter who you are, everyone has wants, needs, and desires.
"Everybody is a slave to something," Kenny always said, "might as well make some money off of it."
He walks into the Phobos Building, a dark presence amongst the gleaming gold of the lobby. The guard at the front desk doesn't stop him, more than likely noticing the pin of the Ackerman family crest shining on the lapel of Levi's jacket, like a golden ticket, getting him into anywhere he wants.
Anywhere within Ackerman territory, that is.
Furlan's office is located on the fifty-seventh floor, and is a far cry from the gritty downtown headquarters of the Ackerman Clan, but Levi knows this was all according to plan.
After Levi was arrested, Furlan visited him as often as he could, telling him of the clan's operations, and of Kenny's plan to enroll Furlan in university to study law. The fact that Furlan hadn't even finished high school didn't seem to bother Kenny in the least; he'd had a fake diploma and transcript forged in under an hour.
Months turned to years, and while Levi continued to languish in prison, Furlan had graduated from law school at the top of his class in record time. When he was recruited for the largest law firm in Neo Tokyo, Levi wasn't surprised. He knew Kenny had a hand in it, but he also knew his friend's skills: cunning and charming to a fault, and always able to talk himself out of any difficult situation.
"I'm gonna get you out of here, Levi," Furlan had said on one of his visits. "We're filing for parole."
True to his word, Levi's parole was approved within the year.
Furlan, now the clan's saiko-komon, was tasked with keeping all the Ackerman's business pursuits lawful on paper, and to occasionally advise any clan members who found themselves in legal problems. It made sense: the clan needed an administrator to keep everything as legal on the surface as possible, should any law enforcement come snooping around their businesses or investments. However, Levi couldn't shake the feeling that Kenny had something more planned for the clan and for his friend, and he wondered what his own part would be in it.
That was a problem for another time; right now, Levi needed to know more about what the Jaegers were up to, and he knew Furlan could give him some of those answers. He walked past the law firm's front desk attendant with a glare that would have stopped anyone on their tracks. By the time he got to the office suites, Furlan was already expecting him.
"Security told me an angry man in a black suit was headed up here, and I had to assume it was you," his friend remarks, gesturing Levi inside his office. "You're here earlier than I'd expected. Or did you sleep at all?"
Though Furlan's voice is smooth as silk, his hair is disheveled and his shirt wrinkled. His suit jacket lays across a large sofa on the other end of his office suite.
Levi raises an eyebrow. "I should ask you the same thing. You look like shit."
Furlan just laughs, running his hand through his wavy, brown hair. "You never hold back, do you, Levi? If you must know, I had a business call with an organization on Earth that went through most of the night. I was just taking a little lunchtime nap."
Levi walks around the room with a discerning eye until he sees a flash of bright material sticking out from underneath the sofa. With the tip of his shoe he pulls it out, clicking his tongue as it comes into full view.
Lacy pink panties. Levi kicks them across the floor. "Yeahā¦working hard, I see."
Once Furlan sees what Levi is referring to, he strides across the room to pick them up. "Ah! I was wondering where those went. She'll be wanting them back." He looks at Levi, who gives him a scrutinizing glare. "What? We all have our vices."
"Vices? So it's a call girl? I didn't really think that was your style."
"She's an escort," Furlan corrects. "And why not? It keeps things professional and discreet," he casually replies, casting off his old shirt. "Come out with me tonight. I could introduce you to some of the finest women in Neo Tokyo."
"Maybe another time," Levi replies.
Furlan, who is now looking through a large closet, stops picking through clothing to smile at his friend. "Another time? My friend, you've been in prison for five years! How much more time do you need?"
"I have other things to think about right now."
"Other things, or other people?" Furlan smirks. "You're hung up on that girl from Earth, huh? What's her name?ā¦" He pulls out a crisp, clean shirt and jacket, "ā¦Luna?"
"Don't be delusional. I'm not the least bit interested in her," Levi instantly retorts.
"And yet you were asking me a lot of questions about her the other night."
"Because she's from Earth."
"And not at all because she's pretty." Furlan's voice drips with sarcasm, but Levi simply scowls. "Well, now you'll have plenty of opportunities to know her better, won't you. Did you get her safely home this morning?"
