honestly it's been like 10 years now and i recently just thought of your fics out of nowhere while thinking abt my highschool days and i was like "i wonder what she's doing now". idk if you still check your tumblr but i'm very glad to see you haven't deleted it. i wish you well and i hope life treats you nicely. sending lots of love ā¤ļø also wow i can't believe how fast time flies
Thank you for taking the time to send such a sweet message and thinking of me, it really made my day <3 It's crazy to think it's been that longā¦time really goes by too fast. I'm doing pretty well lately, though this year has been a little rough health-wise for me. I don't plan on ever deleting anything, so everything here should stay up unless tumblr dies, lol. And I think I'll always be attached to this site since it's where me and my wife met. ^^
I'm still writing a fair amount, though it's mostly original stuff I may or may not try and publish someday. If I'm lucky, I should get to wrap up the first draft of the second book of a duology by the end of the year (thatās a mouthful lmao). It's a mess but I'm excited to have it done since it's been a while since I've completed a full-length story.
Sending love to you too, and I hope life is treating you well!! <3
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I know ur hiatused from shinee fics, but I just wanted to pop in and tell you that I think One of Those Nights is one of the most beautiful fics I've ever read.
Thank you so much!!! This was the best message to wake up to lol. I really loved writing that fic and looking back on it makes me super nostalgic...it was one my first attempts at a longer story too, I think, so it's always really sweet to hear it was memorable. <3
This was such a sweet message to wake up to <3 Thank you anon! I hope youāve been well too.
Iām actually writing fic along with the original stuff I donāt post now, itās just all been for Genshin Impact. Mostly just smutty oneshots but Iāll be posting some longer stuff too for a big bang soonish. ^^ I primarily write Albedo/Xingqiu and post on ao3 as creamyalbedo, but I write a few other pairings too.
Hi! first of all, let me say that I've been following you for so many years, and even after all this time your writing is still my favorite. It brings me happiness and so much comfort, so thank you, truly. I have also been wondering if you ever plan to make you fics available on AO3? I know you have a couple there, but I guess I was wondering more about your earlier stories, like Synchronicity and other jongyu ones. Again, thank you for sharing your stories and your talent with us mortals!
Anon, thank you so much for this ;-; It really made my day!!! I canāt express enough what a confidence booster this was, especially since Iām struggling in the middle of planning a longer story rn <3 Iām so glad to hear youāve been reading for so long!! Even when I havenāt talked with people directly or only on anon, itās just really cool to know thereās that kinda history lol.
Iāll admit Iāve thought about moving stuff onto AO3 before, but have just avoided it out of embarrassment. Writing fics for shinee is really the first time I ever tried writing stories or anything, so looking back at it can feel a bit...oof, even if I am fond of an older story (tho I feel that way looking at present stuff too).
So...thank you anon for the little push/encouragement. ^^ I will work on at least getting my longer stories up there so theyāre easier to read!
I felt some weird self-created pressure to keep only the āhighest qualityā stuff Iāve done on there, but I mean...it IS an archive, so itās fair to put everything up haha. And tumblr is kinda a tough place to read fics on (also calling myself out for never updating my masterlist).
Ty for the request!! I wanted to respond right away so I donāt forget (since Iām not on tumblr as much anymore) but also donāt want to promise anything since I have so many WIPs at the moment.
If I do try and fill this, itāll probably be for that skies of arcadia/pirate verse, set on the first night jongyu met. ^^ Itāll also probably be a while away.
Also...if you ended up here through my genshin fics (just guessing because of the topic of the request), Iām super impressed since I donāt really advertise my pseud lmao.
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Taeminās friendship with Jinki has been strained for months. When Jinki ditches their evening plans once again without explanation, Taemin follows him to see what Jinki had abandoned him for. He finds Jinki in the arms of a charming air pirate named Jonghyunāand after a few rounds of drinks, finds their relationship even more intriguing than it had first appeared.
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I started this a few months back when I started replaying Skies of Arcadia. Consider it part of my ārevisiting the setting of old unrated JRPGs with the Digital Devil Saga inspired fic. ^^ This has always been one of my favorite RPG settings. Though it can be a bit cheesy, itās wholesome and fun.
I want to apologize/prewarn that this may be pretty low-quality, but hopefully isnāt confusing or riddled with too many errors. I didnāt really have anyone to beta it so I did the proofreading myself, even though Iām terrible at that. Whether or not hammocks can actually be used the way they are in this fic, I have no idea, but I prioritized horniness over physics here.
There is a bit of a hanging ending because I have a semi-complete plot for this verse, though I donāt know if Iāll revisit it since Iām busy with original things. So the open/kinda sad ending here is definitely not the ārealā one. Since this is a oneshot, Iāve gone ahead and put the full fic below the cut.
Taemin ran a thumb along the cork of the wine bottle in his lap.
Jinki shouldāve shown up by now. This afternoon, Taemin had been late for his daily briefing from the Valuan Armada because heād slipped away to remind Jinki of their plans. There was no chance Jinki could have forgotten, and it wasnāt as if their plans required any preparations. They were going to meet for drinks and cards after dinner. That was all Taemin had asked for.
And yet, despite all Taeminās reminders, the plan had fallen through. Taemin set the bottle down on the table hard enough to rattle the still-empty glasses. When was the last time theyād gotten to spend time alone? Months ago?
With every day his mother got older, the court circled closer to him, desperate for some sort of connection before the Empress died and Ā his ass was permanently cemented on the throne. Nobles that had ignored him for years, thinking their efforts at winning favor were better spent on his mother, now acted like his best friend. Taemin pretended not to notice and dismissed them as smoothly as he could. He didnāt want sycophants. If he was ever going to take advice, he wanted it to be from someone that had always been there for him.
