Taqib

Fuck this bs man.

Sometimes I wonder why I am still alive. I am imprisoned in my agony.

The pain comes in waves. The suffering truly never ends.

I can't ask anyone for help even if I want to.

Not all girls deserve any of your love, but one girl deserves all of it.

Sometimes you feel so damaged that when you think about marriage you just go like, "nah, no point in ruining someone's life. People probably deserve better."

my parents never taught me to love myself. now my life is almost a mess and i hate myself.

ya Allah, even if its taking time, allow me to be a good man. so that i can provide the good things for my future wife, give her and my children the happiness i didn’t get.

the most beautiful small stories are two broken people coming together, consoling each other and living by themselves at a distance from everyone, helping each other take care of themselves and growing like two plants in a pot.

Sad hours vibing.

I feel sad. I pray Allaah forgives my sins and admits me to His jannah despite my shortcomings and lowly existence.

I can't wait to get a proper job and get married. Ya Allaah 😿🤲