are you fucking smoking my jokel

and this is when through the magic of the internet i met phil and obviously we were more than friends but it was more than just romantic this is someone that genuinely liked me i trusted them and for the first time since i was a tiny child i actually felt safe and the relationship that we formed at that point was something that i needed in my life we are real best friends companions through life like actual soulmates not that souls are a real thing its so lucky to just find someone you can be that compatible with and especially to anyone who had experienced the kind of self hatred that ive dealt with one person accepting you can make all the difference

actually cheered OUT LOUD with unspeakable glee at dil head. THE WORLD IS BEAUTIFUL