Only he didnāt have someone like that anymore. That was becoming more and more apparent.
Tonight wasnāt the first time Jinki had snubbed him. For the past year, Jinki had withdrawn. They no longer shared tables at parties, no longer met in the Armada training yards to hone their swordplay or marksmanship, no longer sent each other suffering looks when an admiral decided to ruin an evening with inflated tales of the latest land they had conquered or air pirate they had apprehended.
Well. Taemin still sent Jinki looksāthey just werenāt returned.
Taemin had tried to broach the distance between them. Surely, something had gone wrong to make their friendship to change so drastically. But every time he asked, Jinki would give him that damned glowing smile and insist things were the sameāhe was just tired, or busy, or distracted. Taemin would feel stupid for worrying and drop it, then feel stupid again once the evening was done and he returned to the royal wing with a knot in his chest.
He gave Jinki another quarter hour. The rapid-fire thwacks as Taemin shuffled his cards drowned out the unrelenting ticks of the grandfather clock, but his eyes never left it.
The quarter hour passed. Five more minutes, he told himself. Then one last shuffle, as if that were a unit of time.
His hands shookāwith rage, hurt, or shame, he didnāt knowāand when the two stacks of cards interlocked and bent, he misjudged their placement. The edges caught, sending the deck flying out the two neat stacks and across the table.
Taemin swore and stood, leaving the cards scattered.
The door of the lounge slammed behind him. He stomped towards the wing of the palace where Jinki spent most of his nights. Though his family had a mansion a short walk away in Upper City, they kept a suite at the palace, too. His mother and father were heavy enough drinkers that a closer place to crash after parties was prudent.
Taemin rapped a gloved hand against the door. The head servant of their palace staff answered, eyes widening when he recognized Taemin. The poor man wasnāt at fault for Jinkiās failure to appear, so Taemin tried to manage a smile.
āGood evening,ā Taemin said. āIām looking for Jinki. He was supposed to meet me in the Silver Moon lounge for drinks. Is he in there? Is it possible heās gone to the wrong room for our meeting?ā
āIām sorry, your highness. I wasnāt aware he had a meeting with you. Heās left for the night.ā
Taemin froze. āLeft?ā
āIām afraid so.ā
āAnd he didnāt tell you what for?ā
The man shook his head. āIām sure it must have been urgent, if he abandoned your appointment without speaking to you first.ā
āIām sure it was.ā Taemin crossed his arms and scowled. If Jinki didnāt want to be friends with him any longer, the least he could do was say it. āThanks for letting me know, at least.ā
āOf course, your highness. I apologize again for his absence.ā
The servant gave a hasty bow and shut the door with a too-loud click, no doubt eager to escape a pissed-off prince.
Taemin stared at the lacquered oak, then snapped out of his daze and paced the hall as he tried to decide what to do with another night alone. He stopped at one of the palaceās dozen balconies that looked over the grounds and squinted through the fog. Under the yellow moon and its constant storms, even wealth and magic werenāt enough to create the sort of lush and well-tended gardens royalty possessed in books. Instead, their status was displayed through fountains, statues, intricate marble pathways, and electric lamps to make up for the lack of natural color.
Though the rainfall was no more than a drizzleāa rarityāonly a few figures strolled the grounds. Taemin propped an elbow against the window ledge and watched. The lights cast everything in a faint, murky yellow, but he could make out the black piping of a familiar coat at a distance.
His jaw flexed in anger. Heād recognize that stupid out of fashion garment anywhere.
Dashing down the stairs, he ran towards an exit that would put him closest to where heād spotted Jinki.
He needed to see what was so damn important to make Jinki skip out on him.
The way out sent him past one of the palaceās dozen laundry rooms. He grabbed a plain outfit and rain cloak as he passed through, figuring a change of clothes would help him escape notice if he had to tail Jinki further out of the palace grounds.
Jinkiās pace was leisurely, and Taeminās rush allowed him to catch up with Jinki just as he reached one of the lesser-used and lazily-guarded gates between the palace and the Upper City.
They both passed through without questions. When they reached a crowded strip of brightly-lit theatres, shops, and pubs, Taemin almost lost interest in his pursuitāwhat could be found in one opulent drinking place that wasnāt found in the palace?ābut he continued to follow until Jinki ducked into an alleyway.
The alley was empty when Taemin rounded the corner. He swore, convinced that heād lost Jinki, then spotted an open manhole cover. He approached the entrance slowly, nose wrinkling at the stink that emitted from inside. After waiting a minute to give Jinki a better lead, he climbed down the ladder.
Grabbing clothes turned out to be a brilliant idea. Taemin changed out of his dinner clothes as he walked along the dark tunnel, heart racing. Judging by its direction and slope, the tunnel led to the Lower City. The new clothes wouldnāt allow him to blend in perfectly, but at least they werenāt silk, and the cloak would cover most of it. Heād only have to worry about his boots.
Finally, he reached an end and another open manhole. Taemin climbed up, worried if he waited too long heād lose Jinki in the unfamiliar streets above. When he emerged into another alley, all he had to do was step out onto the street to find Jinki again.
Taemin closed the distance between them. The constant rumble of thunder drowned out his heaviest footsteps, and even if Jinki turned, only half of the street lamps worked. The few that did flickered, switching the appearance of those passing beneath them from pallid to jaundiced on a whim. Only the periodic flash of lightning might give away his face, but Jinki never looked back.
They wound their way through the dirty streets of Lower City, until finally, Jinki approached one of the battered buildings that lined the stone-and-cement paths.
A pub.