"She called me guard dog."
At that, Furlan laughs. "You've pissed her off already. What's that Earthling saying? 'You catch more flies with honey than with vinegar?'"
"The fuck is that supposed to mean?"
"It means, you're more likely to get what you want if you're nice to someone."
Levi flops on the sofa. "Can we stop talking about Luna? She's the least of my problems right now."
"Ok then, let's get down to business." By now, Furlan is clothed in a new suit, and runs his hands through his hair with one final look in his mirror. "How can I help?"
"I need an update on the Jaegers. What's Zeke's angle with the clan?"
"That's the billion-yen question," Furlan answers, settling into his large leather chair. "He stepped into power after his father died two years ago and seems intent on extending their territory beyond the west side docks, where their main profit is off-planet smuggling and human trafficking. We believe most of the women and humanoids they traffic work in their clubs. We can't say for sure, though."
"I'd heard about that in prison. But why push their boundaries now?"
"Power," Furlan answers flatly. "Isn't that always the reason?"
"And the Ackerman Clan stands in the way of Zeke's total control of Neo Tokyo."
"Precisely." Furlan takes a slender, metallic device out of his jacket pocket, presses it to his lips and takes a long drag. Smoke escapes his nostrils and mouth as he looks out the window. "For someone out of the game so long, Levi, you certainly remember how it's played."
"I sure as shit do. So why's the old man just now doin' something about it?"
"I suppose Kenny thought he'd let the new leader bare his fangs a bit, and test his power. But Zeke's push into our territory has made it clear he doesn't want to play nice."
"Then it's time to put Zeke in his place."
"That might be easier said than done," Furlan counters. "Zeke is notoriously private. He lets his brother Eren handle most of the dirty work, while he controls things from the shadows."
"Shake things up enough, and the snake will show his head. Just in time for me to cut it off." Levi stands and makes his way to the door. "I need a list of all the Jaeger front businesses and clubs, as well as the names of the Jaeger Clan lieutenants and business associates. You can send a direct memory upload."
"I'll have that for you within the hour. Gonna shake things up?"
"Something like that."
At that, Furlan smiles. "Just don't forget to pick up Luna at the end of her shift. And be nice!"
Bastard. He had to bring that up.
Levi flips off his friend as he leaves the office, but Furlan just laughs.
"Now there's the Levi I remember!"
By the time Levi pulls in front of the Ackerman headquarters, Connie and Jean are waiting for him outside. They've traded out the tracksuits typical of new yakuza members for regular street clothes, and when Levi takes off his helmet, they stand in attention.
Levi surveys them for a moment, unimpressed with their enthusiasm. "This isn't the fucking Martian military."
"Yeahā¦butā¦you're our Captain now, " Connie defends. "We gotta show you respect."
"I don't care about any of that bullshit," Levi remarks flatly. "Let's get to work."
"What are we doing?" Jean asks.
"We're gonna teach the Jaegers a lesson," Levi coolly replies.
"Fuck yeah, that's what I'm talking about!" Connie punches into his hand. "Who we beating the shit out of first?"
"Nobody yet," Levi says. "Before you attack an enemy, you need to understand them, know their movements. That's how we'll find their weaknesses."
To that, Connie nods, letting his hands fall to his sides. "I mean yeah, that's what I meant."
"You." Levi points to Jean. "I want you and baldy here to pay a visit to our clubs and pachinko parlors. Find out any information on which ones the Jaegers have been messing with and for how long."
Jean nods, but Connie just rubs his hand over his newly shaved hair. "I'm not bald," he whines, "I'm just getting tattoo augments on my head soon."
"Speaking of which, what kinds of augments do you two have? Physio or Cosmo?" Levi asks, walking into the Ackerman Clan headquarters as the two younger men follow.
"ā¦and Cosmo is cosmeticā¦stay with me here." Levi throws a scowl over his shoulder as he sheds his suit jacket.
"Only tattoos and comm augs, for both of us," Jean interjects. "We were told that Kenny isn't a fan of physiological augs. Can't really afford them anyway."
