silver james kramer

Zara: you are WITH ME (till the end of line), don't let that thought ruin your fun my love 💖💖💖💖 you know how much i LOVE camping!!! always living my Skins fantasy with it 🤩😂

Zara: and i think you could really use it babeee!!! imagine... all that nature, being good for your soul. purifying!!! but i understand if you'd rather not, you know i wouldn't force anything ever. we can have girls night in any day 💖

Silver: don't go all america's ass on me, you know i can't say no to you 😥 i like camping, too...but it's the middle of the summer and it'll be hot as balls out there. and now i'll be worried about getting hit in the head with a rock🤭

Daejung: yeah, i do remember.

Daejung: i had a chat with him too... the one i promised you. later that day, after the punching incident.

Daejung: i think it's completely understandable that it hurts. it's all pretty recent, you know? take all the time you need to heal. healing is a long process but it can happen and i believe you'll come out of all this stronger 🖤 like you always do. you've been through hell and back and are still standing tall, silv. you are the strongest woman i know. so fierce and beautiful as ever.

Daejung: you deserve so much better, you deserve the world and someday you'll meet the right person that can give that to you, i promise 🖤 and please do not ever think you'd scare me away... we've been a part of each others lives for a decade now and this is a forever, you know it. through thick and thin.

Silver: I was so embarrassed...I didn't know what to do. When Kurt did that, I just remember falling on my knees right where I was next to Jess and Nat and crying...it almost made it worse. In case there were any people who didn't know that he'd hurt me, now they did, or they knew something was up...because my brother decided to defend me without me asking at the party.

Silver: thank you, moonie...but I sure as hell don't feel strong, fierce or beautiful right now. I feel like a piece of paper that's been crumpled up too many times, and you can't even get it flattened out any more because there're so many wrinkles..

Silver: you're right, i think if I was going to scare you away, I would've done it by now...but there's this saying, about love...they say that if you stop looking for it, it'll find you when you least expect it. i didn't expect to fall for finley, or feel that love from him...so if i let that go, go back to not looking, i'm afraid someone else will come along and hurt me again.

Zara: babygirl, love of my life, fire of my loins...

Zara: how does a girls night out in the woods this weekend sound for you? 😍

Silver: hello, my sun and stars...💕

Daejung: 😳 what's wrong? are you okay?

Daejung: but no, it could never be weird... we can totally meet up, you know it.

Silver: you remember what i told you when we were shopping for the 4th party? about how finley told me he had feelings for me when i got back? except he had them for teagan, too

Charlotte: of course dear! if he complains we'll just act like we didn't hear him.

Charlotte: alright, i'll give you cuddles and keep my mouth shut.

Charlotte: but you have to tell me what's going on. please? i'm worried about you.

Silver: act like we didn't hear him 😂😂😂 I CACKLED.

silver: this is why i love you. i've been "acting like i didn't hear him" for 12 and a half years lmao

Silver: I fell for this guy. I let my guard down really low, he made me feel like someone was finally seeing me for who I was. he made me glowy. by the time he admitted that he still has feelings for me, it hurt even more than him not having real feelings for me, because he also has feelings for my best friend..., who he got pregnant.

Aubrey: Do you think going out for karaoke on a first date is a good idea or a bad idea?

Aubrey: .... Asking for a friend 🙈💋

Silver: Good idea!!! that's actually so cute.

Silver: Uh huh 😏

Silver: i don't want to make you feel weird, or like you're in the middle of all this...

Silver: is there any way I could tear you away from Kurt for a little bit?

send in one thing that your muse has always wanted to say to mine, and my muse cannot say or do anything other than posting a gif of their reaction ( no longer accepting!! )

Make an assumption about me andI’ll tell you if its true or false. ( no longer accepting !! )

“True. I love her so fucking much...I don’t know what I did to get lucky enough to have her be my best friend. She and I have made it together over the years through shit you wouldn’t believe...and we have a bond that can’t be broken, even if you tried. Sorry, this is getting a little Jennifer’s Body, isn’t it?” ( @teaganalma )

Make an assumption about me andI’ll tell you if its true or false. ( no longer accepting !! )

“Jealous of what? Could you be more specific? The only things that makes me jealous are how fucking gorgeous she is, and I can never decide if I want to be her or be on her, you feel me?” ( @teaganalma )

Teagan: Holy shit...

