smau!, where you agreed to casually see satoru gojo. what you didn't agree to is him trying to be something more than fwb
satoru is down bad, reader is kinda mean, pining, suggestive, satoru is annoying (canon), satoruâs a geek, reader finds it cute, heâs down BAD & doesnât even hide it, satoru runs his mouth A LOT, gets nervous & flustered around reader, heâs a silly boy
satoru sighs. did he really fuck this up again?
âstop sulking. the professor is looking at us,â kento says, his stern eyes seeing the deepened pout on gojoâs face.
âi just donât understand, why is she like this? nanami, do you think iâm a whore?â
âis this a rhetorical question?â
satoru gasps. loudly. âreally?â
couple of people turn around to look at them and nanami sighs, his eyes closing for a second.
âi think you had more girls in your bed than there are girls enrolled in this class.â
kento turns back to his notebook and writes down the equations while satoru looks around and tries to count all the girls. âno, thereâs too many. i think i had twice less. what number even makes someone a whore?â he genuinely asks, looking at his friend.
âwhat do you think?â nanami mumbles, still writing.
âlike⌠twenty three?â
âthis is why she doesnât want any business with you.â
nanami doesnât answer satoru till the very end of the lecture.
suguru laughs his ass off as he reads the messages satoru is showing him.
theyâre sitting in a cafeteria at the central table. itâs loud and packed yet they exist in their own world. shoko is drinking juice, nanami is slowly eating, suguru is having the time of his life and satoru is sulking.
âhow can i fix this disaster?â he asks for the tenth time and pouts even harder, his long limbs hitting the table. âguys, iâm being for real. i love her. like really fucking love. i get that sense of calmness when sheâs around and i donât wanna lose her. what do i do?â
âapologise,â kento finally says, his eyes never leaving his food.
âare you serious?â shoko asks tiredly playing with her hair.
âdo you canât think yourself?â he sighs and satoru notices a crease between nanamiâs eyebrows.
âbro, chill. youâll get wrinkles! and yes, of course iâm serious!â
âget her nice flowers and something she likes,â geto finally says, his eyes scanning the crowd. ânow shut up, sheâs coming.â
âclose that damn mouth,â shoko hisses and turns around to wave.
you smile and then notice satoru. he grins, revealing his white teeth and you roll your eyes but still sit in front of him and next to shoko.
âhi.â he says first. suguru nudges him. hard. âouch, i just said hiââ
âhi, satoru. do you guys can help me with my physics homework?â you look at nanami and he nods but then, of course, gojo has to chirp in. âyes! yes i can! what is it? we can study at mineââ
ânanami can help meââ
âno, no, no, kento is busy with other stuff but me, iâm entirely free! whenever you want! i can pay you so you agree!â
âsatoru, stop. okay, tutor me. just stop rambling.â
âyes! whatever you say gorgeous!â
you sigh and eat your salad as satoru just stares at you with almost heart-shaped eyes. he is so dumb it almost looks cute.
youâre still mad, though.
âso⌠can i pick you up tonight at 7?â
he canât shut up to save his life, can he?
when you look up, he immediately shrinks. âokay you look angry.â
âyes satoru, you can pick me up at 7.â
âthank god i thought youâd hit me.â
âokay iâm shutting up now!â
it takes him three seconds to break his word.
âyou actually mean i can come at 7 and you wonât just close the door right in my face? because remember that one timeââ
this time, itâs nanami who nudges him hard.
at 7:03 satoru is knocking at your door. suguru told him not to wear anything too much so he wore his favourite blue tee and jeans. this wasnât too much, right?
when you open the door he inhales sharply. everyone is muted for him - he canât hear the roar of his carâs engine, the wind, the othercars on the road. you are in jeans and top yet it feels like youâre wearing something ethereal.
âhello?â you look at him as satoru malfunctions and just stares at you. his eyes trail from your face to your chest and then to your legs. he gulps.
âsorry! haha. you lookâ you look gorgeous. uhh⌠are you ready? i didnât kill the engine, thought we will drive right awayââ
âdo i make you nervous?â
âsatoru.â you smile and place your palm on his chest and he visibly pales. âyou okay?â
âi might faint right now.â
âletâs go inside for a minute. give me your keys, iâllââ
he doesnât even wait. just puts the keys in your hand and walks into your flat. he knows his way around.
when you get back you find him on the sofa. satoru is playing with his fingers as he looks around. he fidgets too hard and you smile softly while looking at him. he is so geeky, you never noticed that. now you think of all times when right after hook ups he would ramble about digimons and some stuff you never thought gojo satoru would even pay attention to. he would trace patterns on your hip as he went on and on about nerdy things that seemed weird for satoru. with his reputation being a frat no one would think he was smart as hell too. and actually knew stuff.
âi have something for you,â you smile. satoru snaps his head to look at you. âw-what? hey, i also have something for you but itâs in the carââ
âyeah i know. i already got the flowers out, dummy. thanks.â you point at flowers in the vase in the kitchen and satoru exhales. he nods and waits till you say something.
âhere,â you say as you come back with a plate. âhomemade. for you.â
he looks at the chocolate cake and then back at you. as you hand him the fork satoru is still processing. he eats a small piece and thenâ moans.
satoru literally moans. he is unhinged!