Taemin let him enter alone. Why would Jinki come here? And why would he refuse to tell anyone about it? If he simply wanted to avoid Taemin or the other nobility and drink alone, itād make sense, but the visit was hardly illicit. Plenty of nobles enjoyed visiting the Lower City for their less-than-legal affairs or an unrestrained night on the town. If Jinki enjoyed slumming it, Taemin couldnāt imagine why heād keep it so secret.
One of the pubās walls was half open, separated from an outside porch by a single counter. A tin veranda protected the crowd and tables that spilled outside from the steady rain. Most of the drinkers appeared to be workers, judging by the soot and ash that covered their arms and breeches. There were othersāa few low-ranking soldiers and off-duty servants as wellābut one table stood out amongst the rest.
The men and women seated there wore mismatched clothes, some in dresses, vests, scarves, and shirts. All were armed, visibly or otherwise. And each outfit had one thing in common: a touch of blue.
Blue Rogues. Pirates.
Taemin shifted his attention to the entry and exit of the pub and waited. If Jinki stayed inside, Taemin would have to go in to observe him and risk being noticed. Outside, he might have a chance.
After what felt like hours, Jinki reappeared under the veranda with an overflowing mug in hand. He moved through the crowd with ease and a clear destination: the table of Blue Rogues.
Taeminās eyes widened. Surely, Jinki was meeting with someone Taemin didnāt seeāsomeone Ā behind the pirates and out of view, or some friend that had somehow gotten roped into their lively game of cardsābut when Jinki arrived, the entire table of Blue Rogues cheered.
Jinki returned the greetings with half-hugs and laughter as he made his way around the table. Taemin watched, lips parted in shock, when Jinki finally stoppedāand climbed into the lap of the eyepatched man at the head of it.
Heat raced to Taeminās face. Oh, moons.
The man stole a kiss, then steered Jinki around by his hips to face the table and pressed a drink into his hand. The chatter and card games at the table resumed, though a few gazes lingered on the pair.
To Jinki, the whole event was plainly routine. He sipped from his mug, unbothered as the manā pirateā beneath him ran a hand along his ribs.
Taemin weighed his next action. This certainly wasnāt what he expected to find after following Jinki. But if he went back to the palace, what was he going to do? Sleep like normal, as if Jinki hadnāt ditched him and snuck out that very night to fuck a Blue Rogue?
Heād never cared before who Jinki slept with. It wasnāt his business. But Jinki had made Ā this Ā particular man his business by abandoning their plans for this.
Taemin tightened his cloak around himself and marched into the pub.
Immediately, he felt out of place. No primly uniformed server came to greet him at the door and escort him to an exclusive table sectioned off from the others with velvet curtains. The ordering system here was cut-throat. Shouts for drinks and meals rose over the din, with the returned yell from staff shielded from the overflowing drinks and food scraps by only a dirtied apron.
Content to be ignored, Taemin wove through the crowded pub until he reached the door to the patio. He hovered at the threshold, hesitantāthis might be his last chance to go unnoticedāand jumped when a man shoved past him.
āWatch it, kid,ā the man grumbled. āYouāre blocking the whole fucking door.ā
Taemin righted himself just before he fell. His heart pounded. He was completely out of his element. But he wasnāt turning back now. Jinki would never expect him to appear here, and maybe that would be the shock the man needed to realize what an ass heād been for the past few months.
He kept his chin high as he approached the Blue Rogues. If there was one thing he knew about that sort of pirate, it was that they respected confidence. He stopped beside Jinki and tapped him on the shoulder.
āGood evening, Jinki.ā
Instantly, he regretted his choice of greeting. Half the table turned to him, some with snickers, some with only a raised brow or puckered lips in mockery of his Upper City accent.
He flushed, but refused to step back. Jinki took his time turningāthe pirate under him had been lifting another drink to his lips, and he couldnāt move without spilling the ale all down his front. When Jinki finally managed to look at him, his eyes went wide, but any words remained stuck in his throat.
The eyepatched man took in Jinkiās shock and scanned Taemin, gaze lingering on Taeminās unworn and well-made boots, before tightening a protective arm around Jinkiās waist. āA friend of yours?ā
āYes,ā Jinki said, clipped. āWhat are you doing here?ā
āI think I should be asking what Ā youāre Ā doing here. Or who.ā
The pirate snorted. He set his drink aside and leaned around Jinki to extend a hand. āIām Jonghyun. Captain. Good to meet you.ā
āJonghyun,ā Taemin repeated, shocked out of his attention on Jinki. He shook Jonghyunās hand out of instinct before thinking to refuse. āThe son of Eunkyung The Legend?ā
āThatās my mom.ā Jonghyun gave a mocking salute. āI see youāre up to date on bounties.ā
āYes. Valua sets most of those bounties, and itās exciting gossip for the nobility.ā
āWhich youāre one of, I assumeālike Jinki. You have a name?ā
āTaemin,ā he said, and left it at that. Even if he didnāt want to hide who he was, titles felt inappropriate here.
āTaemin,ā Jonghyun repeated. āAs in...ā
āAs in Ā the prince,ā Ā Jinki finished for him.
āOh.ā Jonghyun inspected Taemin for a moment, as if deciding whether or not to be bothered, before finally shrugging. āDo I still have to pay for your drinks, if youāre joining us as a guest?ā
āI think thereās bigger things to worry about,ā Jinki muttered, glancing back. He leaned towards Taemin, but Jonghyunās arm snaked around his waist to stop him from leaving earshot. After a small sigh, Jinki continued anyway, voice low and pleading. āPlease donāt tell anyone of this. I donāt care about my reputation, but I donāt want the armada or anyone else finding out that Jonghyun comes here. He could get hurt.ā
āI wonāt.ā Taeminās eyes kept flicking to where Jonghyunās hand rested on Jinkiās thigh, keeping him balanced. āIām not a snitch.ā
Jinkiās lips remained a thin line. Jonghyun patted his leg in reassurance.