"Yeah, he's old world like that. Never really been into Martian technology." By now, Levi has changed into a black tshirt. "And concerning weapons, no-"
"No guns or weapon modsā¦just knives and swords. We know," Jean interrupts. "We may be new recruits, Captain, but we're not kids. We know what we signed up forā¦" Jean stands up a little straighter as Levi turns, giving him a harsh once-over, "ā¦sir."
Levi clicks his tongue at the two before grabbing his motorcycle jacket. "Noted. And just call me Levi. I don't do formalities." He walks outside as the two follow once more.
"Capāuh, Leviā¦sir," Connie says, just as Levi mounts his bike. "Is it true that the Ackerman blood doesn't allow you to have augments?"
Levi is silent. Connie fidgets. Jean elbows his friend in the side.
"I mean," Connie continues, "the word on the street is that the Ackermans were some kind of super soldier, created for the Earth government before shit went down and they ended up escaping to Mars. Right, Jean?"
Jean looks at his friend, then at Levi. "That's whatā¦they sayā¦"
At that, Levi dismounts his bike and takes off his helmet. He walks towards the two, who now stand frozen before him.
"They, huh? What else do they say?"
Jean's eyes dart to Connie, who doesn't seem willing to help him with any further explanations. "That you and your mother were left behind on Earth until Oyabun brought you back as a kid to be his heir. That is untilā"
Jean stops. Levi raises an eyebrow.
"Go on. Until what?"
"Until youā¦betrayed him and were sent to prison."
"Betrayed," Levi repeats the word with a weight that seems to physically effect the two standing before him. "Is that what Kenny calls it?" He looks intently at his 'little brothers', who are sweating under his gaze. "Then let that be a lesson to you both not to piss off an Ackerman. Understood?"
"Yes sir!" they say in unison.
"Enough with the badgering and get the hell out of here," Levi says, returning to his motorcycle. "I'll expect a full report by tomorrow."
"Where are you going?" Jean asks.
"To understand our enemy." Levi flips down the visor of his helmet, and in a flash, he's off.
"Fucking nosy brats," Levi mutters under his breath. He hates being the topic of gossip and speculation, but it infuriates him even more that his mother is brought into it all. No one has any idea what they went through on Earth. What she sacrificed toā
He can't think about this right now. Even years later, the images are too painful. So Levi pushes them down, as he always does, and focuses on the matter at hand.
While Jean and Connie were barraging him with questions, Furlan had uploaded all the Jaeger front businesses and lieutenants to Levi's memory. Along with his comm, it was one of the few augments that his enhanced body accepted, and it had proven useful on more than one occasion. Names and maps pass through Levi's memory like he's known them his whole life, as his motorcycle speeds down the streets, towards the industrial district on the western edge of Neo Tokyo.
Glittering skyscrapers give way to grey buildings caked in Martian dust and grime, the air heavy and black from star ship exhaust. There are no clubs here, not even a bar to be found; just one factory after another, with the sounds of machinery echoing around every corner instead of the usual drone of holographic advertisements so pervasive in the city. It's not glamorous by any means, but Levi knows that millions of yen in freight comes in and out of the loading docks just beyond the district's limits.
This had been Jaeger territory for as long as Levi can remember. The rival clan had made a name for themselves first by cornering the black market with counterfeit designer clothing and body augments made off-planet. In time, their empire had expanded to weapons, while the rumor spread that they were now trafficking humans into Mars. It was a market with endless possibilities and little competition, so why make waves with the Ackerman clan now? What's Zeke's game?
Levi turns a corner down a quiet street that is the location of the Jaeger headquarters. He remembers coming here once as a young boy, standing alongside Kenny as he and Grisha had their annual peace negotiations. Had Levi met Zeke at that time? He can't recallāthose first few years on Mars had been such a blur.
His motorcycle passes a sandy red building; an imposing, minimalist block amongst the grey steel surrounding it. This is the headquarters, Levi is sure of it, but there's not a soul to be found on the street, and a titanium padlock bars the door.
He cross checks his own memory with the address Furlan uploaded to him. It's a match, and yet it's obvious that this building hasn't been used for a while.
