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You thought knowing the truth was going to fix everything. You thought it would be like before everything happened. If only it were this easy. You tried your best to change your mind about him, you wanted to see him as the boy you knew.
But your mind decided otherwise and it was hard to accept the truth. It had taken so much time to come to terms with what he did to James and Lily, only for you to now grief everything that happened for a second time, to go through the same pain again.
You agreed to stay at Grimmauld's place but slept in Regulusâ old room. It was too soon to share a bed with Sirius again. Sat on the living roomâs old sofa, you stayed silent, thoughts rushing in your mind. Sirius is innocent, Peter is alive and a traitor. Sirius is innocent, Peter is alive and a traitor, Sirius is-Â
âPrincess?â
That voice and nickname- It all brought you back to the first time he used it for you.
//Â
 1973 - third year.
You squealed when you noticed the spider on your desk, right on top of your book. You couldnât do it. Your fear for spiders was horrible, you couldnât even explain it. You tugged on Siriusâ sleeve, as he was sitting next to you during Transfiguration.Â
âCan you kill it?â you whispered, trying to discreetly scout your chair away from that vile creature.Â
Sirius laughed, âWhat, you canât do it?â
He was already so teasing with you. Cheeky. You shook your head and mumbled âPleaseâ
He laughed harder and you widened your eyes to make him shut up, McGonagall was going to remove points to Gryffindor if it kept going. And the house didnât need this after the Maraudersâ last prank.Â
âFine,â he said quieter, letting out one last chuckle. He grabbed the spider and put it down on the ground âIâm not killing it. But there you go⌠princessâ
You felt the blood rush to your cheeks. It was the first time Sirius ever made you flustered. But definitely not the last.
//
You shook your head to shake off your thoughts and finally looked up âSirius,â you acknowledged.
Sirius sat by your side âYou donât look so fineâ he smiled softly, not knowing how to assess the issue.
You tried to ignore the sweat on the palms of your hands and the urge to fidget with your fingers. âIâm fine,â you lied âIâm⌠tired?â You heard Sirius sighed. But how could you explain that you saw him so differently, how could you say that you had doubted him for years without the guilt gnawing at you?
âThereâs more to it,â he said, patient with you âPlease, princess. Tell meâ
The begging in his voice, the longing for an answer. The yearning to know you again. It almost made you break. You shamefully looked down at your lap. He had tried to have this conversation with you like four times already but you had never found the words and you both would stop talking and accept the silence. Maybe today youâll be ready to open up. âI⌠I donât know if can do this Siriusâ
Sirius frowned and you saw the crease between his eyebrows deepen. The last time you saw him, the wrinkles only appeared when he was mad or focused, now the lines lingered even as his face softened. âDo what?â he asked.
You didnât know how to look at him âAct like before,â you muttered âSo many things changed and I donât know how to be around youâ You heard your heart beat so loud. Or maybe was it his?
âIâm not asking you to act like before, princessâ
You looked up âButâŚâ
Sirius smiled. That smile hadnât changed in 12 years. âIâm not asking you to act like before. I want you to give us a second chance. I⌠I mean I get it if you donât want us to date again but⌠even as friends. I missed you, princessâ
His grey eyes bore into yours. You didnât know how to answer. How much you wanted to be friends again. Maybe more. But it was so hard to just start again. âItâs not that I donât want to, Sirius. I just donât know howâ
âWhy?â he asked âI feel so guilty, Sirius. I doubted you. All this time I was mad at you while you were in jail for a crime you hadnât done-â your throat tightened âI canât look at you without the guilt creeping onto me. When I learned what you had âdoneâ, I couldnât believe it. It took me years to accept it. Years. And⌠And itâs been like three years since Iâve accepted that youâre the one who caused Lily and Jamesâ deaths. And now I have to unlearn it all, to accept that I was wrong, that Iâve been grieving the wrong person for 12 years. Itâs hard Sirius. And itâs so unfair. If itâs hard for one person itâs you. Each night I go to sleep and remind myself that you've spent 12 years alone, locked up. And- and maybe if I hadnât thought you could do this I could have proved the world you were innocent and you wouldnât have had to go-â
Sirius cut you off âWoah woah, princess. Breathe, relax,â he said as he wrapped his fingers around your wrist âStop blaming yourself. Wormtail is the traitor. Itâs only his fault if I've had this life. Not yours.â
You looked at him, biting the inside of your cheek âYouâre telling me you werenât even once mad that Remus and I doubted you?â
Sirius took a deep breath âNo, I was mad sometimes. But itâs not like I can blame you. I was in Azkaban before one of you even learned what happened. You couldnât reach out to me. I was mad at the situation. But not at you. Never at you, princessâ
âSiriusâŚâ you felt the tears rise to your eyes
He tightened his grip on you âYou have nothing to feel guilty about. I understand why you feel that way but please donâtâŚâ
A tear fell down your cheek and you quickly wiped it.
Sirius spoke again âI need you, princess. You want to make it up to me?â you nodded âPlease speak to me, spend time with me, look me in the eyes. I need you around.â
âBut Iâve hurt you-â
âI donât care about that, princess. I want you to be around, I want you not to feel guilty, I donât want the pity in your eyes. I want youâ
You were fully crying now, all the guilt and grief finally pouring out. Sirius wrapped his arms around your shoulders and whispered small reassurances in your ear. You closed your eyes and took it in. You needed that. How much you had missed him. Missed his arms around you, his breath against your skin, the whisper against your ear.
When you had calmed down, he pulled away but his hand lingered on your shoulder âBetter?â he asked and you nodded.
You both stayed in silence for a little while. âSirius?â you whispered, voice still a bit strained by the tears. Sirius looked down at you, waiting for you to speak. âI justâŚYou know how I told you it took me years to accept what you did- well what I thought you did? I had to force myself to be convinced. And so now itâs hard for me to reconvince myself. I know itâs selfish but a part of me wants you to be guilty so I donât have to do the work a second time. I know itâs wrong and cowardly of me. So even though I know youâre not guilty and you didnât do it, the feeling still lingers because itâs sort of a comfort for me and that is why I feel so guilty. But I promise Iâll work on unlearning all of this.âÂ
Sirius looked at you in silence, not knowing how to swallow this. It was the first time you had managed to be this honest. You knew it hurt, both him and yourself. But you owed him the truth. He took a deep breath, his shoulders lifting. You could see how tense he was âIâll give you the time you needâ he said âI waited 12 years, I can wait moreâ
You wiped your nose âYouâre way too niceâ
Siriusâ lips twitched into a small smile âMaybe. But I just need you, princess. I need you. You could have spent those 12 years hating me. I couldn't hate you. Youâre what kept me going. My only bright thought in the pit of despair that was my cell. âIf I get out, if I survive, Iâll see her againâ. And Iâm seeing you here, right now, youâre around. If it takes you weeks or months or even years to fully be comfortable with me around, I'll let you. I canât afford to ask you anythingâ His hands cupped your cheeks, checking if you were okay with it before getting closer âI love you, princess. All I need is a promise that youâll tryâ
âI promiseâ you whispered, another wave of emotion crashing onto you. You buried your face into his neck, tears wetting the collar of his shirt âYouâre the purest soul Iâve ever met, you know that?â
//
1981
You paced in your living room. Sirius was supposed to be back already and the worry was gnawing at you. Finally a knock on your door. You rushed to the entrance, you opened it and expected to see Sirius but instead⌠Remus was there⌠tears on the brim of his eyes.
âI⌠whatâs happened, Remus?â you asked as you pulled him inside the apartment you were sharing with your husband. âIs Sirius alright?â
You had already lost Marlene, and Dorcas, and Alice and Frank, and-
âItâs over,â Remus said in a small voice that broke into a sob. He sat on your sofa âItâs over. James and Lily-â
You froze. James. Lily. No, no, no, this couldnât be true. It couldnât- they had planned everything to be safe⌠they-
âHe told him,â Remus spoke again. You had never seen him this broken before.
Who was âheâ, did he meanâŚ? No.
Your throat tightened âWhat do you mean, Remus?â He didnât answer you, he just stayed there, staring at the ground âRemus tell me! How are James and Lily? How is Sirius?â you raised your voice without meaning to, tears falling down your face.
âTheyâre gone,â he finally said as he looked back at you, his eyes were bloodshot. âLily and James. And⌠itâs- itâs Sirius whoâŚâ
You collapsed. Literally. You fell to the ground, knees hitting the floor. Remusâ voice felt so distant, your ears ringing. What were you hearing⌠Lily and James were dead. Sirius, your dear lovely Sirius, was the secret keeper⌠And he sold them. He gave the information to the Dark Lord and⌠and he killed PeterâŚÂ
âNo,â you whispered âNo, no, no!âÂ
You felt Remusâ arms around you, grounding you into the present time. Your hands dug into his back as you weeped in his neck. You had lost everything. Your friends, your best friend Lily, your husband⌠your whole life.Â
Sometimes, you wished Sirius was dead. Grieving your old Sirius would have been easier than accepting he was a monster.Â
You broke in Remusâ arms that night. Ever since then, the two of you were the only remaining pieces of the order, with only each other to cling onto.Â
//
You woke up with a loud gasp. The sheets were wet with sweat. The same nightmare again. That night haunted you⌠Learning the truthâ well no, the âtruthâ about Sirius⌠All that pain and heartbreak⌠for nothing.