āI could handle myself even if he did tell the armada, Jinki. Iāve been doing this my whole life. Hell, half the ships we rob Ā are Ā Valuan armada airships. Thatās how Blue Rogues work.ā
āI know, but...ā
āIām not going to tell anyone,ā Taemin emphasized. āI only wanted to see what youāre doing thatās so important. We had plans tonight. Or did you forget?ā
Jinki flushed. āJonghyun doesnāt get to visit often, so when I heard he was in town...ā
āYou ditched him?ā Jonghyun interjected. āIām flattered you wanted to see me so badly, but thatās awfully rude of you.ā
Jinki buried his face in his hands. āYears of etiquette lessons, and Iām getting lectured on manners by a pirate...ā
āYou could have at least told me something came up, so I didnāt have to hear some vague excuse from your servant,ā Taemin said.
āI was worried youād see through any lie I came up with.ā
āIām sorry,ā Jinki said. āI wonāt do it again.ā
Taemin bit his lip. He Ā was Ā hurt that Jinki had abandoned him. But he was intrigued enough by the reason to ignore the sting. Itād be foolish to come out all this way and not see what sort of romance Jinki had with a pirate.
āItās fine,ā Taemin sighed. āThough youāre definitely going to owe me something after this. Maybe a proper fencing match. Or a dinner from your familyās chef.ā
Jinki smiled. āI think I can do that.ā
Jonghyunās hand soothed over Jinkiās knee. āGlad you two were able to kiss and make up.ā When Jinki frowned and turned back, Jonghyun tucked Jinki against his neck to muffle his protest. āSince youāre already here, your highness, do you want to join us tonight? Iām not sure what sort of plans you had with Jinki.ā
āWe were going to play cards. And drink, probably.ā
āConveniently, we can do both of those here,ā Jonghyun said. āTake a seat.ā He swiped an abandoned deck from a few of his crew that had decided an arm wrestling match was more enticing, then passed it to Jinki.
āMind shuffling this for us, handsome?ā
Jinki sent Taemin an apologetic look before cutting the deck in half. The flutter of cards as he shuffled kept Taeminās attention, though he felt Jonghyunās gaze on him. When he finally found the nerve to meet Jonghyunās eye, the pirate gave him a toothy smile.
āAre we playing for anything? I imagine you have quite deep pockets.ā
Taemin licked his lips. He usually made friendly bets with Jinki when they played, so he had brought a small coin purseāand heād already expected it to be empty by the end of the night. Jinki trounced everyone at court in cards.
āI have some money on me, though itās probably not as much as youāre hoping for.ā Taemin watched Jonghyun warily when Jinki started to hand cards back to Jonghyun, but made no move to leave his lap. āIf you can see Jinkiās cards, Iām not sure itāll be a fair game. You two could gang up on me.ā
āNot if he keeps them on his right side.ā Jonghyun tapped his eye patch. āThis is real. Canāt see shit through it. Or without it, really. Lost it in a ship battle a few years ago with one of your armada vessels.ā He held up his drink. āDonāt worry, I wonāt hold it against you.ā
Jinki pursed his lips. āMaybe he just wants me out of your lap, Jonghyun. People are never this flagrant about their relationships at the palace.ā
āToo bad. I only get to see you twice a month at Ā most. Ā If heās not going to complain about you being in my lap, youāre staying.ā
Jinki rolled his eyes, but there was a smile on his lips that stuck as he finished dealing their cards.
āI donāt mind it,ā Taemin said, which was true. Heād never seen this side of Jinki before. Maybe it was strange to observe his old friend so closely, but he was fascinated.
He pulled his first hand of cards up to his nose and fought back a scowl. Already, he was off to a bad start.
Their first pot of coins went to Jonghyun. Then the next. After Taemin took a few losses to Jonghyun without complaint, the tension in Jinkiās shoulders easedāprobably convinced that Taemin wasnāt about to run and turn Jonghyun over to the armada. As they drank, they talked, and Jinki and Jonghuyn relaxed back into the behavior Taemin assumed was their usual in the dingy pub. Ā
And Taemin watched.
Jonghyun would nose aside the longer hair against the back of Jinkiās neck, exposing his nape for a kiss that made his mouth twitch with a noiseless gasp. Jonghyunās left hand switched between lifting a tankard to his lips, running along Jinkiās side, and roaming over his stomach. His right stayed on Jinkiās thigh, low towards the knee, but sometimes it moved up. Only then would Jinki push Jonghyunās hand awayābut it was always with a grin and a quiet glance that promised a later.
The thought made Taeminās blood burn. Jonghyun couldnāt be that posssive. Jinki slept with people at the palace. But all of those affairs happened out of Taeminās viewāhe only heard rumors or short mentionsāso his image of Jinki had stayed the same through the years, even as Taemin absently noted his attractiveness. They were friends.
Now, thoughāhe wondered at their dynamic, at what Jinki might be like. What was it like when they stole a moment alone? Was it like now, both of Jonghyunās hands on him, gripping and guiding? Or was that just how the pirate captain acted in public to stake his claim, while in bed heād lie back and let someone else order him around?
Taemin swallowed back every image with a mouthful of ale. Occasionally, Jonghyun would send what felt like a knowing glance from his single eye, and heat would race through him.
The dozenth time their gazes caughtāwhile Jonghyunās hand slipped inside Jinkiās pocketāwas enough to push Taemin over the edge.
He licked his lips and leaned towards them. He needed to be close if he wanted to be heard over the din that had grown with each glass served.
