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Autumn is my birth season. I see reds and orange, but I think of Valko.
On a side note, don't make me defend InFold/Papergames. I think people look at Rafayel solely as the "twink"—as in, "He's too feminine. He's too girly and whiny-" wah, wah wah—of Love and Deepspace, and aren't willing to accept that he can be masculine i.e. the war god theme.
I still think he gives off vermillion bird/phoenix vibe.
He holds 3rd place in my ranking. I love Rafayel dearly, but with so much solemnity in my heart, PASS.
Valko also deserves to be a love interest, and removing him from the game takes away Rafayel's counterpart, his foil, his rival, and it takes away from us, the Hunters—the paying customers.
But also,
I FUCKING KNEW IT.
I knew there would be reruns, even before this game was a year old.
And I KNEW one of the love interests had to have a phoenix theme, a vermillion bird, and flaming bird.
And it turns out Rafayel took the spot.
UGH! I would love this myth in my collection.
But Valkyries—specifically the Rafayel mains, the lovers, the fishies, the brides—our resolve is tested.
Do you sink or do you swim? Should this game flounder or flourish? Are the Cow Shit Slingers better than you?
Anti-Valko Rafayel mains are Encouraging other Rafayel mains to spend money, so it is expected for Rafayel to earn more than Caleb. Also, MYTH CARD. But that doesn't mean we accept it layin' down, ya bunch'a yellow-bellied, knuckle draggin', toothless cabin boys. 😤
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As a 🐺🐦⬛🦈 main, I strongly disapprove how Infold/Papergames handled this situation and I refuse to reinstall Love and Deepspace until they Bring Valko Back.
Yes. I'm aware what "Seinen" is. I know who the target of Record of Ragnarok is. Seinen targets young men, usually 18 up to 40 years in age.
You were focused on "target audience."
I'm focused on "anyone who wants to enjoy this content, can do so." Or more so, "should be able" to do so.
We're definitely not the same.
Some of my merch from Japan. I even decided to keep a Suica card.⬇️ There's also online shops/proxies that are not AliExpress and will help people buy Japanese merch for a fee. But it looks like I'm the only one putting in the legwork to find such merchandise for the thing I desire.
I'm old. Don't lecture me about demographics and business.
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I tend to say "I am fueled by caffeine and spite," but Valko pushed that further.
At first, I was neutral to having a sixth love interest, "Oh goody, a new source of diamonds to give to Sylus," but the more hate Valko got and the further the drama escalated, the more it fueled me to side with Valko. Because, "Wtf, what do you mean WE'RE too different, too "ugly" for you." Yes, WE because I understand what being hated and ostracized feels like. We, the players, know that Sylus would know what that feels like— Yes, I'm dragging him back here!ヽ(`Д´#)ノ
And as an artist and a creative myself, Valko deserved to stand side by side with his brothers—I say it this way because they're all created by the same company—the other male leads to the game Love and Deepspace. The stories the developers want to tell and the messages embedded into them deserve to be seen.
The cow dung girls disrespected all of the employees who worked on this game, to those who enjoy it, and wasted of beauty in a world I view as dismal and inhumane.
For context: I was praising an artist for their work. She drew her MC heavier/wider. But the radical feminists found me first. As always 🙄.
Valko needs to come back so I can continue watching the community tear itself apart, but for different reasons 😈. I'm awaiting the day I start seeing, "Valko mains are so toxic" and adjacent comments as used with every other main.
Do not be surprised by my scrutiny or "friendly fire from fellow XYZABC mains" when the LaDS playerbase Has Had infighting the past 2 years.
I've had this screenshot for a while. I finally pulled the time and energy to post it. Shuttup 😤. /nsrs, j
Here's a wild idea, InFold/Papergames releases Rafayel's 4th myth, returns Valko to the game, AND releases Sylus and Caleb's story updates. All at once. ALL TOGETHER.
Not gonna lie, when you think about it, you can't really surpass Sylus' mafia boss trope in the "edgy and dark" aesthetic. So, when I see people complaining about Valko being "too scary" or whatever, I just think they're really stupid. He's a businessman shown multiple times within 10 minutes to be a giant, playful puppy. The only ones who got offended by Valko's existence are the chronically online.
Valko phone wallpaper/collages, free to use. Don't remove my watermark. The orange one is better.