You felt nauseous. You felt so exhausted, like you hadnât had a proper night of sleep in years. Which was probably true, the bad dreams plagued you ever since that day in 1981. You needed to breathe. It was still the middle of the night but you got out of bed. You wrapped a cardigan around yourself as the chilly air brushed your skin.
Regulusâ old room was gloomy and didnât help you lighten your mood. You felt like you were suffocating. Your feet somehow led you to Siriusâ room. You didnât move for a bit, was it a good idea to step in?
Would he want you around? Of course he would. But would you be able to handle it? To see the look on his face when heâll see you in this state?
With a deep breath, you opened the door silently. Sirius was there, laying in his bed. His body was curled up, a sight that surprised you. He used to be sprawled out to an excess⌠but maybe that carefree habit had died in his cell.
You couldnât help yourself, you sat, the mattress shifting under you. Your finger traced his cheek, it was easier to be around him when his eyes werenât on you, when his gaze didnât remind you how much he loved you whilst you had been too busy resenting him.
But then, Sirius opened his eyes, squinting them to try and see through the dark. âWhat are you doing here?â he whispered, sitting up.
You bit your lower lip, apologetic âI couldnât sleepâ Your hand was still on his face, palm flat against his cheek. You had to admit, you liked the new look of him with a beard now.Â
âDo youâŚâ he started, not knowing if it was crossing a boundary âDo you want to stay?â
You nodded and Sirius scouted over. He left enough distance for you not to sleep close to him. It hurt. To know how hard he was trying. Sirius had been the one wrongly locked up for 12 years and yet you were the one asking him time. You knew how unfair it was, and it created an endless loop. You felt guilty for not being around, and that guilt made it impossible to look him in the eyes.
You laid down, facing him. You hadnât shared a bed with him in years. With anyone actually. Longing for him grew in your chest. Oh how much you missed him. You were done being so distant. Sirius was centimeters away and yet so far. You moved closer to him and saw his eyes widen a bit.
âI still mean what I said earlier,â he said âTake all the time you needâ
But you kept going, until you were close enough to touch him. Your hands cradled his face, you hadnât taken the time to look at him. You had glanced, you had peeked, but you hadnât truly looked. You hadnât taken the time to notice everything that had changed. The creased next to his eyes, his cheekbones being sharper than before. His eyes. Grey and deep. One of the first things you had noticed about him. They used to shine, even when he escaped his family and knocked at your window, there was a little spark left. You struggled to see it now.
Hesitantly, Sirius placed his hands on your hips. You let him.Â
âI miss you, Siriusâ you whispered.
âIâm hereâ
âSometimes⌠sometimes I think Iâll never forgive myself for letting you downâ
Sirius let out a small sigh. The same conversation over and over again. And you were avoiding his eyes again. He called out your name, making you look up. His gaze was harder than before.
âAll I ask of you, is to be around. Donât flee me. Pleaseâ
âYou shouldnât be the one begging. You went through so much and Iâm making it worseâ And thatâs why you had to stop this. Stop fleeing him. Yes it hurt to look at him, but it hurt more to know you were hurting him. Of course he wouldnât tell you, but you knew, you could feel his yearning from miles away. âBut Iâm going to try harder, Sirius. Iâll stop mourning my actions over and over again, I already did that for months and it didnât help. I⌠I want to love you againâ
That was poorly worded. Of course you still loved him, but you wanted to close the gaps that distanced you from him, gaps that he had filled on his side and that you kept digging on yours.Â
You wrapped your arms around his neck and for the first time since he got back, you didnât pull away a minute later. You stayed there the whole night, head buried in his neck, his body relaxed against yours, arms tight around your middle, legs tangled.Â
//
1977 - seventh year
Sirius let out a low breath as he dropped his head against your neck.
You laid there, in his bed, still getting used to the new feeling of the after-high. Your cheeks were hot, and you were slowly taking in what had just happened.Â
Sirius felt you tense a bit and he looked up at you. He saw the look on your face and smiled gently âDonât get shy on me now, you have no reason toâÂ
âBeing naked seems good enough to me,â you mumbled.
Sirius let out a chuckle, attached his lips to your temple. He pulled the covers over the both of you âThere. Nothing to worry aboutâ
You couldnât stop your smile. The way Sirius always knew what to do to make you feel better was unmatched. âThank you,â you whispered, tucking your head under his chin.Â
Sirius held you tighter. He stayed silent for a little while. He had slept with girls before, obviously, but this was different. It was serious with you, he had taken his time. A first date, a first kiss and then a first time together. It would be lying to say he wasnât overthinking this a bit, he had been slower and gentler than usual but still⌠he hoped it had been good enough for you. Because it meant something and heâd be damned if he messed it up.
âYouâre okay?â he simply asked. But you knew what it meant.
âTell me I didnât mess up the one thing I ever wantedâ
You smiled against his neck âMore than okay,â you answered before adding cheekily âI do understand why youâre so popularâ
Sirius laughed out loud âIt doesnât matter though, itâs only you nowâ
For the first time, Sirius found himself enjoying the afterwards more than the sex itself. Holding you all night, hearing your heartbeat and your slow breathing. Waking up next to you and admiring your face while you were still asleep⌠Thatâs what he wanted for the rest of his life.
//
Sirius looked up from his plate when he saw you. He raised an eyebrow, not unpleased, when you sat in the seat across from his. These last few months, you hadnât eaten a real meal together, and the rare times you did, youâd sit farther away to avoid having to talk. You were on edge every time youâd share dinner together.
But you had meant what you had said last night. You were going to try harder. You offered Sirius a smile âI uhm⌠I thought it could be nice for once.â
Siriusâ lips tugged up âIt is nice, yeahâ
You were trying to find a way to initiate the conversation. The both of you hadnât had a carefree talk in such a long time.
âSo uhmâŚâ Sirius started, a teasing smile on his face that reminded you of old times âWhy are you doing this? Are you trying to woo me, woman?â
You couldnât stop yourself from laughing âWhat if I am?â
âThen you wouldnât need to. Iâm already wooedâ
Heat rushed to your cheeks, you had missed that feeling, flirting carelessly. âOh⌠and by who?â
Sirius took a deep breath and spoke in a solemn tone âOh a very dear woman to me. She⌠she came back to me after Iâve been gone for years. I keep trying to win her over againâ
You tried to hide your smile âYou donât need to win meâ I mean her over. I think itâs already doneâ
He raised an eyebrow amused âYou think?â
A nod. âYeah. She told me you never truly lost her so thereâs nothing to win again. Sheâs just trying her best to make you feel lovedâ
âTell her she succeeded last nightâ
Your eyes softened âI will. I was worried,â you said, dropping the third person act, âI thought that Iâd lose you a second time just because Iâm not being brave enough about thisâ
âLose me?â Sirius asked. âYou couldnât do that even if you tried. Iâll always go back to you, princessâ
//
1983
âIâll always go back to you, princessâ. You scoffed as you remembered that sentence. Thatâs what he had said two years ago. Before leaving, before selling Lily and Jamesâ life to the Dark Lord. He had fooled you, made you think heâd come back like always. But now he was locked for life.
Normally, youâd think itâs the good thing to do lock up a murderer. Thatâs what he deserved. But for some reason, you didnât want him locked up. You wanted him next to you, just like before. You wanted Lily and James. You wanted to teach Harry how to fly. You wanted Peterâs warm meals again. You wanted Marlene and Dorcasâ endless teasing.Â
You still couldnât believe it. Sirius had been so excited to be Harryâs godfather, he had told you all the things heâd want to do with him. And it warmed your heart, âmaybe this will show him he can be a good fatherâ you had thought.Â
The subject of having a kid together had come up obviously. Especially after Lily and Jamesâ announcement. You had agreed youâd wait and see how it went with Harry before trying; the both of you had hope youâll make it work.
That hope was gone, crushed under Siriusâ foot.Â
If it wasnât for your work, youâd stay in bed all the time. You didnât know how to deal with it. It had been two years and you still couldnât accept it. The Sirius you knew wouldnât do that, the Sirius you knew would die for his friends, for his godson. And yetâŚ
The confusion had clouded your grief. You would look at the date and be surprised at how much time had passed. It felt like yesterday you and Sirius would fall asleep to try and forget about the war.
People had cried Lily and Jamesâ death. Sure. But they had also shed tears of joy because of the Dark Lordâs âdeathâ. Not once had you thought about it. Maybe he was dead. But so were your friends. So were Lily and James and Peter and Marlene and the Prewetts and the Bones and the whole order was gone. And Alice and Frank had gone mad. And you hadnât had news of Mary in years. And you couldnât talk to Remus without reminding yourself of what you had lost. And your husband was in jail for being responsible for all of this.
Denial might be the first stage of grief but you had been stuck in it for two years.Â
You just wanted Sirius back. But would that ever be possible�
//
You had spent the last few nights in Siriusâ bed, the both of you trying to fall back into a routine. You could sleep better in his arms, the nightmares were still there but not as frequent, and if you had one, youâd feel Sirius tighten his hold in your sleep.
That night, a sound of cries woke you up. Sirius seemed to be the one having a bad dream tonight. Eyebrows frowned, small whispers leaving his mouth, chest raising and falling quickly, heavily âHey,â you whispered, your hands coming up to his cheeks, trying to wake him up gently. âSirius,â you tried again, âSirius, wake up, everythingâs alrightâ
He woke up, gasping. You watched him, concerned. âSorry,â he whispered but as much as he tried, he couldnât hold his tears.
