TC

Please tell me I’m not the only one who makes up some reason to talk to their tc and regrets it later because you know it was a stupid reason and now they’re probably suspicious?

Right now he's the familiarity I long to see, like returning home, coming back to the known. Despite knowing that we'll immediately fall back into our dysfunctional patterns and his company won't bring me any peace and certainty I long for.

can we just talk abt the “look”,,, that one fucking look that your tc gives you that just sets you off in every right and wrong way??

Get you someone with a sweet heart and a dirty mind

I hate that I can’t have you. There’s no one that looks like you, no one that talks like you, says my name like you do, or has the same interestests as you. No one has the same eyes you do.Even if there was I don’t want them. I don’t want anyone similar to you...I want YOU. There’s only one of you and I can’t have you. That’s why this hurts so bad.

Don’t mind me just thinking about all the cute shit my tc must do during the summer months like take long walks at the park, play with their kids, and read a thicc book on a patio when it’s too hot to do anything else

I want her to dream me. I want her to dream me twice a week for the rest of the summer, sweet and crazy and beautiful and clothed in seductive whispers. Why should I be alone in this game of haunting? Why only me to long and feel?