Levi slowly passes through the main avenues and back streets of the district, but there's not a single clan member in sight, just factory workers going about their business. Levi continues to explore the area until the sun sets, its striking blue colors creeping over the dilapidated buildings. Something isn't rightāhe can feel itābut it's late and he's tired of searching. In a few hours, he'll need to pick you up anyway, so he heads back into the entertainment district, to the neon lights of Kabukicho.
At this time of night, the streets will be packed with people searching to escape the pressures of the real world, whether that be family, or work, or whatever responsibilities await them outside the walls of the clubs or bars to which they enter.
Levi gets needing an escape. The world is shit, ruled by shitty people going after their shitty desires at the cost of others.
Places like Club Azure are an oasis. A business providing a service just like any of the other Ackerman investments. But he can't help but feel disgust for the men who let themselves be swayed so easily by a hostess who's being paid to make them think they're the most interesting person in the room. It's a relationship built on lies and deceit.
Hange had once argued with him that he viewed the host and hostess world too harshly. "It's a world of make believe," they'd said. "Let the poor souls believe what they want to believe."
But Levi had seen firsthand what deceitāand the blind belief in itācould do to a person.
Now back at the club, sitting at the bar with a whiskey in his hand, he watches you charm an old fool into buying the most expensive wine on Hange's shelf ā a vintage that had been smuggled from Earth during the climate crisis of 2033, so the story goes. You smile as you pop the cork and pour the glasses, absolutely shameless with satisfaction. You place your hand lightly on the man's arm and lean into him, whispering something in his ear that has him grinning from ear to ear and giggling like a god damn child. Other men and hostesses join the table, enraptured by whatever story you're telling them, your eyes shining as you give each man your attention.
Meanwhile, you don't even send a look Levi's way. He pours another drink for himself, then another, while you smile and laugh the night away with one man or another.
"Hange, I'm gonna need another bottle," he says, sliding the empty whisky bottle down the bar.
"Hold on there, buddy. Don't you think you've had enough for the evening?" Hange responds .
"Ackermans don't get drunk."
Hange raises an eyebrow. "You sure about that? Cuz it looks like you have a burgeoning case of rye rage."
"What the hell does that mean?"
"It means that in an inebriated state, you, my friend, get pissed off."
"I'm not pissed off."
"You most definitely are." Hange leans against the bar and stares at Levi. "Your scowl is scowl-ier than usual."
Before he can respond, Hange has hurried away from the bar, thanking the last guests as they close for the evening.
It's only then that you finally acknowledge Levi.
"I just need to change," you say to him coldly as you walk briskly to the dressing room.
"Oof, that was frigid," Hange replies as they return to the bar. "She does not like you."
"I've barely even spoken to her."
"Maybe that's the problem, Levi. There's no harm in talking to her and getting to know the girl better. You'd catch more flies with honey than with vinegar."
Levi rolls his eyes. "What is with that stupid-ass saying? It's the second time I've heard it today."
"Just be nice to her," Hange replies, shrugging their shoulders. "The poor thing doesn't have a single person in this world."
"She's told you that?"
"She doesn't have to. I can see the loneliness all over her face. Either she came to Mars on her own or the Earthling she came with is long gone."
Levi glances back at the dressing room. "Alone, huh?"
He wonders what would make a young Earthling woman desperate enough to travel by herself to Mars. Passenger ships from Earth were rare these days and ridiculously expensive, and Neo Tokyo is not friendly to anyone trying to make it on their own. Despite its cosmopolitan facade, the city is ruled by one law: that only the strong survive. But you probably knew that already. The fact that you're a popular hostess in such little time shows that you know how to play this city's game.
You play it a little too well, he thinks.
By the time Levi has gotten on his motorcycle and ridden to the back of the club, you're waiting for him, standing with Ymir and Historia. As he pulls up next to you, your smile and laughter fades, silently mounting the seat behind him. You give a quick wave to your friends before he starts down the alley.
"I told you, you don't have to drive me home," you say through your helmet's headset. Your voice doesn't hold an ounce of friendliness, as if you've become a completely different person than the one you portray at the club.
"And I told you, it's my job."