âDonât ever apologize,â you said as you pulled him closer. Sirius pressed his face against your chest, trying to slow down his breathing âDonât hold back, Sirius. Let it outâ
So he did, letting go for the first time in years. He didnât allow himself to break in Azkaban, wanting to keep his mind focused on his revenge. And here, he didnât want to show you how much those years broke him, didnât want you to know he wasnât the same man as before.Â
But tonight, he finally did. He allowed you to see him vulnerable, more than ever. .Â
âI wouldnât have done it without you, you know that?â Sirius said, voice strained by the tears âSometimes I was so close to giving up, to let Peter win⌠but then Iâd think of you, of being able to see you again, to hold you. I just hoped you wouldnât hate meâ
âI never did, Sirius,â you whispered, just as emotional. âIt took me 9 years to accept the idea that you could have been the culprit because of how much this isnât you.â
Sirius lifted his head to look you in the eyes. âReally?â
You nodded âEvery time Iâd try to convince myself of what happened, it felt like a lie. And it ripped my heart to even think you could do that.â
His face was so close to yours, his breath on your lips. And it didnât make you flee, it made you want to get even closer. Maybe things were going to be alright.Â
âPrincess, IâŚâ he started.
But you shook your head with a small smile âYou donât need to say it,â you muttered before finally pressing your lips to his. Sirius froze for a second, not believing what had just happened.Â
Sirius let out a sigh against your mouth and his hand cupped your cheek. The kiss was slow, romantic and careful, as if it was the first time he ever had his lips on yours. You didnât need to rush things, you had all the time in the world now, a whole lifetime to catch up for the past few yearsâŚÂ
You felt the spark in your heart ignite, a sensation you had been chasing after ever since he was back. If you closed your eyes, you could think you were back in your shitty small apartment in 1981 with your love shielding you from the war.Â
And maybe you were there again. Maybe now, in 1993, you could love him enough to make him forget he was on the run, and maybe he could love you enough to make you forget you had lost him for 12 years.Â
As if Joanne couldn't get any shittier, she misgendered and insulted a woman who called for support, all because the woman had PCOS/PMOS and "didn't sound feminine enough."
Fuck her.
Your shitty children's series isn't more important than people's lives.
seriously, she's not a clinical worker there, why the fuck does she have access to these calls??? does the staff just grant it to her as a perk of being a founder? nasty. appalling.
My story has a lot of lore and history that matters later, but I don't know how to explain any of it without it turning into a boring infodump?
Any writer who has spend even a small amount of time doing any worldbuilding completely understands the trap of the dreaded infodump. When you've spent so long building out the intricacies of an entire setting, from its architecture to its politics, it can be so difficult not to want to share all of that detail with readers. Everything feels like it matters. If you know it, and developed it, it must be important, right?
Why infodumps happen
Infodumps are usually a sign that you care a lot about your story world. You're invested in it, and you want to share that with readers. You know so much more than what will fit on the page, which results in a real fear that if you don't explain it, the reader will be confused later, or won't appreciate how much thought went into it. That's not a bad thing in and of itself. It doesn't make you a bad writer, but it usually means that you need to be more thorough in editing.
For a reader to be immersed, they need to build an understanding of your world through the way the experience of it. Anything you learn in real life is because you've built up that knowledge over time. Sure, you can read a book about a topic, and you might remember some facts, but to really understand something you need to dip into it over and over again to really get to grips with its nuances. If worldbuilding is learning, then infodumping is a lecture. It will get the point across, but it won't make the information stick on its own.
Readers don't need to know everything. And they definitely don't need to know everything all at once. Knowing things as the writer can help you write a more compelling story, but not every detail that you know will be plot relevant. And sometimes it might not be plot relevant now, but might become so later. The instinct is to give all the available background up front so that a reader can just enjoy the story. But a slow release of information is part of enjoying a story.
Give the reader a reason to want the information
The fastest way to make backstory boring is to explain it before anyone's curious about it. The fastest way to make it interesting is to raise a question first and let the explanation answer something the reader already wants to know.
Instead of opening with the history of a decades-old feud between two houses, open with a scene where a character flinches at a name, or refuses to sit at a table with someone. You need to give readers a reason to be curious and to wonder why something is the case. The "why" is what makes them lean in, and it means when you do explain something, you're satisfying their curiosity instead of front-loading a lecture.
Spread it out
Lore doesn't need to arrive all at once. Backstory and context spread across many scenes do a lot more for immersion than a large dose dropped in one place.
This means resisting the urge to explain everything the moment it becomes relevant. If your magic system has a cost, you don't need to explain the full mechanics in the scene where it's first used. Show the cost happening. Let the reader see a character pay a price without fully understanding it, and fill in the "why" when it matters more.
A useful metaphor here is a mosaic. No single tile tells you the picture, but by the time you've stepped back and looked at several of them together, the image is clear. Readers piece the worldbuilding together the same way, and they tend to trust an author more when they're given credit for being able to do that.
Let dialogue and conflict shine
Straight narration explaining history reads as exposition no matter how well it's written. The same information delivered through people who disagree, resent each other, or are actively trying to hide something reads as story.
If two characters need to discuss a war that happened twenty years ago, don't have them recite it to each other like they're lecturing. And don't forget, a real person wouldn't explain something to someone who already knows it, so pay attention to how you provide that context. Instead, give them a reason to talk about it. Maybe one of them fought in it and the other only knows the official version. Let a back and forth reveal the facts, and let their emotions about the past tell you as much as the past itself does.
Conflict between characters can do a lot of heavy lifting, from advancing the current scene to revealing history at the same time. The result is that neither feels like a detour, and both build organically into the story structure.
Readers don't need hand holding
One of the harder things to accept as a writer is that readers can hold questions for a long time without needing them answered. In fact, a story that never leaves anything unexplained can start to feel over-managed, like you don't trust the audience to stay interested without spoonfeeding them additional details.
You don't need to explain the significance of a symbol the first time it appears. You don't need to clarify why a character reacted the way they did the moment they react. Some of your most satisfying reveals will depend on the reader having noticed something earlier without fully understanding it. The gap between noticing and understanding is often the key to pacing and narrative development.
When do you need to infodump?
Not every piece of lore can be discovered gradually, so some degree of exposition is always going to be necessary. Some information needs to be stated clearly, especially anything the reader needs to follow the plot's basic mechanics. When that's the case, a few things help it go down easier:
Anchor it to a character's point of view and their emotional stake in it, rather than presenting it as neutral fact.
Keep it to what's needed for this scene, not everything you know about the topic.
Place it during a quieter beat rather than in the middle of tension, so it doesn't stall pacing.
Cut it short before you think you need to. You can usually trim more than feels safe (editing is your best friend here).
If you find yourself writing several paragraphs in a row without dialogue or action, that's usually a sign to look for a way to break the information up rather than push through it. The goal here isn't to hide it or minimise your worldbuilding, it's to let the reader earn it through curiosity.
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I miss my trashcan. I missed him so much that I recreated the Ramirez family from Cuba v DR in the sims and played a bit of an epilogue game. I also may have recorded said gameplay for our amazing readers to enjoy if they want â¤ď¸
Rating: NC17 (explicit sexual content, recreational drug use)
Summary: Drexyl only wants one thing for his birthday â you. You decide to make it a birthday he'll never forget
Notes: Um... I think I mentioned already that this turned into a literal fuckfest. Sorry if it's too much, but I'm nor sorry. This man brings out the animal in me.
Warning: restraints, wax play, food play, implied objectification, dirty talk, recreational drug use, erotic photos, cum play
Giving tattoos was one of your favorite things to do. To be a part of someoneâs self expression in such a lasting way was incredibly rewarding. Everytime you finished inking someone, it was like you were leaving your mark on the world in some small way. Most people would come for their birthdays, or to commemorate the birth of a child, or sometimes even because they were addicted to the process of choosing, designing and getting the tattoo itself. Whatever the case, you were more than happy to be the one to help them realize their vision.
Wiping the excess ink off of your client, you holstered your needle gun and spread some Hustle Butter salve on the fresh tattoo and covered it with plastic wrap.
âLeave the wrap on overnight. You need to keep it clean and out of the sun. When you shower, use a fragrance-free antibacterial soap. Don't scrub it, just let warm, soapy water run over it. No sex for at least eight weeks, and keep cleaning it and reapplying the Hustle Butter until it heals. Try not to be in the sun for too long.â
Your client nodded. âThanks, Y/N.â
âAny time. Theyâll give you a sheet with all the instructions I just mentioned up at the counter. Call me if you have any other questions.â
âSounds good,â he said, getting up and putting his shirt back on while you peeled off your gloves.
Standing from your chair, you began to clean up your workstation, cleaning the equipment and tossing the leftover ink and used needles when a pair of lean, muscular arms wrapped around your waist from behind. Ready to punch whichever creep was getting handsy with you, you whipped your head around, letting out a breath when you saw it was just Drexyl.
He looked amused at your reaction and started to laugh. âDamn baby, whatâd you give me the dick-eye for?â
âJesus, you scared me,â you replied. âI thought you were some creep being weird.â
One of his arms moved to wrap around the front of your shoulders, pulling you back against him. âI just wanted to come say hi,â he purred into your ear.
âYou came all the way downtown just to say hi?â you asked with a smirk.
âI was down the street.â
âYou wanna get some ink?â you offered. âYour birthdayâs coming up, I could treat you if you want.â
âNah, Iâm too sensitive,â he teased, making you chuckle to yourself.
