a quiet girl trying

Just saw my old notes on my notes app, i feel so bad for my younger self omg. All I can do is thank her for always thugging it out 😭

I wish I had money to dress cool like the other girls my age, I'm too broke to even thrift. I'm also scared that what if I thrift something thinking it looks good only to come home and realize that it's pure trash and that I'm just super ugly and will never have nice things

What the hell do i do when all the jobs around me only accept highschool graduates fuck

I want to start a business so bad

i think i'm going to start doing everything i want to do despite how imperfect and ugly i feel

girls who grew up locked inside their house for a majority of their early childhood, only went on occassional mall trips with their moms, only socialized through mall playgrounds, watched tv all day till they felt sleepy, and only got to see glimpses of their fathers every once in a while stand up

when i was a kid i used to cry whenever i imagined myself alone, now it's the only thing i want. i just wish loneliness never catches up to me

when i give my heart away too much in a friendship and they still ghost me so now i have to do the right thing and delete my entire account like i never existed

i love you carmen sandiego i wish i could run away just like you

my teen girl fantasy is finding a gig/job that can fund my shopping, outings, needs, and then ultimately run away cuz i hate being in a financially unstable family