Levi turns a sharp corner, causing you to wrap your arms a little more tightly around him.
"Why were you watching me tonight?" your voice comes through the headset again.
"I wasn't," he answers.
"You were glaring at me most of the evening."
"I don't glare."
"Leviā¦"
The coldness in your voice changes the second you say his name. There's a sweetness to it that, for a moment, makes his body feel hot.
Then your tender laugh echoes through his helmet. "ā¦all you do is glare."
There's that hot feeling again. It's pissing him off, how much you're affecting him. Or maybe it's the alcohol after all.
He scrambles to deflect. "I've known Hange for years and like to get a drink at the club. Your table just happened to be in my line of vision."
The ride turns to silence once again. Levi feels your arms around him shift.
"You don't like me much, do you?" you finally add. "Or do you just not like hostesses in general."
"I don't have an opinion either way about you or what you do. It's none of my business."
You hum a response in a way that says you don't believe him, and he'll be damned if you get the upper hand.
"And what do you care what I think, anyway," he adds. "Can't get enough approval from your clients at the club?"
"They seem satisfied enough."
At that, Levi clicks his tongue. "Lonely men desperate for attention."
"And so what if they are? Who doesn't like to have their feelings and thoughts listened to?"
"I don't."
"Well then, I guess you're the one exception in humanity."
"You make it sound like you're their therapist or something. Like you're doing some kind of charity service. But you don't give a shit what they say to you; you'll just smile and nod as long as they pay up."
"It's my job." you reply matter-of-factly.
"A shitty one. Lying to people all night long, pretending to be someone you're not."
"You don't know who I am. You don't know a thing about me." Your voice has turned cold once more. "Not all of us can be lackeys for the Ackerman Clan."
"I'm no lackey," Levi quickly responds, his anger escalating.
"Yet here you are, driving a hostess home because your Oyabun told you to." You lean in close, as if to whisper in his ear. "Guard dog."
The words come out so condescendingly that it instantly has Levi seeing red.
He jerks his motorcycle over to the curb. "Get off."
"What?"
"You heard me. Get off my fucking bike."
"My apartment is still blocks away. You're supposed to take meā"
"āI don't have to do anything. Now get. Off," Levi commands in a tone that verges on the edge of frightening.
Without another word, you hop off the seat of his motorcycle and immediately start walking away.
"Oi!" he yells, "I want my helmet back."
You stop, look him dead in the eyes, and throw the helmet on the ground.
"Asshole," you spit, and then you turn and walk away.
Fuck.
What was it that Hange and Furlan said about honey and vinegar?
Probably doesn't matter now. You're pissed, and there ain't no amount of honeyed words that are gonna fix it.
And he may be an asshole, but before you get too far, he follows behind, from a distance, just to make sure you make it home.
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Gunther sits in the monitoring room of the Ackerman Clan headquarters, his legs propped up on the table as his head bobs to the side, resisting the urge to fall asleep completely. It was expected of every clan member to take the security night shift every few weeks, to monitor the security cameras and check the perimeter of the buildingāa mundane part of the job that felt more important as tensions were rising with the Jaeger Clan.
Just another two hours, and Gunther could take a bath and sleep the day away. Security duty also meant you got the following day off, so he was counting down the minutes.
Suddenly, an image flashes across one of the screens.
His eyes fly open. He sits up and blinks a few times before staring at the monitor intently. Maybe he's just seeing things. More than likely, it's some punk kid trying to impress his friends by tagging the building.
With a heavy sigh, Gunther reluctantly gets up and looks around the front entrance. There's not a soul to be found on the streets; even the most serious of drunks have called it a night and made their way home. He walks to one end of the block, keeping a wary eye out for anything suspicious.
Nothing.
Gunther shakes his head. He must have dreamt it. The sound of his shoes echo through the street as he walks back towards the building, and then he hears itāa loud bang coming from an alley across the street.
"Oi, who's there?" he shouts, as he walks toward the sound. "Come out."
Something charges at him. Gunther scrambles to grab his knife, but he isn't fast enough.
A thud and a crunch, then the street goes quiet once more.