âWell, what do you want for your birthday, then?â
âI just want birthday sex.â
âYouâll get that anyway,â you answered. âSo thatâs it? Just birthday sex. What am I supposed to tell Alex when she asks what you want?â
âTell her she doesnât have to get me anything. As for youâŚâ He brought his mouth to your ear and whispered, âI wanna use some whipped cream on you.â
âThatâs it?â
âIâm a simple guy,â he said. âBut I expect it to be an all night event, you feel me?â
âThat much whipped cream will give you a stomach ache,â you warned playfully.
âI donât need the whipped cream all night, I just want you to be my birthday cake and my present.â
Smiling to yourself, you nodded. âI can make that happen.â
âDope. Tell Alex she can watch if she wants,â he teased.
âSheâs going to Wisconsin Dells for the weekend with her new guy,â you replied. âDo you wanna put the whipped cream on me yourself or should I be waiting for you in it?â
âSurprise me,â he answered.
âY/N,â your coworker called out from behind you. âYour three oâclock is here.â
âOkay, send her back!â you replied, before turning back to Drexyl. âI gotta work now, so go away.â
He chuckled. âDamn, baby, you cold.â
âIâll see you later?â you asked as your next client came up and sat in the chair by your station, her eyes looking up and down at Drexyl.
âYeah, Iâll come over around seven.â
âOkay,â you answered, kissing his lips before you turned to the woman in your chair. âReady to get inked?â
By the time the weekend rolled around, you had already purchased a gift for Drexyl, even though he had insisted that all he wanted was to spend the night with you and some whipped. Still, you wanted to make his birthday special, so youâd gone to the sex shop and picked up a few items that you thought he would have fun with. Then you went to the grocery store and bought two cans of whipped cream and some birthday candles.
When you got home, you put the whipped cream in the fridge while you went to have a shower. You still had a couple of hours before Drexyl would arrive, which gave you plenty of time to get ready and set everything up. The trickiest task was putting the door jam sling on, as you werenât the tallest person in the world and you and Alex had always eaten on the couch, using the coffee table as your dinner table, so you had no chairs. Luckily, that was nothing a couple of well-placed boxes couldnât fix, even if they werenât the most sturdy. Still, you managed to get the sling in place behind the bedroom door, now it was just a matter of how long you would have to be hanging there before Drexyl found you.
On the apple box next to your mattress on the floor, you placed his present; a lighter, two joints, a blue rubber cock ring and three low temperature Japanese Drip Candles. After putting all your notes to him in place, you changed into black pasties to cover your nipples in the shape of an x, and put on a pair of black panties with ties on each side for easy removal. Satisfied with your set up, you got yourself into the sling and put your legs into the straps until the vinyl was under your knees, holding them up and open.
âAnd now, we wait,â you mumbled to yourself, glancing at the clock. Hopefully it would only be a few minutes before he arrived.
Drexyl knocked on the front door about five minutes later, only noticing the envelope with his name on it after a few seconds. Opening it, he pulled out the note inside.
Drex,
Come find me. The whipped cream is in the fridge.
â Not Sugar
Snorting to himself, he went inside, closing and locking the door behind him. His first stop was the kitchen, where he found another note taped to the fridge.
Use the bathroom door to get into my room. Donât forget your candles, theyâre on the counter.
He quickly grabbed the two cans of whipped cream out of the fridge and swiped up the birthday candles on the counter, leaving the two notes behind. As he walked down the hall and approached your bedroom door, he noticed a third note, this one was written in all caps.
BITCH, YOU BETTER NOT OPEN THIS DAMN DOOR!
He chuckled under his breath, going up to it to tap on it with his finger.
Your muffled voice came from the other side. âDo not open this fucking door!â
âYou ready for me in there?â he asked.
âIâve been ready for the last five minutes.â
His smile widened, and he moved to the door that sat between your room and Alexâs and went into the jack and jill bathroom. Glancing at himself in the mirror briefly, he opened the door to the left of the vanity, which led to your room.
When he first opened the door and didnât see you, he furrowed his brows. It wasnât until he shut the bathroom that he realized you were hanging in a sling on the back of your door, and god damn, what were you wearing?!
âHappy birthday,â you said with a sultry smirk.
âGod damn, baby, howâd you get up there, huh?â he asked, carelessly tossing the cans of whipped cream onto the bed, one at a time. He did the same with the candles before coming to stand between your parted legs, his hands grazing over your knees as he took in the panties and pasties.
âVery carefully,â you answered, trying not to smile.
He snorted, closing the space between you to capture your lips in a deep kiss while his hands slid up to your hips. He gently tugged on the ties of your panties, but not quite enough to loosen them before he was moving on to grasp your perky breasts.
âYou called me a bitch on my birthday,â he said, his thumbs grazing over your concealed nipples. âThatâs fucked up.â
âIâm sorry. I knew it would get your attention though.â
Snorting softly, he kissed you again and lowered his hands to your waist as his lips moved to your neck to nibble on your pulse point. You moaned and tried to arch toward him without slipping out the sling, your hands tightening around the handles on the straps above your head. As his kisses moved lower, your muscles clenched in anticipation as his lips made a path between your breasts.
âI wouldâa been good with just the whipped cream.â
âAre you complaining?â you asked as he went to grab one of the cans of whipped cream.
A shiver ran over your body as he opened and leisurely shook it, coming back to stand between your knees. Shaking his head, he pointed the can over your mouth, waiting for you to part your lips before he sprayed a bit of cream inside. You hummed as you swallowed the sweet treat. Spraying a line between your breasts, he bent to lick it up with the flat plain of his tongue, prompting goosebumps to form along your skin. You moaned softly, squirming in the sling as he carefully peeled off one of the pasties, spraying some cream onto your pert nipple, forcing it to harden from the sudden cold. The heat of his mouth as it covered your nipple forced another mewl from deep in your belly, and your head fell back against the door with a soft thud. Gently, he bit down on your stiff peak after heâd sucked off all the cream and groaned under his breath.
âI canât wait to come on these later,â he purred, slowly peeling off the other pastie before he covered your nipple again in cold white cream, which he promptly sucked off.
âI hope you had a big lunch and got some rest,â he purred, untying first one side of your panties, then the other. âCause Iâm gonna pound this pussy out all night. Youâre not gonna be able to walk straight by the time Iâm done with you.â
Whimpering in excitement, you let out a shaky breath as the panties fell open and cool air hit between your legs.
âIs that a promise?â
He kneeled in front of you and bit the inside of one of your thighs, earning a yelp. âDamn straight.â Without another word, his tongue slid up your folds, stopping just short of your clit as he set the can of whipped cream on the floor, his hands coming to cradle under each of your thighs.
âFuck, Drex!â you whimpered, your determination to not slide off the sling the only thing keeping you from rocking toward him. You tightened your grip on the straps above your head, chest heaving with every breath as his tongue pushed against your opening.
He thrust into you a few times before dragging his tongue to just beneath your clit, drawing light circles there. A flurry of shivers passed through your body, your bud flexing as if to beckon him toward it. With a deep growl, he inched his tongue up and massaged your clit, closing his lips around it and suckling.
âOh fuck!â you sighed, shutting your eyes as your toes curled and the muscles deep inside you clenched in need. The wet sounds his mouth was making made the tingles in your sex intensify with each swipe of his hot tongue. Cold air on your clit prompted you to look down at him.
âYour pretty pussy tastes so good, baby,â he mumbled before he passed his flat tongue up the length of your slit again and again, teasing you a while before he went back to sucking your clit. His hands slid behind your ass, pulling you to him as he groaned against your sensitive flesh.
Your orgasm slowly creeped up on you, legs trembling as your muscles fluttered, desperate for something to cling to. Your hips rocked subtly, still aware of the sling you sat on and the very little space you had to move on it. Dizzy from your release, you tried to catch your breath as his soft tongue played with your inner labia, prolonging your pleasure and making goosebumps erupt all over your bare skin. After what seemed like a glorious eternity, he stood up, chin glistening with the evidence of what heâd just done.
You moaned at the sight, craning your neck as far as you could to kiss him. With a smirk, he gave in, pressing himself against you, and it was then that you realized he was still fully clothed.
âYouâre overdressed,â you mumbled against his lips, licking into his mouth.
With a smirk, he took a step back and pulled his shirt off, tossing it toward the bathroom before he unbuckled his belt. His eyes drank you in again and again as though he was trying to burn the image in front of him into his brain. It also had the effect of making you feel more like a display than you ever had, even when heâd fingered you in front of your roommate. Like you were merely a party favor, only there for his pleasure. The thought made a fresh wave of tingles surge through your body as his jeans hit the floor around his ankles. He stepped out of them, the tent in his boxer briefs flexing as he came back to stand in front of you.
Reaching between you, he pulled down the front of his boxers, hooking them under his balls. He stroked himself a few times as he inched closer and lined himself up with your entrance, sheathing himself with one stroke until his hips pressed you back against the door. Growling, he captured your lips, his tongue dominating your own as he ground himself against you.
The can of whipped cream on the floor fell with a light clink below you as he held you firmly against the door and kissed you until you became dizzy again. Hands gripping your hips, he began a brutal in and out, hips clapping loudly against your own while he nibbled on your neck.
