siren and sir

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There’s a lesson to be learned here, weak boy. I gave you life, a wonderful place to live, people who loved you and you fucked it all up... Just like you did in Westmont. Oakdale is no different. Your curiosity is what destroys you. Why can’t you just live your life without questioning every goddamn thing?! https://www.instagram.com/p/CIg5FtqJ1_b/?igshid=1qc6xq6ffk57g

I went to the police today. The “creator” started talking to me again, asking me to open the closet. I got scared, grabbed the teddy bear and ran as fast as I could to the police station. They were able to cut the head off and find a small camera with a transmitter. The police told me, “There’s nothing to worry about. Probably just your mom’s nanny cam.” WTF 🤬 #sirenandsir https://www.instagram.com/p/CIeVmXwJB_t/?igshid=1oqu7idk4cp3h

Tim was taken by the creature, just like I was. Maybe this time, we’ll never see him again. Maybe this fake life in this fake world is best for us all after all. Maybe our ignorance is what keeps us happy. I should just stop searching for answers and take my meds like mom says. Zombie Sir is probably the best Sir I can be. #sirenandsir https://www.instagram.com/p/CIb6TaoJMz8/?igshid=1oivy8hpy43wn

Daniel followed me to THE DOOR. He scared the shit out of me by creeping up behind me. I’m afraid to go through the door with him. If this world we live in isn’t real, then what are we all here for? What’s the purpose? Maybe I’ll tell Daniel about my experience tomorrow. #sirenandsir https://www.instagram.com/p/CIZWa36p4jc/?igshid=39qtx03crhk8

I really think I’m going crazy. Mom hid all the knives and scissors from me, so there was no way to get inside of this teddy bear’s head. It keeps talking to me. I think I’m gonna go to Victor or Chad‘s house tomorrow. I’m sure they have a knife to cut the camera out of this thing. #sirenandsir https://www.instagram.com/p/CIWtevyp5la/?igshid=19qnz1hnuy1ui

Mom heard the voice today! And, I think she found a camera. Well, she thinks there’s a camera in my teddy bear. I don’t see what she’s talking about, but I’m about to get a knife and rip into it to see what’s inside. I don’t know who’s trying to mess with me, but this is crazy. #sirenandsir https://www.instagram.com/p/CIUJwUlp9xv/?igshid=zueo52liijzq

Yeah, “your whole plan is ruined.” Pssh. We’ll see how you feel when your mom is forcing your meds down your throat. You don’t even realize the power that I have. I made you. I can take you out. #sirenandsir https://www.instagram.com/p/CIRlXF2pQ0Q/?igshid=1var00rgcwgat

I’m getting really sick of being messed with. I was playing my favorite game and everything just shut off. I couldn’t get back on. Then, I was trying to draw because that’s all I had to do... and here comes that voice again. It’s driving me crazy. #sirenandsir https://www.instagram.com/p/CIO6jCyJMVt/?igshid=u2q5jzwy8and

Ahh, the early days... when you actually thought you had a say. You and I are not so different. We’re both controlled in different ways. You can look back and see my words in some of your first “posts”. Open your eyes frail child and become the person you are to be. #sirenandsir https://www.instagram.com/p/CIMbegnpzsO/?igshid=13ycyeod489b7

Ahh, the early days, when you thought you actually had a say. You and I are not so different. We’re both controlled in different ways. You can look back at your posts and see my words. Open your eyes frail child and become the person you are to be. https://www.instagram.com/p/CIMbDegpOHo/?igshid=1fi88wpz7sro2

My dad is messing with me. He doesn’t come around for weeks or even months, but somehow rigs a speaker and says he can see me. He seriously has some issues. I want to move back to Westmont Trace. Oakdale is such a shit hole. #sirenandsir https://www.instagram.com/p/CIJ3oKcpQcv/?igshid=14kpq6y2v36ex

I feel like my life is about to change. I can’t keep living like this. I’m not really sure what’s real right now. I don’t know if it’s my meds, me, or something else that I wasn’t even thinking about. I don’t like what my life has become. #sirenandsir https://www.instagram.com/p/CIHSGSeJ6me/?igshid=1m0tol8see2fl

I keep having the most horrible dreams, like everyone is trying to kill me. After I woke up this morning, I just couldn’t shake it. I asked my mom what we were going to do for Thanksgiving... she said she had to work and that me and Daniel could make whatever we want to make. Problem is, there’s nothing in the fridge besides frozen lasagnas from Daniel’s funeral and that’s all I’ve eaten in two weeks. #sirenandsir https://www.instagram.com/p/CIEcpTpp_We/?igshid=177ryaz0afpcq

I’m scared right now. Switch things up? What does that mean? Who is we? I think I’m in danger and I don’t really know what to do. Please help me. #sirenandsir https://www.instagram.com/p/CICA08_JgoM/?igshid=bt4llyv3htip

I’m starting to remember my dream, at least I think it’s a dream. I was taken to another place. I was put in a jail cell with other people like me, but they wouldn’t talk to me. Even Cora said she was looking for me. I feel like I’m going crazy. #sirenandsir https://www.instagram.com/p/CH_cwIZJsql/?igshid=18k8gh8v8tilc

I don’t know if I’m dreaming or what, but it feels pretty real. I think I’m not real. Or, I’m in actor in a show, but I feel like I’m just living my life. I haven’t taken my meds in days. Mom has been so occupied with other things that I can’t even remember the last time she’s brought it up. Something is wrong though. Something is very wrong. #sirenandsir https://www.instagram.com/p/CH84ZY9JQon/?igshid=18ufl71ad2ty4