Teagan: You're not being dramatic. Honestly, I try not to think too hard about it. On my end, I'm over it. I'm just focusing on the baby and what's going to be best for it in the long run which is Finley and I working together. Feelings make everything unnecessarily complicated. It sucked but I'm just as terrified of commitment as he is, so I couldn't be too mad or hurt long haul since I was doing the same thing and it was what we agreed on. Neither of us knew in a million years it'd end in a kid.

Teagan: What I'm not over is you hurting. I'll never be okay with that or accept it. You don't deserve it. All you've ever wanted is for someone to love you (and Pear) forever. Out of everyone I know, you deserve it most. I don't know all the details between you and Fin but I'll never forget after the carnival, hearing you talk about him and how happy you were. That didn't just come out of nowhere. I know in my gut Finley didn't intend on purposely hurting anyone, but that doesn't minimize that you ARE hurt. When you're hurting, it's not up to anyone to say you shouldn't be hurting. Period. What you feel is, and will always be, valid. Whether it was intended or not, Finley's actions still led you to believe that something serious was developing and that is real. He needs to know that and be held accountable so, hopefully, he can learn and grow from it so this doesn't happen again and no one else gets hurt.

Teagan: From the bottom of my heart, I'm so sorry you ended up in this situation. If I'd had any idea it was him you were seeing, you know I would have stopped right then and there. I didn't know until after and... well, here we are. The bottom line here, Silver, is you don't deserve to be treated as just an option. You're not just sex. You're not just a body. You are an incredible, strong, wise, caring woman who has been through hell and back and survived all of it. You deserve someone who is going to love and appreciate you the way you've always dreamed of. Hell, you deserve MORE than you've always dreamed of.

Teagan: I love you, Silver. I always have and I always will. And if you need to cry and eat ice cream, we can. I'll be doing the same thing because... hormones suck lmao. The point is I'm here for you. And I love you. And I see you and I recognize you for who you are, and most importantly, I acknowledge the pain you're in and the right you have to feel it.

Teagan: Hoes over bros and buds before studs, baby girl 🖤

Silver: I just wanted to vent to her...she was the last person I thought would defend him over us. So now that's just one more thing that's upsetting me.

Silver: I want you to know that I'm going to do everything I can for you, Teag. I asked my mom to go to my storage unit home in LA and ship Pear's old clothes out...plus the clothes I had bought for baby #2...before I lost him. Most of the clothes I had bought were gender neutral since I didn't know the gender for long before...anyway. So some of the clothes are Pear's and some have never been worn. I know you obviously don't know the gender, but that little boy or girl is going to be taken care of. I promise you that.

Silver: Please don't apologize babe, you're not the one who did anything wrong. Believe me, he knows how I feel. I told him that instead of stringing me on, he should've came and told me that he had feelings for me so we could've worked something out...before it got to this. I love you so goddamn much for everything you're saying about me...but now you know how I feel about you. You're such a beautiful soul, and you don't deserve the cards life has dealt you so far...but I can tell you what, that baby, it'll make everything worth it. Having Pear saved me. And you, you've saved me, too. More times than you know. You also deserve more than you could ever dream of, and I know one day you'll get it. You're right, all I've ever wanted was for someone to love me, and to love Pear as their own. I've felt like damaged goods for so long.

Silver: You know what hurts the most? How good he was with her. She asks about him, still texts him, she doesn't know anything is wrong. She felt safe enough to bring up her biological father to him, without me there. He can hurt me all he want, but he better not ghost her.

Finley: Let me make one thing clear: I was not using you for sex. I wasn't acting or pretending. I had feelings for you.

Finley: I still have feelings for you. There. Okay?

Finley: Trouble is I can never figure out what the fuck to do with those feelings because I don't want to be in a relationship. You know me, Silver. You know this about me but you decided to put me on a pedestal anyway.

Finley: Teagan and I... I don't know where to begin with that. This has been our deal for so long, but something just shifted that night. Neither of us meant for anything like this to happen, it just did? Obviously that's a whole lot more complicated now but it didn't mean I felt any less for you. I'm a bloody mess, Sil, but I'm not a liar.

Silver: Fuck you.

Silver: Just fuck you, Fin.

Silver: You put me through ALL of this to finally man up and tell me you feel the same???

Silver: You should've come to me and talked to me about it. About how you had feelings for me but didn't want a relationship, we could've worked it out. I put you on a pedestal because of how you treated me, but obviously that man is long gone.

Silver: You don't get to do that. You don't get to say you have feelings for me after you fucked off to London for two weeks and left me here to pick up the pieces you left behind.