âOh my God, Drex,â you whined, earning a grunt from him as he made good on his promise and pounded you into the door. âFuck, you stretch me so good, Daddy!â
He groaned against your pulsepoint, thrusting even harder and faster, one hand coming up to make a fist in your hair to expose your throat to him.
This was how you loved him best â unabashed, animalistic, and with only one thing on his mind. The door was shaking in its hinges behind you with each powerful thrust that pushed you against it, and for a moment, you worried it would break. The fact that the slings around your legs kept you from wrapping them around him heightened every sensation and reinforced the intoxicating situation â that in that moment you were just a toy to be used at his discretion. Gripping the handles in the slings above your head tighter, you took what he gave you.
He bit into your throat, earning a whine from you just before he licked the sting away, his hips snapping faster into you. Just a few thrusts later, he slammed his hips forward, sheathing himself completely, and you felt the hot spurts of his orgasm inside you as he growled into your ear. The air was thick around you, your grip on the handles slipping from the sweat on your palms. As you fought to catch your breath, sweat rolled down the side of your face and down your neck as he captured your lips in a passionate kiss. Moaning exhaustedly, your pussy milked him for every drop, still desperate for an orgasm of your own. You whimpered when he pulled out of you, righted his boxer briefs, and bent to pick up the can of whipped cream, covering it before he tossed it on the bed with the other one.
âWe should put those back in the fridge for now,â he said as he wiped your face with one hand.
You tried to speak, but found your throat too dry to make a sound. Swallowing, you licked your lips and replied, âThereâs an ice bucket in the kitchen cabinet.â
âAinât that for champagne?â he asked, still panting to catch his breath as well.
âWe can use it for the whipped cream, itâll work.â
He snorted halfheartedly, looking at the sling that held you in place. âHow do I get you down?â
âHelp me get my legs out of the slings,â you replied, still slightly out of breath.
You moaned softly when you felt his cum start to drip out of your opening and flexed your inner muscles as he pulled your legs out of their slings one at a time and slowly brought them down. Wrapping his arms around your waist, he pulled you off the sling and carefully lowered you until your feet touched the floor. You held onto his shoulders, leaning heavily against him as he bent and picked you up, carrying you to your mattress on the floor.
âYou need a bed frame, girl,â he mumbled, laying beside you.
âI like it on the floor,â you answered, tired but still aching for an orgasm. âAre you hungry?â
âMhm,â he hummed, one hand reaching down to slide two fingers inside you, curling them to find your g spot. âDidnât think Iâd forget about you, did you?â
âOh fuck!â
Your back instantly arched, muscles squeezing his fingers tight as your release burst through you. It wasnât as strong of an orgasm as he normally gave you, but the night was young, he had made you a promise â one you knew he would keep. He slowly brought you down, dropping light kisses and nibbles along your rib cage before he pulled his fingers out and brought them to your lips. You didnât need to be told to take them in and suck them clean, keeping your eyes firmly planted on his. The mixture of his cum and yours was intoxicating, and you almost frowned when the flavor faded from his fingers, whimpering when he pulled them out. He bent down and kissed your lips, his tongue swiping sensually against yours.
âNow whatâd you say about food?â he asked, kissing your neck and laying beside you.
âThereâs lasagna in the microwave. Should still be hot,â you answered. âGive me a few minutes, and I can go serve you some.â
âYou made me lasagna?â
You nodded, earning another kiss on your pulse point. âThatâs right, you better be grateful.â
He chuckled against your skin, playfully squeezing your side before he looked up at the apple box you called a nightstand. Gesturing with his chin, he asked, âAll that for me, too?â
âMhm,â you hummed.
âI should ask you to surprise me more often,â he replied. âSo⌠you get the lasagna, I got the ice bucket?â
âSounds like a plan,â you answered in an exhale.
You served dinner, while he filled the ice bucket and dug the two cans of whipped cream into the ice cubes. Drexyl suggested the two of you eat in the living room while you watched A Bronx Tale â or at least some of it â before you went back into your bedroom with the ice bucket holding the whipped cream.
âYou wanna blow out your candles?â you asked, picking up one of the cans and shaking it.
With a smirk, he took the can from you and gently pushed you onto the bed, kneeling beside you. Picking up the candles, he handed those to you and looked you over to decide where to place his âcakeâ.
âAfter this, we need a shower, this shit is sticky as hell,â he mused, covering your nipples with large dollops of whipped cream before he moved down to your mound. âPut your legs a little closer together, baby.â
You did and he sprayed a slightly bigger amount on your mound, with just a small dollop resting on your clit. Reaching for the candles you opened, he placed one on each of the places where there was whipped cream, and took the lighter off your apple box. Laying next to you, he asked, âYou trust me?â
You nodded. âYes.â
âOpen your mouth,â he whispered, waiting until you did before he filled it with more whipped cream. âDonât swallow it, keep your mouth open.â
He placed a final candle on the cream in your mouth and then lit them all.
âHum the song for me,â he said.
You tried not to smile as you began to hum the birthday song for him, careful not to laugh and spray whipped cream all over his face. When you were finished, he blew out the candle in your mouth and plucked it out, sucking the cream off the end briefly.
âGo ahead, you can eat it,â he said, waiting until you closed your mouth to kiss your lips.
He moved lower on your body and blew each of the three remaining candles, pulling each of them out and sucking them clean before he set them to the side. Focusing on your right breast first, he scooped up the treat with his lips and swallowed, then licked until your nipple was totally clean, sticky and shining with his saliva. Moving on, he did the same to your left nipple, biting down when heâd gotten all the cream off it.
You hummed and bit your bottom lip, smiling down at him as he kissed and nipped a path down to your pussy and began to lick all the whipped cream off your mound. Lastly, he sucked the cream on your clit, moaning against you and pushing your thighs apart with both hands.
âOh fuck,â you shivered, squirming against him. You gasped when his tongue began to quickly flicker your bud and lifted your hips toward him, picking your head up to watch. You held your breath, let out another moan as your head fell back down and one heel went to his back, pulling him closer.
Groaning against your sex, Drexyl sucked your clit between his lips and slid a finger inside you, then a second and curled them toward him. His free hand moved to your nipple, pinching the sticky bud and rolling it between his fingers.
It didnât take long after for you to arch your back as another small orgasm washed over you, both your legs curling over his shoulders to keep him in place. You rocked your hips in time with your breaths as his tongue continued to tickle your hard, throbbing bud. Looking down at him again, you found him watching you this time, the corner of his lips curled on one side. Slowly, he pulled his fingers from inside you and sucked them into his mouth, kissing his way back up your body. When he reached your mouth, you whimpered at the head of his cock grazing against your still sensitive clit, reaching to pull him down by his hip.
âLetâs rinse you off and then Iâll fuck you again,â he purred.
âWhy not fuck me now, and then we shower?â you asked, trying to catch his cock with your pussy.
âCause I wanna come on you this time, and I donât wanna rinse that off,â he replied with a smirk before he stood and held out his hand to help you up. âAnd this shit is starting to stink a little bit.â
âWe should probably put them back in the fridge,â you said as he led you to the bathroom.
âLater,â he said, turning on the water while you put your hair up. He did the same with his locs, pulling you under the shower and soaping up your entire body. âBout to go Jackson Pollock on yo ass after weâre done in here.â
You laughed softly, reaching behind you to slowly stroke him, keeping him hard and ready for you. Pressing his chest against your back, he ran his hands over you as the water rinsed the soap off before turning you to face him.
âYou work tomorrow?â
âNo, I only had one client and they had to cancel. Family emergency,â you answered.
âThatâs good, cause I wasnât playinâ earlier. Iâma keep you up all night,â he said, his hands grazing down your ass. âWe can sleep tomorrow.â
âHow many times do you think you can come?â you asked.
He smirked, that delectable curl of his lips that always made your heart stutter in your chest and your breath catch in your throat. âI been stockinâ up the last couple days just for you.â
You grinned, thumb grazing over his weeping head, earning a low moan from him as he closed the space between you. His lips fit so perfectly with yours that you almost forgot that you were still in the shower until he reached behind you and shut the water off. As soon as he stepped away and pulled you out of the shower, the cold air made goosebumps raise on your exposed skin. A moment later, he was draping a towel over your shoulders, drying you off before he took down his locs again while you did the same to your hair, shaking it out as you followed him back into your room. He picked up one of the drip candles on your apple box and looked them over as he dropped onto the mattress.
âSo whatâs this again?â
âJapanese Drip Candles,â you answered, straddling his hips. âYouâre supposed to light them and then let the wax drip onto your skin.â
He hummed softly, handing you the candle before he reached for the lighter and one of the joints, lighting it up. He held out the lighter to you as his free hand pulled the spliff from between his lips.
âYou wanna play with them?â he asked, smoke tumbling from his mouth with each syllable.
Grinning, you lit the candle and put the lighter back on the apple box, waiting for the wax to begin melting just beneath the flame. âTell me if itâs too much.â
He nodded, taking another drag from the joint as you carefully tipped the candle to one side, a single drop of wax falling onto his sternum. He grunted in response, his torso flinching slightly. You let another drop fall from the candle that you held a foot above his skin.
âToo hot?â you asked.
âNah, it feels good,â he answered, holding up the joint for you to take a drag. âKeep going, gimme some more.â
You took a pull from him and held the candle just a little higher, letting several drops fall onto his chest, circling his nipple.