9 What you find most fascinating about Valko
I've always been fascinated by nekomimi ( 猫耳, cat ears), especially if the artists keep both human and animal ears, “Why? What function do the top ears serve?” As a dumbass kid—I had yet to fully become a nerd academically back then—I just made sense of the nekomimi as “antennas.” They could FEEL things like vibration, sound, or heat, but they weren’t connected to the actual anatomy of the ear. They couldn' HEAR or differentiate syllables. So, when (ex.) Inuyasha’s ears twitched, to the little kid version of me, it was because his ears were just “VERY sensitive because, of course, he's a hanyou. He has heightened senses.”
But also, Giant Pupper I can ✨️Bully✨️ affectionately. I wrestle my 52kg German Shepard for fun. Valko will also receive this treatment. If you have a large dog with some loose skin, do you ever do that thing where you're pulling and kneading their face like play doh? That's exactly what I expect to be doing. He's also a forward person which I appreciate.
15 What makes Valko Important to You?
As a CHARACTER, GEEEEEE, I DON’T KNOW. These children got his release cancelled. So, I don’t know much about him. We never got a chance to get to know the big, bad, buff, huffin’, puffin', werewolf.
But going off what I said above and his PVs, I appreciate how open he is to us. “When I like someone, I make a move.” Good. It’s one or the other, I don’t understand the social cues or I see them and completely say, “I dun give a fuck right now.” Either be candid with me or get out. If I love you, I will TELL you, and I want the same in return. This does not exclude the conversation from courtesy or civility. I think that’s the thing both Sylus and Rafayel were missing to me. I really don't care how you view them. Make your own post at this point.
Rafayel wears a jovial, theatrical mask to hide his burdens and loneliness. Sylus and Rafayel… Snarky banter is 50/50 with me. You're either really annoying so.... and I leave you, or you're my mutual/friend and thus have "personality privileges." There's no in between.
BUT in the grand scheme of things,
Valko represents what I’ve been repeating for the past couple of months, “Put your money where your mouth is.” [Rant also found here but for a different fandom] I wanted very much for InFold/Papergames to succeed, but their incompetence has led me to return to my “toxic ex,” Genshin Impact. This entire time, I’ve been reading/listening to the LaDS fandom’s grievances: the lighting issues, lack of hair amd body diversity, lack of materials for diamond farming—only once have I messaged the company in support of the fanbase calling these out before this boycott. But Valko’s cancellation was the final straw. Valko now represents “Us versus Them,” the massive billionaire company and their bootlickers taking advantage of us and our wallets.
Yes, I'm doing this thing.⬇️ But I'm not devoting a lot of effort into it, or paying Elon Musk for ranting space. 🙄
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Please don't tell me you were using Love and Deepspace as a metaphor for "coming out" to your parents. I'll give you grace right now, because that is a rather important issue, but... press the "Ask me anything" button next time.
Come Back Here. I'm not mad.
My number one advice to anyone questioning their sexuality or gender, Come out to people SAFELY.
Do not come out if you are at risk of loosing housing, food, health care, or at risk of being abused/assaulted. I had the privilege of being surrounded by people that accepted my queerness nonchalantly, mostly friends. Within my family, there's still some friction between my parents and myself—they do spew anti-queer (homophobia, transphobia, anti-gay, anyi-lesbian) rhetoric sometimes, but I can/do tell them they're being gross.
As for Love and Deepspace,
I tell people outright that I play Love and Deepspace. Assuming you're around mentally mature and sensible people, they'll shrug it off, say "That's cool," and move on, or they may ask you more about it. In which case, just tell them it's a mobile game with a cool story, combat, and events.
If you are not around mentally mature people, who are familiar with the toxicity of LaDS, I laugh rather loudly and nod "Yea–" because... they're not entirely wrong. Homophobia, transphobia, internalized misogyny, and this current wave of manic fans does not help LaDS's image in the general public.
For future reference, to send *Anonymous* asks—as in, I won't have access to your profile/who you are—you need to go to the author's profile, click the "Ask me anything" button, and toggle on "send anonymously." The "Ask me anything" button may change based upon the author's preference.
Which one of you was it?! Why are you following an account that hasn't been active in over a decade?/rh
I don't use FanFiction.net anymore. From what I remember, I didn't like the UI, but posted at least four things there. I made the account, copy+pasted my Quizilla one-shots, and never touched that website again.
The only reason I got around to deleting it is that I got ONE email notification after all this time.