âfreak,â you mutter as he starts eating the cake. with his mouth full, satoru says, âm-marry me. this is the best treat i have ever eaten, oh my god!â
âyou promised weâd study,â you smile. gojo nods, âafter i finish eating this cake. and then you. gosh, iâm never letting you go. please be mine. i can drop on one knee. i can kiss your feetââ
âokay stop. ew. whatâs got into you? i mean, youâve always been⌠deranged, but now? itâs even worse.â
âiâm justââ he starts and suddenly shuts up which is very unusual for satoru. âletâs drive to mine. can i take the cake though?â
you roll your eyes while you pack the rest of the cake. you never mention that it was made for him in the first place.
as soon as satoru opens the door you know something is up.
the dim lights, nice smell, everything is too cleanâ
âsatoru, what is this.â
he stops and you bump into his back. his hand never leaves yours, now he squeezes it harder and turns to you. ââm sorry.â
âiâm so dumb and i wanted this to be nice and then we had an argument and i fucked up again.â gojo sighs and you have to peep whatâs in front of him. your mouth falls agape because you see candles, dinner, roses and itâs so nice you just stare.
âsatoru⌠no one has ever done this for me.â you whisper.
âreally?â itâs satoruâs turn to stare at you in disbelief as he steps away and you see the full picture. you just canât comprehend whatâs happening because you never thought he would do something like this.
âthank you. iâm not mad at you by the way. soâŚletâs tutor later?â
âuhh⌠of course! oh my god. wait, i also got the cupsââ
the rest of the evening is a blur of trying each otherâs dishes, kisses and that kind of laugh that makes your stomach ache.
you quickly thank all gods you know & donât for the fact that itâs saturday and you donât have any classes.
when you try to sit up you feel heavy hand on your waist. satoru mumbles something in his sleep and you have to lay back because he doesnât let you go.
âtoru, itâs almost noon,â you say, turning to face him. he cracks one eyes open and murmurs, âalmost doesnât count.â
âtutoring session, hello? also, shower.â you answer and try to pry his hand off but he is too strong.
âtogether?â he grins. you look at him with that kind of expression. âokay got it!â
after shower, when you are having your breakfast, satoru is unusually quiet. you bear with it for only twenty minutes.
âwhat is it? spill it out.â
âyou know me so well,â he whipers. âokay i needed to say that yesterday but i just couldnât."
he stops eating the leftovers of chocolate cake and sighs. âpromise you will hear me out till the end.â
âwhen we first agreed to see each other i was so happy, because you never made me feel like you had feelings and it was so easy with you. we just met, hooked up, no obligations, nothing. and then after some months i realised that⌠it was me who caught the feelings. and i was embarrassed because me? really? i was the one who never caught them and now look where i am.â
âbut itâs impossible not to fall for you. youâre kind, youâre so smart itâs sexy, you have your goals in life and you always help people out. i remember coming to your apartment drunk and you took care of me. even though you could just shut the door right in my face, you know? or remember when me and suguru needed help with that asshole prof and you talked to him for us? and you would think you were mean to me but god, i wouldnât trade it for the world. youâre the reason iâm still enrolled in this uni. when my grades started slipping i knew you would pay attention to that so i stopped going to couple of parties to catch up. because i know how much you value education. i want to be your equal. i want to be the guy you come home to, the guy you kiss, the guy who makes love to you, the guy at whom you look with that fond look in your eyes. i want to be yours. god, this is cheesy, right? butâŚâ
he stops, his breathing ragged. he needs couple of seconds to calm himself down and then he reveals a small box under the sofaâs pillow. you look at it wide-eyed.
ânot a ring. yet.â he smiles and opens it, revealing a van cleef bracelet. in gold and baby blue. the colour of his eyes.
âcan i be your boyfriend?â
you look up at him and you realise you have tears in your eyes. when you start laughing at the same time tears start streaming down your face.
âwhat is it? did i say something wrong? do you not like the bracelet? i also got in black just in caseââ
you laugh harder and press your forehead to his. you nod and whisper, âyes, satoru. you can be my boyfriend.â
you leave a kiss on his lips. satoruâs whole body relaxes and he kisses you again and again and again, his hand cupping your cheek.
âthank god. i would cry if you said no.â he mumbles and kisses your jaw. as he leans away he pulls the bracelet on your left hand because he knows you write with your left and like having accessories on your writing hand.
satoru pays attention to things. he knows your exact order in coffee shops, knows how much you love books, knows your favourite music rotation in the car, knows why you adore the colour blue and now?
now satoru gojo knows the way right into your heart. and he never plans to leave.
a/n hi hey helloo!!!! first of all, thank yall for the love. it was soooo fun to write this & i canât wait to write more!! i have so many ideas and headcanons for gojo itâs embarrassing lol. thank u for the likes, comments and reblogs! my phone was constantly sending me notifs from tumblr to the point that my friends were like girl..? lmaooo
also as u can see i didnât make a taglist for this part bc i saw how tumblr thinks taglists are spam so im sorry for that :(
tell me what do you think about this ending!! also there gonna be moreeee of them!! i think iâll add couple of chapters that have domestic kind of vibes + their uni life
and thanks to everyone again! see yall soon <3