âFuck,â he hissed, his cock flexing behind you, the tip nudging the small of your back. âWhy donât you warm my cock while you do that?â
With a smirk, you lifted yourself off his hips, reaching beneath you to line him up with your entrance before you sat down on him. His girth sent a burst of pleasure through your pussy, raising goosebumps on your arms and legs and tightening your nipples. Your walls hugged him as you enjoyed the way he filled you for a moment, closing your eyes in bliss. Gently rocking your hips, you moaned deeply and opened your eyes, dropping another circle of wax around his other nipple. The next dribble went from his collarbone down the center of his chest to the top of his stomach. All the while, he smoked the joint in his hand, moaning low in his chest with each new line of drips on his skin.
Pretty soon, there were dozens of droplets splattered on his skin, and he took one last drag, handing you the joint while he reached for the candle with his other hand. Licking his fingers, he snuffed out the candle and set it back on the apple box.
âWeâll play some more with that later,â he said, curling one arm around your waist and turning you on your back without pulling out. After you took another drag, he took the joint and set it in the ashtray. âI made you a promise, didnât I?â he purred, hands running over your hips as he pushed firmly against your sex. âTime for me to make some art.â
You moaned under your breath, the pot heightening your nerve endings and making the tickle between your legs as he slowly pulled out feel like it was reverberating through your entire body. When it was just his head that remained, he pulled your legs up, crossing your ankles and leaning them against his shoulder before he slammed into you. The position made it a tighter fit, and you moaned as he bucked against you, giving you the same brutal pace as he had earlier against the door. His hips slapped against the back of your thighs, hands gripping them to his chest for leverage. Your walls gripped his shaft in delight as you tried to move your hips in time with him, but the position made it difficult for you to do so.
âOh my God, Drex,â you purred between heavy breaths, reaching to place your hands on his hips.
He groaned and moved your legs on either side of him, leaning forward to put more of his weight on you. Taking your lips in a bruising kiss, he bit your bottom lip and licked the little drop of blood it produced, tucking his head in the crook of your neck. Your legs wrapped around him tight, using the newly gained leverage to pull yourself up to him while your short nails raked down his back, leaving angry red streaks in your wake.
âFuck, baby, your pussy is so perfect,â he whispered in your ear, sinking all the way into you. His pace slowed, as though he was trying to savor every last inch sliding in and out of you. Lifting himself to sit on his heels, he rocked his hips just the slightest bit faster, reaching with one hand to pull your head up. âWatch me fuck you.â
The sight of his glistening cock gliding between your lower lips pulled a whine from deep in your belly, your muscles clenching around him.
âLook how good you take my cock, baby girl,â he purred, quickening his pace as his free hand went to thumb your clit. âCome on, baby, come for me.â
You mewled, your eyes clenching shut as your walls tightened their hold on him, as though trying to keep him inside. With each thrust, your pussy fluttered around him, again and again, stronger and stronger, until like a damn bursting through the levies, your orgasm shook your whole body. Your hips bucked up against him, wanting and needing more. You arched your back, the top of your head dragging against the pillow beneath you. When he pulled out suddenly, you whimpered at the loss, lifting your head in time to see his hand stroking himself above your stomach.
The first spurt of his orgasm left a streak across your belly, the white hot liquid burning against your skin in the most delicious way. The next painted over your breast, then the other with the third streak. Again and again, he expended himself on various parts of your body, moving back to your pussy to leave the remaining three bursts of white there. The look of satisfaction on his face as he milked the last few drops out filled you with a sense of security; you were his, and he was yours, both of your bodies bearing the marks of the other.
âFuck, you look so hot covered in my cum,â he purred, admiring his work for a moment before he reached for the candle again. âLetâs add some more colors.â
You moaned softly as he lit the red candle and put the lighter back on your apple box.
âNot on my face or genitals. And hold it up away from my body, so that the wax has time to cool down a bit before it lands,â you instructed through heavy breaths, a sheen of sweat covering your form. You brought a finger to one of the streaks near your breast and scooped some of his mess up, bringing it up to your mouth to taste him.
You gasped around your finger as the hot wax landed on your stomach, burning your skin but leaving a pleasurable after effect that left you wanting more.
âYou like it?â he asked, letting another drip fall on your ribs.
âYeah,â you breathed.
âDonât fuck up my art,â he said playfully, batting your hand away when you went to scoop more of him off your breast.
You giggled lazily, watching him drip hot red wax between the white lines before he blew out the candle. He reached for the purple one, lighting that one next and adding the new color to his canvas. He didnât seem interested in using the white candle. By the time he was finished, your body truly did look like a brilliant work of art with streaks and splatters of color.
âThey should put you in a museum,â he said, admiring his work. âWish I could take a picture of you.â
âI think my polaroid has some film in it,â you said, gesturing with your chin to avoid moving too much. âIt should be on my bookshelf by the bathroom door.â
âFor real? Youâd let me take a picture?â
âYeah,â you answered, smiling at him.
He smiled back. âAiight, donât move.â He stood and went to your bookshelf, retrieving your polaroid camera. Kneeling on the bed, he looked at you, deciding how he wanted you to pose. âI want two.â
âOkay.â
He gently moved your legs so that your knees were bent and parted enough for him to have a clear view of your pussy, feet on the mattress.
âTurn your head this way,â he said, gesturing with his own head as he brought the camera up to his good eye. âGod damn, baby, you look so good.â
The click and flash of the camera sent a slight jolt through your body. He pulled out the picture and set the camera down to move you again. This time he closed your legs, bending one knee to partially cover the other, twisting your lower body slightly to one side.
âLook at me,â he purred as he picked up the camera again.
You obeyed, giving him a sultry look as he took another photo. âNobody better see these or Iâll rip your balls off.â
He chuckled under his breath, laying down next to you and propping himself up on his elbow. âDonât worry, I wonât let nobody see them.â Leaning down, he kissed your lips and looked over your body again. âHow we gonna get all this off?â
âThe wax should just peel off,â you answered, reaching for one of the dried dollops on his chest and pulling it off. âSee? Pull the trash closer.â
He reached over you and pulled the trash bin that was beside the applebox closer, and the two of you worked together to peel all the dried wax off your respective bodies. When you were finished, he picked up the joint and relit it, sharing it with you while you appreciated the polaroids heâd taken.
âYou look so fuckinâ hot in these,â he said, holding the polaroids side by side.
âYouâre not a half bad photographer,â you mumbled to him, your fingers tracing indistinct patterns on his stomach.
âHelps that youâre fun to look at,â he replied, putting the pictures back on the applebox and picking up the cock ring, holding it up with an arched brow. âThis ainât gonna fit me, baby, the fuck?â
âIt stretches,â you replied, taking the ring from him so you could demonstrate its elasticity. âItâs supposed to keep your cock hard for longer.â
âWhat, I donât stay hard long enough for you?â he teased.
You chuckled. âYou stay hard just fine for me, I just thought you might wanna try since you said you wanted to go all night.â
âThat shitâs gonna cut off my circulation,â he pouted.
âIt shouldnât, but if it does, weâll just take it off.â
He paused for a moment, his eyes on the blue ring in your hand. âAiight,â he said, laying on his back. âGo ahead, I trust you.â
Smirking, you stood and went to your dresser to grab the bottle of lube you kept in the drawer with your toys, and laid back down beside Drexyl. Setting the cock ring aside, you bent to drop loving kisses over his soft shaft, uncapping the lube and drizzling some on him. Turning yourself around, you swung a leg over his head so that he had a full view of your pussy while you stroked him to spread the lube.
âFuck, baby, your pussyâs so fucking pretty,â he whispered, gently kissing your lips before he dug his tongue into your entrance.
Moaning, you poured more lube on him, using long, languid strokes to spread it over his length and paying special attention to the v beneath his head. When he was close to fully erect, you smeared some lube on the inside of the cock ring and used your dry hand to push it down his head. It took a bit of effort, but you managed to roll it on, and heard him grunt behind you once his head popped through the ring.
âFuck,â he hissed against your cunt.
Your muscles clenched in response to his warm breath. With both hands, you rolled the ring down to the base of his cock, and continued to stroke him until he was harder than heâd ever been. âHowâs that feel, baby?â
âLike I could pound concrete,â he replied.
Your walls tightened, sending a tingle to your clit as you moved off him and got on your hands and knees, wiggling your ass. âFuck me again.â
âShit, you donât gotta tell me twice,â he mumbled under his breath, getting to his knees behind you and sinking into your entrance as deep as he could. âFuck!â
âOh my God!â you sighed, pressing back against him as you arched your back and lowered onto your elbows.
When he began to move, you hardly registered anything else except how hard and big he felt inside you. His engorged head grazed against your g spot again and again and the claps of his hips against your ass packed just enough of a sting to keep you present. Every thrust pushed a moan from deep in your belly, making your toes curl and uncurl as your shoulders lowered until they were touching the bed. You couldnât spread your legs wide enough, barely able to keep your eyes open as he snapped his hips into you again and again. You couldnât stop your muscles from flexing when his pace quickened, the stinging clap of his hips on your ass growing sharper.
You felt your head being pulled back, his grunts blowing shorts spurts of air on your earlobe as his angle changed slightly, rubbing more firmly on your g spot. But it wasnât until his free hand moved to your clit that your vision went white, your body lurching and trembling beneath his as your fourth â or was it your fifth? â orgasm of the night took you over. The tingles in your pussy reached all the way from the tips of your toes to the top of your head, making your skin buzz in delight. The next several minutes were hazy, your body seemingly in a perpetual state of trembles as Drexyl kept thrusting, though based on the rhythm in which your body rocked, it was a much slower pace than before. He was speaking, but you couldnât make out what was being said. The tingles between your thighs were deliciously gentle, as if your orgasm was still there but, sensing how exhausted you were now, was having mercy on you.
