Change is one of the most difficult things that we face, but change is inevitable. One reason we don’t like change is we get comfortable where we are. We get used to our friends, our job, the place we live, and even if it’s not perfect we accept it because it’s familiar. What happens is because we’re not willing to change, we get stuck in what God used to do instead of moving forward into what God is about to do. Just because God’s blessed you where you are doesn’t mean you can just sit back and settle there. You have to stay open to what God is doing now. What worked five years ago may not work today. If you’re going to be successful you have to be willing to change. Every blessing is not supposed to be permanent. Every provision is not supposed to last forever. We should constantly evaluate our friendships. Who’s speaking into your life? Who are you depending on? Make sure they’re not dragging you down, limiting you from blossoming. Everybody is not supposed to be in our life forever. If you don’t get rid of the wrong friends you will never meet the right friends.

I’ll always keep you inside; you healed my heart and my life.

I’ve said it so many times
I would change my ways, no, never mind
God knows I’ve tried


Call me a sinner, call me a saint
Tell me it’s over, I’ll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me it’s over, I don’t want you to hurt
It’s all that I can say
So I’ll be on my way

I can cry at any moment just thinking about it Sometimes I hide it from the folks that I’m hanging around with I should apply for a new soul cause I think it’s invalid Somebody told me when I die I’ll be safe but I doubt it

I only want you. I don’t care if everyone says I deserve better, or if you’re not perfect. I don’t want anyone else but you. It’s been you since the beginning and it is going to be you until the end. I will fight for you as hard as I can, and I will show no weakness when it gets hard fighting for us. I want you.. I just hope you want me the same way.

I never thought that we would end. I looked at you and I saw someone that I would love forever.

There’s this thing that happens when you begin to get over a person, you start to care less. And it feels like you’re being released from these shackles that have been around your ankles for the longest time. And you don’t check on them everyday like you used to. And when you see them with somebody else, you just hope that they’re happy. And I guess you always love them, but not in the same way. You love them and you want them to be happy, but you don’t want to be the reason for their happiness anymore. And you don’t think about them before bed, or cry about them anymore. And you can still feel them in your heart, but it doesn’t hurt anymore.

I wish I could say what I really wanted to. No, I don’t want the generic “how are you doing?” small talk conversation. I want a genuine conversation like we used to have all the time; every day and night. I want to be authentic and real. I want to tell you that I think about you everyday. I want to tell you that I tweet about you all the time. I want to know why you never said a word when I shared a song I wrote about you. I want to tell you that I dream about you way too often. I want to tell you that I miss you more than anything. I want to tell you that I wish you’d come back. Above everything, I want to tell you that I love you and that the longer we’re apart, the more I feel like you were just a dream because my memories of you are fading.