Six Green Apples.

Can we expect the a return of the podcast?

What is it that you want, that you can get, but you won’t let yourself have? Why can’t you have it?

It's been 11 years and I still think of him, I still dream about him. Meanwhile, we haven't connected once in these 11 years because I couldn't be his friend anymore while being in love with him. It still affects me thinking about him or talking about him. I don't want it to, I thought I moved on. Did I really, or did I just get use to him not being around. Or maybe I'm too afraid to let him get out of my mind? Should I seek therapy?

Is there a right way to exist? Who determines what that way is?

He passed today...1:50 pm. I’m glad he’s not suffering any more, that’s all.

As One Is. What a book!