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Does lt ever get better? Is this really it? Im a ghost and a clown. No one has ever loved me the way I needed. And I'm no special person that is given the right of that. But i still want to feel valued. Is it so wrong to feel valued by the people you love and the people who claim to love you? How blind can you be. Its falling apart constantly and the only times it ever really gets caught is because i care. Im so tired and lonely. When will someone see the struggles and the softness inside me and realize what it is and who i really am. Ive destroyed my being bit by bit for someone who forgets about me. Over and over and over again. What is my purpose? What am I suppsed to achieve from this? What is the lesson? Am i just meant to be stuck here?

Im so alone haha