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the saddest thing i’ve ever done was beg someone to love me the way I loved them

Oh how little you mean to those who mean the world to you.

the point is… the point is that I loved you. Wholeheartedly, vein deep, I felt it in my cells. And that’s okay. My blood stream will forget what it was like to feel you. my skin will have new scars that you won’t know and that you won’t have caused. The skin by my eyes will have new lines from laughing at jokes that you won’t know. My hands will hold new people that you won’t recognize. Life is going to go on. I want to apologize to my heart, wholeheartedly and vein deep, for putting it through something as terrible and toxic and amazing as you. I want to tell my heart that we’re gonna get through this. I’m loving in new ways, now.

really do wish everyone finds peace within themselves

Teach me how to gracefully let go of things not meant for me.

I think the worst shit you can do to someone you claim to love is not take their feelings into consideration. It’s so emotionally damaging.

A lot of the time we fall in love with potential. Falling in love with someone’s potential is a dangerous game.

Sometimes in happy moments I feel overwhelmed to the point of tears, because I remember at one point I was so lost and broken and could’ve never imagined feeling this way again