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Glossary of terms:
Saiko-komon: "senior advisor" who focuses on legitimate, front-facing affairs for the yakuza
Kabukicho: the red light and entertainment district of Neo Tokyo
listen to me. this is my final message to you. when you are at your lowest a fictional guy will come to you and when that happens you must start putting them in situations. this is the meaning of life.
Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Letās spread the self-love š (No pressure!)
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Here are my favorites in order:
1. Fragments - levi x oc
this is my most ambitious fic yet and i have been working on its plot since 2019. that said, itās character driven, so it will follow canon. iām glad I finally decided to post it this year, despite my slow updates.
2. Guilty Hero - reiner x reader
this one requires some editing but was my first venture into Reinerās character and Marley and I love how it turned out. it was also entirely inspired by Yamamotoās ost and that makes it extra special to me.
3. Hands off! - levi x reader
best smut piece Iāve ever written. self indulgent and fun. love it.
4. Better Latte than never - eremika
first eremika fic in modern!au. it was very fun to explore my favorite aot ship outside of the tragedy of canon.
5. Bound by Duty - levi x reader
prince levi my beloved. I like the writing in this one. one of the few fics of mine i re read and donāt feel the need to rip apart.
Content: Levi x Reader, modern AU, insecure reader, fluff
Word count: ~370
"Why do you do that?" Levi asks you that day.
"Do what?"
"Say sorry all the time."
You blink, teeth catching at your lower lip as you stare at your boyfriend.
The two of you are sitting side by side under an old oak, its emerald leaves rustling overhead. A handful of sparrows hop through the sunlit grass just beyond your feet, pecking at invisible things.
Why do you say sorry all the time?
"I, uhā¦"
Levi reaches over, removing a ladybug crawling up your shirt. The touch lingers just enough to make you go still. You look at himāreally lookāat the quiet way he waits for you to find your words, gray deep-set eyes never leaving you.
"Sorry, is it⦠annoying?" The apology slips out before you can bite it back. You grimace, heat rising to your neck. "I... I can stop."
Levi just looks at you for a long moment, his expression unreadable.
Then he pinches your cheek gently, calloused thumb smoothing over the spot after. "No."
"Butā"
"Quit it." Levi's voice is firm but not unkind. "Stop overthinking every little gesture."
Your throat tightens. You can feel the bark of the tree through your shirt; it helps to distract from the discomfort rising in your body.
"Then⦠how do I know? How do I know I'm not justā" You swallow hard. "ā¦annoying you by existing here?"
"We're in a relationship, dummy."
"So?"
Levi's gaze shifts to the grass, softening at the edges like worn denim. "Don't apologize. If you're unsure, ask."
"Okayā¦"
"Go on. Try it."
"What?"
"Ask me a question."
"You want me to practice and ask you a question? Isn't that⦠I don't know, weird?"
"Who gives a damn?"
Right. Ever direct, your boyfriend.
You manage a small smile at that, feeling the shaky release of something in your chest you didn't realize you were holding onto. "Levi⦠could, I, umā¦"
Levi arches a brow, waiting. A sparrow nearby screeches, but you ignore it.
"⦠Can I kiss you?" you mumble quickly.
A soft scoff escapes him. "Tch. Shot myself in the foot with that one, didn't I?"
But Levi's mouth is already on yours before you can answerāwarm and self-assured in the way you need him most.
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Now for the great debate: do I publish this week or wait until I have chapter 5 finished/close to finish? I am actively working on chapter 5, so I promise, you won't have to wait too long, but darn it--I'm so excited to share this new chapter with you all!
Someone tell me what to do, haha.
(And let me know if you want to be added to the taglist!)
Thanks for the tags, @levislolita @dont-rainonme and @mrsackxrman š¤
Even though I havenāt published chapter 4 of dark side of the moon yet (maybe this weekend!), Iāll give you this line from chapter 5:
āWelcome to Happy Go Lucky!" A hologram of a baby angel flies around Levi and back to a screen filled with pictures. "Please choose a woman to service your needs."
Whatās Levi up to, I wonder? š¤
Tagging @amywritesthings @edibleberries @peachdues @inkedwhimsee @deliriously-donna @thisaintmacys and anyone else whoād like to join!