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This isn't the 1950's anymore. It's not rude to "Ask a man his salary" or "ask a woman her age."
Some of you sound so offended and get defensive, "I'm old ENOUGH😡" or "I have a license/can drink alcohol😤," when asked to put your age on your profile—in a noticeable place, might I add. I can't help but believe you are a child or a mentally stunted adult, who I wouldn't want to interact with anyway.
We're not asking for your social security number, postal address, your parents' maiden names, birth certificate, to sacrifice your cat to Cthulu, your university transcripts, or your place of employment. Just a forward answer that tells me that your a (fairly) mature and sensible PERSON.
I know some of you lie about your age, but once you get into a conversation with those types of people, their speech/text style indicates what kind of person they are. Block at your own discretion.
Someone asked for my birthdy earlier. I'm not mutuals or friends with any of you, so you get this.
The time in which Demeter and Persphone have separated and the queen of Hades returns to her kingdom. I can hold on for Valko until the final greenery has fallen into slumber for the autumn—when the trees become bare, and the warm tones of red, yellow, and orange litter the streets. As those months pass by, InFold and PaperGames have these precious moments remaining or forever be cursed to fail their customers and their own revenue now and into their future endeavors.
Do with that information as you wish.
Anyway, my ranking of the Love and Deepspace characters (based on how much I like them, duh):
6) Zayne
I don't care about your existence. We might get along because our personalities are similar.
5) Caleb
Fun fact, both my university roommate and my cousin are Caleb mains. They're both really sweet and independent women, but with completely different aesthetics. With that being said, I reiterate, I don't hate Caleb. But I don't love him either. He's a handsome young man, but the incest trope squicks me.
4) Xavier
Xavier is the safest on this list because it's the most neutral, I would say. Neithe love nor hate reaches Xavier. We have similar hobbies, reading, video games, sleeping, finding new places to eat, and basically chilling out. And I have, in fact, spent a whole bowl of coins on a crane machine before... for a singular plush. . . So, I think we'd get along great.
3) Rafayel
Kinda of like Ruvel from Shall We Date?: Angel or Devil, I chose an artist. Not gonna lie, I wanted to throw Rafayel back into the ocean when we first met. After that, he grew on me. He's so full of delightful surprises.
2) Sylus
Everyone and their Grandmother (my mutuals who play LaDS) pointed me at Sylus and unanimously said, "This one's for YOU." I do not deny their assumptions were correct, I do like Sylus, but there was always something missing. That made it feel like our gears weren't always aligned.
1) Valko
And what if Valko had that missing something?! That annoying boyish charm rubbed off on me. He is supposed to be the STEM nerd to my humanities—his proposed birthday July 9th is also Kaveh's birthday in Genshin Impact. An ADHD doofus to my autistic... whatever Alhaitham's got going on over there... 😐😑😐
The chronological pipeline of my impression of him went from
"Oh, a wolf man. That's cool. Lol. "Bella, where have you been, Loca?!""
"So, they hate him? Challenge Accepted! I love him out of spite!"
And finally to "I will eviscerate every last body that gets in between me and my werewolf. If I cannot have him, this world will end in apocalyptic ruin. I'm Tattling To Poseidon!"
Not once (LaDS), not twice (Infinity Nikki), but thrice (another Nikki game I'm not familiar with), InFold has tanked three of their game's into a global boycott. Yet they haven't learned to manage ANY of them properly. They're doomed to repeat their mistakes until the company goes out of business.
Also, I have a JOB and touch grass. If any of you have internet access and are very capable of keeping up with this drama, do NOT ask ME for context. You are fully capable of finding that information yourself. I'm just a spectator to this circus as much as you.
When I want to find more Record of Ragnarok mutuals,
Homophobic
Anti-ship, can't separate fiction from reality
Minor
Conservative, puritanical
"Canon Purist," aka "It's not that deep"
Male centered (not in a gooning, horny kind of way)
Misoginistic or a woman with internalized misogyny (relates to the above)
Powerscaling only
Not an artist, fan fic author, editor, cosplayers, or creative over all
Blank/Inactive blogs
It's not that the Record of Ragnarok fandom is DEAD. Most of the people I've encountered just hate imagination. Or hate women. Or have a lot incel vibes. Tumblr is okay; you lot offer plenty of fanfiction. The only artists I want to interact with on twitter though are usually the Asian artists, and all they do is CCxCC ships 😔💔. The yume shippers are all fresh out of school, approximately 19 years old, give or take. And have at least two of the above traits I listed.
Don't get me wrong. I'll still paint for Record of Ragnarok, but the audience is, in a way, insufferable.
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I don't hate Caleb. I do feel a little bad for him and the Pip Sisters though.
CREDIT @ValkosKnot, Lu
He's not taking bullets for his precious "meimei." He's taking bullets for a company that will erase him on a WHIM. If they can take one love interest away, they can take another.
By the by, how is Sony and Ubisoft's crowd doing? 🍵👀 Do we bend the knee to these companies that exploit us?!
Nay.
I can hold out until the final greenery has fallen into slumber for the autumn—when the trees become bare, and the warm tones of red, yellow, and orange litter the streets.