āI have a question,ā he said.
Jinki leaned in to hear him better. Jonghyun shifted Jinki aside until he was only inches behind him. Taeminās attention flicked between their faces. This close, he could lean forward and kiss either of them if he wanted to.
Taemin inhaled sharply, suddenly needing air. āDo you both sleep around? Youāre not exclusive to each other?ā
Jinkiās eyes narrowed in suspicion. āYou know the answer to that.ā
Jonghyunās smile widened and grew crooked. āWhy, are you interested?ā
āYes,ā Taemin said. There was no point in hiding it, and he was tipsy enough to be direct.
Jinkiās eyes widened. āTaemināā
āIāve been watching you two grab at each other for hours now,ā Taemin interrupted. āIs that not supposed to stoke something in me?ā
Jinki froze. Jonghyunās hand rubbed up his side, along his ribs, before he kissed Jinkiās neck.
āIf youāre jealous or uninterested, Iāll stop this now,ā Jonghyun whispered to Jinki. If Taemin wasnāt staring to read his lips, he wouldnāt have caught a word. āYou always come first.ā
āYou know I donāt get jealous.ā
Jonghyun leaned back to look at him. āThen why are you pouting? Is it different, because heās a friend?ā
āItās different because heās the Ā prince ,ā Jinki hissed.
Jonghyun grinned. āIs that supposed to make it less exciting?ā
āIām cutting you off,ā Jinki said, sliding Jonghyunās mug away from him. āYouāre drunk.ā
āAs you always do, when I have my best ideas.ā
Jinki sent Jonghyun a final, reproaching look before returning his attention to Taemin. āYouāve never said anything about wanting to sleep together.ā
āItās not like youāve ever made a display of yourself at the palace,ā Taemin said. āI never gave it much thought. Weāve been friends all our lives, and we only see each other at parties and ceremonies anymore.ā
āI didnāt realize how much that bothered you.ā
āOf course it bothered me. I Ā missed Ā you. Youāre the only damn person I trust in the palace.ā
Jinkiās brow furrowed, though a flush crawled across his cheeks, and his lips remained pursed. In the silence, Jonghyunās attention bounced between them before he reached out and tugged Taemin towards them by his shirt.
āWhy donāt we do something to make up for lost time? Iāll be happy to help you two bond,ā Jonghyun offered.
āI donāt want things to get complicated,ā Jinki said.
āItās not complicated,ā Taemin protested. āYouāre my friend. Anything else, well...ā he shrugged. He didnāt care what they didācards or drinking or simply talking. But it was hard for fucking not to be the first thing on his mind when Jonghyun and Jinki were doing everything but that right in front of him. āI donāt need to spend time with you like that, but Iād enjoy it. And Iām guessing you two planned to spend your night fucking, anyway.ā
Jinki licked his lips. He watched intently as Jonghyun balled more of Taeminās shirt into his hand, forcing him closer, until Jonghyun leaned forward and kissed the corner of his mouth. Though Taemin should have seen it coming, he nearly jolted back at the contact. Heād never been kissed in front of anyone, let alone someoneās lover. His eyes flew up to Jinki, uncertain of what heād find, then widened. There was no jealousy in his stare. Only heat.
Jonghyun tilted his head back towards Jinki. āI can see your gears turning. Youāre thinking about it.ā
āMaybe,ā Jinki murmured.
āYou need more images? Or some ideas?ā
āNo.ā Jinki took the half-empty mug heād stolen from Jonghyun and downed in a single, long swallow. āIāve thought about it before, honestly.ā
Taemin inhaled. āMe joining you with Jonghyun?ā
āJust you. The thinking was...a while ago. Years.ā
āThen you shouldāve fucked him earlier, because I always love your stories,ā Jonghyun said. He patted the side of Jinkiās thigh. āYou want to get going? Because Ā Iād Ā like to get going.ā
āWhere to?ā Taemin asked. The pub looked like it had rooms upstairs, but he didnāt know how either of them felt about using them. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āMy shipās best. Youāll get to see it, too. Itās gorgeous,ā Jonghyun gloated. He snuck in a squeeze to Jinkiās ass when they stood. āJust got a new cannon.ā
Taemin pulled his cloak back on and followed them towards the airship docks. By the time they reached the metal walkways that stuck out over the clouds, they were nearly on the opposite side of Valua from the palace. Heād never been this deep into the Lower City.
Most of the docked airships were decommissioned from the armada, made of steel in typical Valuan style. A few other styles, more likely belonging to traders than pirates, were interspersed throughout, but the ship Jonghyun pointed outāa large, wooden ship with three towering masts that stood proudly against the black cloudsāwas striking enough that Taemin couldnāt help but gape.
Despite its height, the ship was narrow, slimmer even than the smallest armada ships. They climbed up the gangplank and onto the deck. Jonghyun came up last and leapt onto the deck with his arms spread wide.
āStylish, yeah? And faster than any hunk of metal.ā
Jinki rolled his eyes as Taemin examined the ship. Any ptools for fighting or boarding ships were hidden in the crates or below deck, but rolled up against the main mast was a blue flag, barely concealed. Taemin had to wonder how Ā that Ā ever got past the massive gate and patrols that protected the Valuaās airspace, but Jonghyun seemed capable of charming his way out of anything, and his mother specialized in robbing people right under their noses.
āItās gorgeous,ā Taemin said.
āThe inside is a bit less glamorous, but you better not point that out to my face,ā Jonghyun teased. He turned towards a set of stairs that appeared to lead down into the cabin and gestured for Taemin to follow. āCome on. Iāll show you to my space.ā
The room Jonghyun led them to was long and wide. A dozen hammocks hung from the ceiling, likely enough for the whole crew, and the one at the back that Jonghyun showed him looked no different than any other.
