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Lunacy 30x40 #art🎨 #expressionism

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Float #art🎨 #ilya_shkipin #bayareaart

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"If you are lonely when you're alone, you are in bad company." - Jean-Paul Sartre

This is finally hear... Some of the songs been released in one form or another, but they were revised and remastered. Songs on this album include fan favorite Walking on a coldfront, which took it's final form after like 100 recordings, including very first recording we did on our s/t album that myseteriously got unreleased (that version can still be found on YouTube and it still holds some kind of loserish charm). The link to the album will be in our bio. Also tapes and cds will be available soon! Special thanks to Elemenno Palmetto for collaborating on album cover, mastering and sampling and to Bryan Santizo (#howscandinavian for helping with some of the mixes! https://breadonbread.bandcamp.com/album/pop-grave-basic-sharpie #thelaytcomers #indie #postpunk #lp #bayarea #diy #rock #experimental #losers #unemployable #grownasssmen

#losers #postpunk #diy #bayarea #thelaytcomers #lp #rock #howscandinavian #grownasssmen #indie #experimental #unemployable

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Don’t get me wrong I’m not bashing the idea of a relationship. It is a basic human need, find that connection and biological reproduction. But I hate that idea of “happily ever after” that is ingrained in our culture, that we feed our children. “Find that princess that will be your second half, find that prince that will be your second half”. Fuck that idea, there are no half, only whole and you should be looking for other person when you feel whole by yourself. Otherwise you’ll be desperate, needy, trying to fit someone into the idea of a fantasy you build up in your head and a “happily ever after” quickly turns into a “burning together”.

Romantic love is the New Age religion, an escapist poison that claims to save us from our existential dread. This poison is spread by Disney movies and romantic comedies, it is a single cause for the existence of Nice Guys and Romantic Twilight Girls (sides of the same coin), who cling on to the idea of finding a “significant one” as though it will save them.

#art🎨 #art #childhood #parents #painting #expressionism #abstract #figurative

#art🎨#figurative #parents #childhood #art #painting #abstract #expressionism

Self-portrait as a dog. . . . . . . . . . #portrait #art🎨 #art #surrealism #contemporaryart #expressionism

#art #art🎨#portrait #expressionism #contemporaryart #surrealism

Wine drinker or there is a ghost in my house. . . . . . #art🎨 #contemporaryart #painting #ghost #wine

#painting #wine #ghost #art🎨#contemporaryart

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am i me or am i a laceration

i am slowly becoming a painter. slowly i am learning.

a role pushed on me by me. my own hands. these small meaningless hands. to be an artist - is to be honest, but my ego doesn’t want to let it go.

to be honest i have to die, kill my own dishonesty. take it out. throw it away.

steadily, inch by inch, take it out of my body, like a giant parasite worm, infecting my perception, blurring my vision.

dishonesty is a powerful thing, it fights, it grabs on.

i don’t remember why i became this way, I just know I have to be it or else I’ll die and this is the only reason to be.

i have to let it grow. i have to let it consume me. i have to let it become me.

i have to rip my eyes out to learn to see color.

i have to let my bones rot to see soul. to strangle it inside of me with a tight grip, let it mix with vomit, with flesh, with pain.

it always felt fake. i always have to fight it. the reasons why are so surface level. holding on to the surface in order to dive deeper, to sink fully. to let myself rot in this. to make it the only pain I know, consume it. let it grow.

kill the dishonesty in me.

don’t let it go.

let me choke on it.

Thursday is the new Friday so come kick it with the Laytcomers, NYRE, The Family Flaw and Daisy Chain Reaction at the Hemlock tonight! Doors at 8:30, show at 9, $7. Be there or be square . . . #show #bayarea #sf #music #concert #indiemusic #punk #rock #noise #garagerock #experimental #postpunk #sanfrancisco #live #livemusic #livemusicrocks #hemlocktavern #thelaytcomers #nyre #thedaisychainreaction #thefamilyflaw

I am not a swimmer...

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