Visualized Quotes From Simon Vs

I’ve been writing and deleting and rewriting this email all weekend, and I still can’t get it right.

I know I haven’t written in a while. So, first I want to say this: I know who you are.

I know that you’re smart and careful and weird and funny.

You overthink things and remember details and you always, always say the right thing.

But I’ve been spending very little time spelling things out for you and taking chances and putting my heart on the line.

I’m not going to pretend I know how this ends, and I don’t have a freaking clue if it’s possible to fall in love over email.

But I would really like to meet you, Blue. I want to try this.

And I can’t imagine a scenario where I won’t want to kiss your face off as soon as I see you.

So, what I’m trying to say is that there’s an extremely badass carnival in the parking lot of Perimeter Mall today, and it’s apparently open until nine. For what it’s worth, I’ll be there at six thirty. And I hope I see you.

Love,

Simon."

Send me asks, requests, or anything else that yall want to!!!

And then he leans in to kiss me again, sweet and feather-soft.

And it’s almost too perfect.

Almost too Disney.

This can’t actually be me."

All I ever do is come out.

I try not to change, but I keep changing, in all these tiny ways.

I get a girlfriend.

I have a beer.

And every freaking time, I have to reintroduce myself to the universe all over again."

His subject lines. Every line of every email.

I have no idea who he is.

No...

freaking...

clue...

But I think I’m falling for him again."

I love your perpetual bed head.

I love the way you hold eye contact a moment longer than you need to.

And I love your moon-gray eyes.

So if you think I’m not attracted to you, Simon, you’re crazy."

- Simon Spier (Crushing on Bram Greenfeld, of soft eyes and soccer calves)