Don't Let Me Say Something True: a fratboy Jack/nerdy Robby AU
by @club-medical & @sisyphusj
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Internalized Homophobia, Slurs, Alcohol, Weed, Dubious Consent
Jack felt the edge of his bedroom window digging into his shoulder, the cold metal biting hard even through his hoodie. The night air was just as cold, harsh in the back of his smoke-roughened throat. But there was no cold on earth that could touch him when he had Michael’s hot breath surging against his sweatpants as Jack ground Michael’s face into his cock. Jesus, Michael wasn’t fighting him, not even a bit. Instead, Michael was letting out little shivering whines and his hands were pawing at the tensed muscle of Jack’s thighs.
“Christ, Mike, you’re actually a goddam fag, aren’t you?” Jack whispered.
Michael’s dazed eyes turned up to him, focusing, a flicker of anger in their dark depths. His nose was pink from chafing against the cotton.
If Michael were a girl, Jack thought, it would all be cute. Really fucking cute. And if Michael were a girl, it’d explain the electric thrill Jack felt looking at him. Michael wasn’t a girl, though, so Jack was having to do this without explanations, without slowing down long enough for his brain to catch up with his dick. So he yanked Michael away just long enough to start tugging one-handed at the drawstrings of his sweats. And fuck, fuckfuckfuck, Michael saw and licked his lips.
“You sucked a lot of cock, Robinavitch?” Jack asked. He wanted it to sound like a snarl, but he was too breathless for it to quite land.
“No,” Michael said, defensive. “Never done this.”
“Gotta compete with Becky, then, huh?” Jack teased.
Michael took the bait. Jesus, Jack couldn’t believe that worked. But yeah, maybe he should’ve guessed that the full-ride scholarship kid would jump at a challenge.
{ it's not gay if you tell yourself it isn't }