Taemin blinked at it, caught off guard by its plainness. āI thought you were the captain. Donāt you have a room?ā
āI am, and I do. But I prefer to sleep in a hammock sometimes. The bed folds away, and that makes room for more loot.ā
Jinki raised a brow. āUh-huh. And you refuse to have sex in the same place twice in a row.ā
Jonghyun grinned. āThat too. Used my bed a few days ago, so itās time to fuck somewhere else.ā
Jinki hummed, as if recalling the experience himself, and stepped closer to Jonghyun. As soon as he was within reach, Jonghyun grabbed a fistful of Jinkiās hair, tugging him down to an easier height to kiss.
Taemin froze, fists clenching in the fabric of his cloak when he caught a glimpse of Jinkiās tongue. Watching was new enough that he didnāt know what to do with himself. Jinkiās eyes fluttered open as he glanced back at Taemin. A wave of heat rolled through him when their gazes locked, then again when Jinkiās attention returned to Jonghyun, as if it was perfectly normal for them to have a witness to their kiss. Ā
For all Taemin knew, it could be.
The side of Jonghyunās grin was just visible as he shifted his mouth to Jinkiās neck and nipped along the vein. With a soft swear, Jinki clutched at Jonghyunās back, but shoved him away when Jonghyun began to unfasten his shirt.
āYou arenāt getting me out of my clothes before we give Taemin some attention.ā
Jonghyun tsked, but let his fingers fall from Jinkiās buttons. Taemin swallowed under the weight of their stares Ā Ā . Jinki held out a hand, inviting him to where they stood, but Jonghyun closed the distance between them and kissed himāthe same way heād kissed Jinki, hands buried in his hairābefore Taemin could take a single step.
He shivered and gripped back. His thumbs caught in the straps of Jonghyunās eye patch, earning a laugh that gave him an opportunity to slip his tongue past Jonghyunās lips. Jonghyun hummed, pleasantly surprised, and relaxed to let Taemin lead.
Taemin was too eager not to take advantage of the chance. He leaned in and kissed Jonghyun harder until he had no choice but to bend back and hold onto Taeminās shirt for balance. The instant he eased off to breathe, Jonghuyn reached for his belt. The open air of the cabin brought goosebumps to his thighs when Jonghyun shoved down his breeches. Taemin helped him the rest of the way and stepped out of them, refusing to break the kiss a second time until Jonghyun smirked and turned his cheek.
āYou think I wouldnāt be surprised by Valuan nobles being decent lovers after Jinki, and yet...ā
Taemin scowled. āWhy would you assume that makes me bad in bed?ā
āMost of you donāt Ā do Ā much. But I suppose that leaves you plenty of time to get good at this.ā
āIf you thought I would be bad, why invite me?ā
āJinki likes you. Youāre pretty.ā Jonghyun shrugged. āAnd that sort of thing can always be taught.ā
āI think the only thing I havenāt done is fuck two people at once,ā Taemin said. When Jinki gave a skeptical snort beside them, Taemin sent a glare.
āI doubt youāre Ā that Ā worldly, your highness,ā Jonghyun said. He squared his shoulders and worked Taeminās shirt open button-by-button, as if mimicking a personal butler. āYouāve only slept with other Valuans, no? Technically your subjects?ā
Taemin bit his lip. āWell...ā
āIām not judging.ā Jonghyun shoved his shirt open. āJust doubt theyāre willing to get too dirty with you. Rank can come with too much respect. When I was on my motherās ship, it took ages for me to convince the crew I wasnāt too fragile to be bent over a barrel.ā
Taeminās ears burned. But the words rang true.
Every person heād slept with had come onto him slowly, with flowery praise or teasing to test the waters, then treated him like he was breakable between the sheets once they were finally there. No matter how hard he gripped at their back in return or egged them on. They concentrated too much on pleasing him. And then after everything was done, there was the pillow talk which inevitably turned into requests for favors.
Once he realized that was how it always ended, Taemin had stopped letting anyone in his bed.
He could already tell Jonghyun would be different. Jinki would, too.
Taemin licked his lips and looked between them. āWell, whatāre you planning to do to me?ā
Jonghyun grinned and shoved him into the hammock. Taemin swung back. He tried to adjust to keep from barreling feet-first into Jonghyun as his weight returned him forward, but Jinki caught the fabric at the end of his arc and held him still.
Jonghyunās fingers wrapped slowly over Jinkiās knuckles. He whispered something against Jinkiās cheek that made his eyes cloud with lust.
Their attention shifted down to where Taemin was suspended beneath them. Like this, there was no simple way for them to kiss him. Reaching his mouth or his hips with more than a hand or a cock would require kneeling, hunching over, or some other sort of contortion they had no reason to bother with.
Taemin had an idea of what they wanted.
He licked his lips and let his head hang back. The hammock swung slightly, then slowed into a smaller arc when Jinki grasped the rope tighter. Upside down like this, Taemin imagined he looked ridiculous, but there was no amusement in Jinkiās exhaleāonly anticipation.
Hands ran up his thighs. He lifted his head to see whose they wereāJonghyunāsāthen followed with his eyes as Jinki circled around to the opposite side of the hammock, leaving only Jonghyun between his legs.
When he raised his head, he saw Jonghyun reach into his shirt and pulled free a small vial of oil. He pulled out the cork with his teeth and spat it away, then grinned down at Taemin as he coated his fingers.
āI have another if we need more. I always bring a few when we dock somewhere. You never know what might happen.ā
Jonghyunās hand returned to him, this time going straight for the innermost crease of his thighs. As Jonghyun circled towards his rim, he threw an arm over his mouth to muffle a moan. There was the simple pleasure of it, and the realization: the oil Jonghyun was using had been meant for Jinki that night, or vice versa. And now it was being used on Ā him .