The tops of your thighs and the sheets beneath them were soaked from your midthighs to your lower belly. Your throat was raw and the pillow beneath one side of your face was drenched in sweat. Almost on instinct, your body began to rock back into Drexyl, who was still unbelievably hard. The realization made a shiver dance over your frame, forcing your eyes to fall shut.
Laying on top of you, he nibbled on your earlobe, digging his hips more firmly against you. Reflexively, you arched back into him, your muscles tightening around him as you rolled seamlessly into another gentle orgasm. You leaned your head to one side as Drexylâs lips moved to lay kisses on your neck, his tongue grazing over your pulse point.
âFuck, baby, youâre squeezing me so good,â he purred against your skin, sucking the thrumming spot on your neck and making your muscles contract around him again. You tried to roll back against him, craving more of his thrusts as he scraped his teeth over your shoulder.
Your brows furrowed at the slippery mess beneath you â had you been sweating that much? Or was itâŚ
Oh God.
âDid I piss the bed?â you asked, your voice seeming as though you were hearing it from underwater.
He hummed, and you could hear a smile in the sound. âNaw, you squirted.â
The words hit you like a slap of cold air, sobering you enough for your eyes to pop open. Turning your head to look at him, you searched for any sign that he was just joking, but found no such indication.
âIt was hot as fuck,â he assurred you, rolling his hips for emphasis. Kissing your neck again, he sat up, one hand going to your hip while the other went to the top of your thigh. He used his grip for leverage as his hips began snapping into you again, as if trying to bring you to another orgasm.
âDrex!â you exclaimed exhaustedly.
Your eyes rolled back as the coil deep in your belly tightened again, your breaths in tangent with his thrusts. The muscles deep inside you gripping him harder than you even knew was possible. You tried to say his name, but all that would escape your lips were slurred moans and whines as the tingles in your pussy reverberated over your entire body. Trembling slightly beneath him, you sobbed as another orgasm trickled out of you. It was wetter at your hips now as he completely sheathed himself with a grunt before hot streams spurted deep inside you.
âFuck,â he hissed, pulling out only long enough to roll you onto your back. Reaching down, he rolled the cockring off, grunting with the effort. When he finally got it off, he slid back into you as his lips captured yours.
âOh my God,â you sighed, your walls hugging him as you wrapped your legs around his waist. You whimpered softly, your muscles unable to relax, staying tight around him as though trying to keep him from pulling out. Rolling your head to one side, you looked down at the giant wet spot on the bed beside you. âWas that all me.â
He chuckled lazily. âYeah, you were dripping everywhere. There was a lot more when you started coming again.â
âSorry,â you mumbled, a little embarrassed.
âWhatchu sorry for?â he asked, brushing some hair off your forehead. âDonât ever be sorry for coming on my cock. Cause Iâm not sorry.â
âI might need a break,â you sighed, struggling to keep your eyes open.
âWanna go watch the rest of Bronx Tale?â
âYeah,â you whispered, though you didnât move a muscle, and your pussy still held firm to his now softening cock.
âYou gotta let me go, baby,â he mumbled.
âNo,â you whimpered, still not ready to feel anything but blissfully full. âNot yet.â
He seemed just as content to lay buried inside you, lazily nuzzling your neck and dropping a kiss on your sweaty skin.
âAre you having a good birthday?â you couldn't help but ask, feeling that you may have been having the most benefit from the nightâs activities.
âItâs the best one Iâve ever had,â he answered. âWe ainât even finished yet.â
âBaby, I donât know if I can go anymore,â you sighed.
âYeah, you can,â he purred, kissing your lips. âLetâs just chill for a bit, then I think Iâll bend you over the kitchen counter.â
You moaned at the idea, smiling softly. âHappy birthday.â
He smirked against your skin. âDamn straight it is.â
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I miss my trashcan. I missed him so much that I recreated the Ramirez family from Cuba v DR in the sims and played a bit of an epilogue game. I also may have recorded said gameplay for our amazing readers to enjoy if they want â¤ď¸
Rafael Barba x fem!reader
Warnings: language, smut, dirty talk, oral.
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Rafael wasnât entirely sure what he had expected when he got home from work, but this certainly wasnât it.Â
Struggling, he picked his jaw up off the floor as his feet stayed glued to it, seemingly unable to move from the doorway of his bedroom. He felt a hundred degrees hotter than he had on the walk home âwhich was saying a lot considering the three piece suit and the scorching ninety-two degreesâ suddenly thankful heâd already shed his jacket, waistcoat and tie, tossed aside over the back of the living room couch. He swallowed heavily, eyes slowly lifting through the room, trailing over your long, bare legs, lingering a little too long on the blue lace covering between your legs. Itâs not like he could help it, his mouth watered when he noticed the wet spot on the fabric, wishing he could bury his face into it, breathing in your scent, tongue laving over the dampness before completely engulfing you.
At the sound of your giggle, he pulled his gaze further up, cock straining in his pants as he took in your bare chest, nipples pert and hard in the cool air of the room until he finally landed on your face, lips pulled into a teasing smirk, eyes dark and eager.
âWhat?â You asked, feigning innocence.Â
âI know I should care about the reason youâre naked in my bed, but I will enjoy it for the moment.â
You laughed again, a hand softly trailing over your bare skin, ânot naked.â You toyed with the waistband of your panties, âhad to leave something to the imagination.â
âAnyone ever tell you youâre a tease?â He asked, already undoing the buttons of his shirt and you nodded, a wicked grin spreading over your cheeks.
âTook a nap.â You offered with a shrug, âand I was dreaming of my legs wrapped around your waist.âÂ
Rafael watched as your hand sunk between your legs, palming at the wet fabric he wanted to tear off your body. A soft moan left your lips and his cock pulsed, he couldnât help but groan when your fingers pushed your panties to the side, trailing through your pussy lips, smearing your juices around.
âGod, it felt so good.â Your head dropped back into the pillows, lips parted ever so slightly as you continued to toy with yourself, âthe way your cock pounded into me,â you easily slipped two fingers into your cunt, âso. Fucking. Deep.â Each word accented with a hard flick of your wrist and Rafael could hear the wetness sopping throughout the room.
âSweetheartâŚâ his voice took on a heaviness, a hint of darkness that caught your attention.
âWhat?â You cracked an eye open, smirk on your lips as you watched him approach the bed, your fingers still moving languidly, âam I playing with something of yours?â
Shirt now stripped, chest bare, Rafaelâs hands swiftly undid his belt as he kneeled onto the bed, stalking towards you. His eyes were dark, holding your gaze until they shot down to between your legs, watching you for only a second before his fingers circled your wrist, halting your movements.
âYou know better.â He tskâd, pulling your fingers from your pussy and lifting your hand up to his mouth, sucking your fingers between his lips with a loud groan.Â
His eyes fell shut as your fingers sunk all the way into his mouth, your juices taking over his senses, every thought lost to how much he loved the way you tasted. He felt your fingers tap against his tongue and he opened his eyes to find you watching him, a grin on your lips and a blush on your cheeks. Slowly you began to push your fingers deeper into his mouth, your body tingling at the way his tongue wrapped around them, leaving no inch untasted, until you began to pull them out. You flipped your hand around, palm up and let out a moan at the way Rafael instantly sucked them back into his mouth, not letting his eyes drop from yours until he sucked them hard, groaning as he throbbed in his pants.
His hand squeezed your wrist, reluctantly pulling the digits from his mouth.
âGod, you are fucking delectable, you know that?â
âSo you keep telling me.â
âLie back, let me get a real taste.â
A soft giggle left your lips and your head dropped back into the pillows, grin on your cheeks as you watched Rafael yank your panties down your legs and toss them over his shoulder. With his hands around your ankles, he spread you wide open, eyes raking up your supple skin until they landed at the apex of your thighs. Already wet and glistening in the low light of the room, the perfect pussy he loved oh so fucking much. His hands brushed up your legs, keeping you spread as he laid onto his stomach, hands pressed against your thighs.Â
âFuck.â He muttered, eyes fluttering shut as he inhaled your scent, unable to resist grinding his hips into the mattress. His soft moan pushed hot air towards your cunt and you whimpered, your thighs trembling beneath his hands.Â
âRafâŚâ A hand came down, threading into his hair and he chuckled, opening his eyes.
He pressed a kiss into your inner thigh, âhow long have you been waiting for me?â
âToo long.â You grumbled, your hand clawing at his scalp.
Smirk on his lips he mouthed at your leg again, âyou must be a needy little thing by now then, hmm?â
Rather than reply, your hips rocked up off the bed, attempting to shift him where you wanted him most. Instead of doing what you wanted, Rafael chuckled, his teeth sinking into the supple skin of your inner thigh. A hiss left your lips, your eyes scrunched,
âRaf!â
âWhat?â He glanced up at you, a wicked look in his eyes, âI canât mark whatâs mine?â His tongue slowly licked over the teeth indents, soothing the burn, âa little something for only my eyes.â
Your body twitched under his touch when his lips latched onto the spot, sucking it into his mouth, scraping his teeth across your skin, tongue swirling patterns around it. He could feel the heat coming from your pussy, unable to resist his free hand slowly inched up until it was nearly cupping you, thumb right at the bottom of your slit.