If you're a Record of Ragnarok fan like me, That's My Siegfried. InFold, Return Him to Me.
And if you're going to lecture us about "You're already being exploited by billionares and multi-million dollar companies. 🙄 Your phone, Amazon, eBay, cars, gasol—"
At least we Valkyries care enough to try and fight back. But continue to tell me you want to feed your infants and offspring to the billionares.
I spent about an hour and a half cleaning out my heart/liked posts—had to pull out my laptop for it. 😔
So. Many. 😱
Like, thank you for the years of entertainment and love, but the tides have changed. And I no longer find interest in those things. Surprisingly, I didn't see any Hetalia/2P!Hetalia stuff. 🤔
And I'm still not done. 😅 I have to put aside another day to sift through about 2,000 posts.
InFold/PaperGames chose animal abusers¹, misogynistic radical feminists, homophobes, and racists, instead of the fans who donate to charities and coordinate events full of love, flowers, love letters, and peace offerings.
It's fine. We'll just have another 5 months of Valko art.
¹ On the "animal abusers" part, I heard that the Anti-Valko girls abused/killed cats and sent the photos to either PPG, Valko supporters, or both. I have not seen the posts myself or the blurred versions. But honestly, after all the true crime I have listened to, I'm really not surprised that children in China would murder cats—happened with Scaramouche from Genshin Impact and it happened at a tech university (case covered by DireTrip or RottenMangos on youtube).
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I'm always thinking, "The lives of these billianares don't matter. Kill them all." Although, I'm sure a lot of the working adults already know this one.
"Do their lives matter to you more then mine?" Specific context: Lovers who only value each other above all else, which fits Rafayel quite nicely. Duh.
If you're a "main purist," please seek therapy. I have before, it's delightful and quite useful.
I wish to plant a seed in your mind. Imagine this. Pre-relationship.
In the vast lands of Helheim, the dust had settled. Whatever monstrous creature Beelzebub had released into the world had been thoroughly subdued. You sat on the remains of what might have been its arm, canister in hand with chilled droplets of water sliding down you chin. And then, you look at Adamantine with sleek, black armor and metal gears turning underneath. He hands you a medical kit. Although small, your wounds disturb him. He does not need such thing considering his body is one that can be fixed with wrenches and screwdrivers. But he carries it with him anyway. A small and demure smile appeared on your lips as you thank him for the item.
After pulling him down and placing a kiss upon his cheek, he freezes for a moment."The fuck was that for?" A flash of confusion crossed his face.
"Hades raised a good man."
A quaint smile crept upon his purple lips. It's the softest anyone has ever been to him.
It's one of the greatest compliments you can give the Greek brothers who adore their eldest sibling oh so much.
Date of anniversary: We don't care. I don't care about real life anniversaries, nor fictional ones. Birthdays are the only dates that matter.
Emoji combo: 🌙🌊
Status: Married
Sexuality: Demisexual, earn our respect and we'll consider involving you.
Height difference: 35cm/1ft 1in (Poseidon's HC godly height: 56cm/1ft 11in)
Beverage: Wine
Color combo: 💙💜
Sharing status: Selective.
I feel like "selective sharing" should be the default. We may like the same character, but I don't know you or what kind of person you are. You all want to make superficial friendships, but what if the person you're talking to is actually a piece of shit human being, homophobic, transphobic, racist, white supremacists, misogynistic, radical feminists, anti-LGBTQ+, some AI bro, neonazi– those are the only ones I can think of off the top of my head.
Yes, yes. The block button exists. 🙄 But do you actually take the time to get to know your "friends?" The amount of times I've seen people complain about "needing to block old moots 😢" is pathetic.
Like, it gets to the point where it's no longer "gatekeeping." It's the fandom's own fault for allowing trash behavior. Am I supposed to feel sorry for a fanbase that actively dies by swallowing its own poison?
I know of Undertale. I have not played it. But if the color of my soul tells you anything about me, it is blue.
The Alien Stage character I am most like is Sua with an 85% similarity percentage. And then, Till and Ivan. I am least like Luka, which is ironic considering some of my favorite characters.
The Amazing Digital Circus characters I am most like are Zooble and Kinger, tied. And then, Pomni.
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The irony of those who comment on my work with a sense of over-familiarity is that I actually find it unflattering. You remind me of either a child or an enemy. In a way, a "snake in the grass." At least try to use full spelling and grammar. Although, I admit it's slightly preferable than the termagant women throwing some form of tantrum at me.
I'm also aware not everyone has English as their first language. So, when you put my words into your translation app, is it easier to understand me–
In another manner of speaking, you haven't earned my personality rights. Who is U?
Come again? Where did I say "There will NOT be a 6th love interest in Love and Deepspace" in my comment?
Stop proving to me that Love and Deepspace players cannot read.
Do not deflect from the main point of my statement, "Sylus would be disgusted by XYZ type of people who hate Valko." It's giving the mental inadequacy of a third grader.
My previous post with a longer explanation.
Original poster is protected. Kayt is not. This actually happened quite some time ago, but as I've stated numerous times, I am a creature fueled by caffeine and ✨️spite.✨️