āYou can make noise, you know,ā Jonghyun teased and pressed in. āThatās half the fun.ā
Jinki drew Taeminās arm away, fingers trailing along the vein of his wrist before shifting to card through his hair. Taemin leaned into the contact and reached up, pressing a palm around the outline of Jinkiās cock in his breeches just as Jonghyun added another finger. His motions were clumsy and distracted, but Jinki didnāt seem to mindāhe cupped his hand over Taeminās to guide it, before finally settling on holding it in place and thrusting against Taeminās palm.
āYou seem ready enough,ā Jonghyun said. He spread his fingers, as if to prove how open Taemin was, and drew out a gasp. āDo you need more time?ā
āNo,ā Taeminās eyes fluttered shut as Jonghyun brought his fingers back together and curved them. A patch of precome had leaked through Jinkiās breeches and dampened the heel of Taeminās hand, adding to his desperation. āPlease, I want this.ā
Jonghyun grinned and gave him an encouraging smack to the thighs that sounded twice as loud as it stung. Taemin bit his lip, pulse pounding in his ears.
āStay open for me.ā Jonghyun slicked himself up, then hitched Taeminās thighs up around his hips. When he shifted forward, his cock pushed between Taeminās cheeks, missing his hole but lighting his nerves with anticipation. Jonghyunās tongue stuck out from the corner of his mouth as he concentrated, realigning them until Taemin felt pressure against his rim.
āThere we go,ā Jonghyun murmured and pushed forward, slow and unyielding.
Taeminās nails scratched at the canvas of the hammock. Already, the stretch felt too good. He rocked forward, trying to bring Jonghyun deeper, but the motion hardly moved him at allāJonghyun had bracketed his hips to keep him steady, and Jinkiās hold on the hammockās rope was too firm. All Taemin could think of was how exposed he was and how little he could move.
By the time Jonghyun pulled back, Taemin was panting, overheated despite the lack of a body pressed against him. Without any ability to aid the motion, he felt the force of each thrust that much harder.
His cock throbbed, desperate for something, Ā anything, Ā but he held off from touching himself, too caught up in the idea of seeing how Jonghuyn and Jinki might use him to want to satisfy himself. Jinki maneuvered his own laces open with a single hand and kept the other on the knot of the hammock, steadying it as Jonghyunās pace quickened.
Taemin turned his head and reached for the base of Jinkiās cock. At the awkward angle, the underside ran along his cheek, then bumped against his chin, leaving wetness behind until Jinki steered it directly into his mouth.
Jonghyunās movements turned lazy, a tease that made Taemin whine even as he closed his lips around the head of Jinkiās cock and glanced back. Jonghyunās complete attention was on themāon the stretch it took for Taeminās mouth to fit around Jinkiās girthādistracting him more from his task.
āYou sure you two can handle all this happening at once?ā Jinki muttered, stroking himself to take over the motion Taemin hadnāt yet managed. āIf itās too much, we can take turns.ā
Jonghyun huffed. āIām not going to apologize for taking my time and enjoying the show.ā
With an apologetic hum, Taemin tugged on Jinkiās hips to beckon him deeper. Their eyes met only briefly before Jinki ran a thumb along the edge of Taeminās tipped-back jaw and tilted his head back further, creating an easy path for his cock to slide over Taeminās tongue into the start of his throat.
Taemin blinked hard, eyes wet as he fought back a gag, but curled his fingers in the loosened waist of Jinkiās breeches and took him further the next time Jinki fucked into his mouth. Suspended between them as he was, it was easier to let Jinki drive the pace than try and guide it himself.
Encouraged, Jinki shifted one hand into his hair and kept another on his chin, holding Taemin steady through every thrust to better complete his own. Jonghyunās fingernails dug into Taeminās thighs as he lost rhythm, alternating between slow and fast before finally halting.
He pressed against Taemin with a small curse, keeping him close through every throb, before finally jerking back. Taemin whimpered as Jonghyunās cock slipped free, then again when he heard the rustle and clink of Jonghyun tugging up his breeches and refastening his belt. He kept his legs openāhe didnāt know how to close them, with such a mess of come and oil between themāand he was hopeful Jonghyun would give him something more.
Jonghyun shifted Taeminās knees to stand beside him. Taemin watched from the corner of his eye as Jonghyun reached down and ran a single finger along the underside of Taeminās cock. He gasped at the contact, hips jolting up as he snapped out of the daze heād fallen into from taking both of them. All he wanted to do was give himself over until theyād had their fill of pleasure, but if Jonghyun granting him pleasure was part of that, he would take it gladly.
Jonghyun traced up his cock again, this time with two fingers. āI canāt believe youāre this hardāI donāt think weāve even touched you here once. What if we keep you like this until you make Jinki come?ā
Unable to speak with Jinki in his mouth, a moan and a full swallow around JInkiās cock was the only way to beg for his own release. Jinki cursed and tightened his fingers against Taeminās scalp.
āHe really wants to come,ā Jinki said. āYouāre making him work harder.ā
Taemin hummed an agreement. Jonghyun took hold of his cock in response, lifting it from where it hovered hard and ignored over his stomach to stroke him smoothly. The short motion was barely anything, but it was enough to bring Taemin close. He shifted his hips, uncertain of whether to pull away before his release or simply let it happen, but Jonghyun didnāt allow either. He stopped just before Taeminās pleasure reached its crest, producing a groan that made Jinkiās hips stutter. Jinki continued to fuck into his mouth, and again and again, Jonghyun stopped before he could come. Each time he neared his release, Jonghyunās hand would loosen, and Taeminās need would grow.