âPlease.â It was all but a whisper, wafting through the evening air until it met his ears.
Then his thumb moved, slowly dragging through your pussy with a featherlight touch. He brought it all the way up, then immediately circled it back down, avoiding your clit and in that moment you didnât even care. Rafaelâs teeth sunk into your leg again as his thumb pressed harder, moving back down your cunt as he set a rhythm with his touch. A few passes later and your hips were rocking in time with his hand, trying their best to angle downwards enough for him to touch where you were aching him to.
Satisfied with the mark, Rafael left a kiss above it, resting his cheek against your thigh as he continued to play with your pussy. Thumb pressed harder this time, grinding against your wetness until he finally, brushed it over your clit and you gasped. He blew a cool stream of air over the sensitive bud, watching the way you trembled, the way your breath quickened, the goosebumps that crept their way onto your skin. He rubbed your clit torturously slow, varying the pressure, watching your pussy pulse around nothing until you were slick with arousal and it started dripping out of you.
Just as you were about to beg, groan, protest, whine, anything, his mouth was suddenly on you and your head was thrown back into the pillows.
âFuck!â Both your hands shot to his hair, clutching at his head as he groaned between your legs.Â
His tongue dragged through your cunt slowly, savouring the taste, not letting a singular drop go to waste. Rafael adored eating you out, he could and would happily do it every day if he could. Didnât matter if you were stressed, if he was stressed, both were resolved by your pussy on his tongue and an orgasm. Good day? Letâs celebrate by having you sit on his face. Bad day? Letâs try to make us both forget by crushing his skull between your thighs. There was no place heâd rather dive into than this, and he was certain to make sure you knew that. Every. Single. Time.Â
The way his tongue danced through you, swirling your wetness, smearing it up over your throbbing clit, hips jumping up whenever he came close to it. He ducked down, tongue tipping into your pussy, face grinding into you, juices smearing across his lips as his nose bumped against you.
âOh god, baby.â You moaned, body beginning to writhe against the bed.Â
Every one of his ministrations was making sparks fly under your skin, little twitches, nerves firing off as pleasure built deeper and deeper inside you. Your skin was already prickling, aching for more. You pulled a hand away from his head, reaching downward and it only took a second for him to know what you needed, his own grasping yours, interlacing your fingers as he continued to mouth at your cunt.
âMore.â You squeezed at his hand, âplease.â
With a moan that reverberated against your pussy, vibrations sending sparks through your body, Rafael slid his mouth up, lips wrapping around your pulsing clit. A gasp left your lips, squeezing at his hand harder while his free one cupped your heat, fingertips nudging at your entrance. You couldnât help but moan, lifting your hips to the touch and your mouth fell open as he thrust two fingers inside you.Â
âFuck, RafâŚâ you groaned, pussy pulsing around him already.Â
He replied with a muffled growl against your skin, fingers dipping deeper into your cunt, swirling and scissoring, pumping in and out with ease. You could feel your pussy soaking him, wetness seeping out around his fingers, more dripping to the sheets with each pass of his hand, drops swirling their way down his wrist. Rafael curled his fingers, and when you mewled, he knew heâd found the spot, his lips smirking around your clit.Â
âYes!â You cried out, âright there.âÂ
He crooked his fingers again, pressing against the sensitive spot and your entire body tensed, thighs shivering around him. His tongue slipped down, lapping up the extra wetness his fingers were pulling from you, eager to catch every single drop so he could savour the taste of you on his tongue for the rest of the night. His cock throbbed, aching for friction and as he ground against the bed through his pants, he could feel the wet spot of pre-cum spreading on the fabric.Â
The noises you were making were more than enough to drive him on, feeling the way your pussy clenched around his fingers, the way you trembled each time he brushed past your g-spot, your chest practically heaving. He watched the way your body was shivering for only a moment before he ducked back down, his lips latching around your clit.
âFuck!â Your body tensed as fire burst through you, nerve endings jolting as his tongue danced around your throbbing clit. âOh, God! Mâclose.â
Rafael quickened his fingers, pressing harder, sucking you deeper into his mouth, teeth scraping over your clit ever so gently. You took over every single one of his senses, your taste on his tongue, your scent encompassing him, the noises you made, music to his ears. Even if he wanted to, he couldnât hold back, humping against the bed in the same rhythm his fingers plunged in and out of your wetness. Without even having to think about it, your hips began to rock upwards to him, eager for more, matching the rhythm. A fine-tuned dance as the need for pleasure took over the both of you.Â
âRaf!â Your fingers squeezed tight at his and he curled his fingers again, longer, harder, dragging them as he sucked hard on your clit and a second later you let out a cry, body convulsing as juices dripped out of your cunt.Â
Rafael lifted his mouth of you only long enough to watch you come, his hips still grinding against the bed as your body shook. His eyes darkened, an almost whimper leaving his lips as his eyes trained in on the juices dribbling over your puffy pussy.Â
âGood girl.â He cooed, hands stroking at your thighs before he leaned in, tongue lapping, lips sucking up as much of your release as he could. ââM not gonna last.â He groaned, cock pulsing, still in his pants.
With a breathless giggle, you were quick to yank him upwards, pulling him into a deep kiss. Your tongue plunged into his mouth, tasting yourself as you sat up, hand quickly sinking into his pants. Rafael hissed at the contact, his hips jutting forward at the touch.
âLemme take care of you.â You murmured, lips brushing against his skin as you tugged him toward the edge of the bed, sliding off the edge to settle on your knees.Â
Rafaelâs mind barely had time to catch up to what you were doing before his cock was in your mouth, buried all the way to the hilt.
âOh, fuck!â
Pre-cum leaked from the tip, and you were more than grateful to lick it up, sucking it deep into your mouth as you bobbed on his cock. His hands settled into your hair, hips jolting each time you sunk further down, his thoughts and words lost to him, only able to pant as your tongue swirled around him and you hollowed your cheeks.Â
A loud grunt left his lips, cock twitching between your lips as his cum shot into your mouth. His hand softened in your hair, gently stroking it as you sucked him dry. You let out a low groan at the taste of him, letting it savour on your tongue for a moment before swallowing, finally popping off his cock and leaning back on your heels.
âShit.â He muttered, a small laugh coming from him when he looked up and you proudly parted your lips, showcasing your clean tongue. âGood girl.â
His hand ghosted down your cheek, thumb rubbing over your chin as he pulled you to him, kissing you softly. You climbed back into his lap as he kicked off his pants, shifting until you were both laid up against the headboard. He pressed a kiss to the top of your head and you returned the motion on his chest.Â
âSorry.â He murmured against your hair.
âRaf,â you chuckled, lifting your chin to catch his gaze, âyou basically got off just on eating my pussy. Thereâs no reason to apologize. Thatâs fucking hot.â
He laughed, leaning in to steal another kiss, âcanât say it was the dinner I was expected to come home to.â
You swatted at his chest, pinching his skin, âthat was just an appetizer. We can order in.â Your hand trailed up his chest, tickling up his neck and into the hair at the back of his head as your lips ghosted over his. âEat on the balcony.â You pressed a kiss to his lips, tongue just daring to trace over them, âthen Iâll ride your cock until my pussyâs stuffed full of your cum.â
I know it's been a very long time since I've dropped an episode of If Only She Knew. I haven't forgotten about it, I just haven't had the necessary energy to work on it. Creating stories with the sims has been the only way I've been able to keep being creative, so for those who have watched, thank you so so much. I know it isn't the same, but hopefully you're enjoying these videos.
We're almost done with Jackson's arc, after which we'll be taking just a slight break while I prep for our next Gary towner. While I prepare for that, I'll be posting the beginning of a shorter series, which will feature yet another Gary character đ
Anyway, thanks. You have no idea how much your support means to me â¤ď¸
Weâve all heard tales of the moon being made of cheese, but what if it were made of bones? Bone fragments. Bone dust. Partial skeletons from animals we have no name for, no knowledge of. What if the moon were made of bones?
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Tumblr decided that one of my Drexyl fics needed to be hidden from view, so I may be reposting it shortly, just a heads up. It's not a new fic, it's a repost. I will likely read through and edit though, just to clean it up a bit.
A new fic is coming... actually several are coming, I just haven't had the mental energy to work on them. My job is stressful af and I'm regretting accepting the position lol and now the economy sucks balls so I can't even quit if I hope to be able to help pay our continuously increasing bills.
Those of you in the US know exactly what I'm talking about. I'm working on a few ideas that will hopefully lead to the opportunity to work from home and have more time for my writing and other creative projects. As of late the only thing I have any time or bandwith for is recording and editing Sims videos. I have a half-written chapter of If Only She Knew that's waiting for me to finish it, a couple of partially-written Drexyl fics and, of course, the famous vacation Jim fic that I've been working on and teasing for years at this point.
Some good news: my mom and step dad are coming for a visit next week, and I've taken mostly every day that they're here off. I'm hoping that will give me a chance to finish at least one of these writing projects. In the meantime, I hope you're able to enjoy the Rags to Riches let's play â¤ď¸ I also have a new youtube series coming with a new Gary character and a new theme. My goal with these videos are to essentially make them like fics, with storylines and drama and comedy and all the things. Unfortunately it won't be exactly the same as I can often be much more explicit with the written word than I'll be abke to get in a youtube video, but hopefully it's still a fun watch.