Stop forcing shit... if they're not giving you the same effort & energy, fall back

i loooove reading . do you know how many lives i have lived

hate when someone asks how are you and you say good how are you and they say "oh not so great" or something. it's always like ohh okay i see we're being honest i thought we were playing pretend. can i have a do-over

me looking through my own blog: fuck i was so real for this. op your mind is so beautiful. you are always so right.

i go to bars and coffee shops and breweries and libraries and thrift stores all the time by myself and i have a chill banger time i love my own company. so why is the grocery store a warzone. im fighting for my life. barely make it out alive. if someone even looks at me i want to blow them up with my mind

kind of weird how parts of your soul are left in various locations without any warning… like yes i’m always at the top of that hill, sitting at the bus stop, in the cool light of the Japanese restaurant, standing at the pier etc etc

And the older you get the more your ghost selves are sitting in ghost buildings that were bulldozed years ago.

"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

the fact that i have to be in the “right headspace” to do even the simplest tasks. absolutely humiliating

sorry but this is fucking hilarious. they straight up just stopped the entire game in the middle of the power play... they're rolling out a carpet onto the ice. we're going to have a full-on ceremony right here right now. ovi's family is coming down from their box. no waiting until the game is over. they gave all the caps special ovi goal record baseball hats and they are all wearing them. it's happening at 12:34 in the 2nd period. there's a ceremonial poster or something on an easel at center ice. they're going to have to continue playing a game of hockey whenever this is over.