Ramblings of a Lunatic

"I changed your mind and it appeared.Through stained glass eyes and colorful tears

Fine

Maybe I'll pretend right now, but I swear to God

I'm gonna change the world. I promise you Someday we'll tell ourselves 'Oh my God, this is paradise'"

-- Pierce The Veil

y'all 2020 has been a BITCH. Many tears shed and angry days and nights spent wondering what the heck was gonna come next.

This is how I spent my 2020. I let the bullshit and the negativity cloud my mind and force me to believe that nothing was going right in my life.

Well I'm here to tell you, lots of great stuff happened in 2020 too. I got my ADD diagnosis and started new medication that has CHANGED my life! I got to spend a few weeks broadening my education and learned sooo many new things about hair. My clients showed me such incredible love and support through what seemed to be the scariest time I've had in a long time. My family has stayed healthy through the chaos. My best friends had BEAUTIFUL children. I found my passion for makeup again.

I will NOT spend 2021 this way. So take a good look now, because you won't see me this way again. I will not be complacent and a victim.

How it's going (2020) vs. How it started (2017)

This clown makeup was the first time I ever attempted any sort of fancy face makeup! I fell off the bandwagon for a few years and then came back in 2019 with a vengeance and I haven't looked back since!