When Jinki finally cursed out a warning, Jonghyunās grip on Taemin tightened and quickened. Taeminās muscles tensed, back rising into an arch, but his mouth slackened just enough to let Jinks cock fall free. Come streaked across his lips and cheeks, then into his open mouth. Jinki stroked himself to the end, every movement loud and wet, and nudged his cockhead past Taeminās lips to shoot the last of his release onto his tongue.
The cabin was silent, save Jinki and Taeminās rough breathing.
He closed his eyes with a small sigh, letting his head hang upside down as the pleasant warmth of his aftermath rolled through him. When he felt the mess on his chin start to drip down his cheeks, he raised a hand and clenched his fingers in the universal gesture for something to clean with. Jinki passed him a handkerchief and helped him wipe down his face, then balled the cloth into his fist and tossed it aside.
With Jinkiās help, he sat up in the hammock. Jonghyun pulled another rag from somewhere and cleaned his stomach, grinning through the task.
āI assume this means weāre done for the night.ā
Taemin nodded. He was tired, and his throat and thighs were sore to a level he was certain heād feel in the morning.
āI was hoping Jinki wouldnāt clean you up so quickly. It wouldāve been nice to take a mental image of what you look like with him on you.ā
Taemin gave a breathless laugh. āI wasnāt sure how to get myself up, and I didnāt want anything to get into my eyes.ā
āFair. If you want protection, a blindfold would help next time.ā
āHow is it you always want to talk Ā more about sex right after weāre done? Havenāt you had your fill?ā Jinki complained, though his expression was fond.
āIf somethingās fun one way, I want to do it again and find other ways of making it fun. Donāt you?ā
Jinki grumbled an agreement and leaned around Taemin to kiss Jonghyun. Taemin watched them linger, then pull apart, heart tight in his chest. As brief as their kiss had been, Jinkiās eyes were warm from it, and something about the sight sobered Taemin.
Taemin wasnāt jealous. Or at least the word seemed too simple and petty to fit. He didnāt want to take Jinkiās place. He didnāt want to take Jonghyunās place. He was happy they had each other. The ache in his chest was because heād never had anything like they shared, and with where his life was headed, he couldnāt imagine he ever would.
He startled when Jinki dropped a blanket over him. Jinki helped fit it over his shoulders. āIf youāre not going to get dressed, you should put this on. Itās colder out here on the airships.ā
āThanks.ā Taemin wrapped the blanket tighter around himself. He didnāt want to get dressed yet, if only because the clothes heād stolen would remind him of the palace.
Jonghyun looked between them with a small smile before fixing his gaze on Taemin. āYouāre welcome to linger for a while. You want some more to drink?ā
āSure,ā Taemin agreed. Jonghyun patted Taeminās knee and spun on his heel, then disappeared down a set of stairs that led deeper into the airship.
Jinki and Taemin watched him go. Once his footsteps faded, Jinki crouched beside him.
āThis is why I started pulling away, you know,ā he whispered. āI worried what would happen if you found out about Jonghyun. Youāre getting closer and closer to the throne, and I...havenāt known how to deal with that. Never letting either of you meet seemed like the best way to keep him safe.ā His eyes crinkled, the old tell Taemin remembered that came with any confession that made him feel guilty. āIf itās worth anything, Iāve missed you too.ā
āItās worth a lot,ā Taemin said. He reached for Jinkiās hand and squeezed it, then looked to where Jonghyun had disappeared. āWhat is he to you?ā
āEverything, anymore,ā Jinki said without hesitation. āIām going to leave Valua with him someday.ā
Taeminās stomach dropped. āAnd do what? When?ā
āPirate stuff, I suppose,ā Jinki teased. āThereās so much of the sky that hasnāt been charted. He wants to discover as much as he can, once his ships outfitted for stronger currents. I want to be with him for every one.ā
Taemin inhaled. āWhat about your family? And Valua?ā
āYou know how I feel about our country.ā
Taeminās stomach panted. āAnd you donāt think Iāll change anything when Iām in charge.ā
Jinki winced. āItās not that I think you have the wrong ideals. But Iām sure you know the problems youāll bump up against. How much say does your mother have, compared to the armada? She gets to decide how things are run Ā here , but itās not like we stay in our borders, or like they wouldnāt challenge her if she did something they were opposed to.ā
āI know, but...ā Taemin reached for a counterpoint, but found nothing. There was no argument to refute Jinkiās words when heād noticed the same thing.
He hung his head. Was that why heād been so mad at Jinki? Selfish as it was, it was easier to think of the personal problems that came with the throneālosing friendships, not knowing who to trustāthan the responsibilities heād bear just sitting on it.
ā Please tell me youāre not talking politics, Jinki,ā Jonghyun whined, loud enough to be heard up the stairs. He sauntered between them and passed Jinki a handle of rum, then threw himself into the hammock beside Taemin. āI canāt imagine a poorer time for it. It was our first time with a third, too. You should be a little sentimental.ā
āI was only explaining why Iām going to leave with you, since Taemin asked,ā Jinki said. He took a swig, then held it out to Taemin. āItās not as if Iām getting philosophical.ā
Jonghyun quirked a brow. āI think after how I fucked him tonight, he knows why youāre leaving.ā
āItās alright, really.ā Taemin managed to smile for them, but it faltered when he brought the bottle to his lips. He tipped it back, squeezing his eyes against the burn, and swallowed back as much as he could take.
His mother was alive, and Jinki was still here. As prince, he was only an ear until fate decided to shove the empire into his lap. He had time to enjoy himself before he had to worry. And damned if he wasnāt going to soak up every second of it.
When he went for a second drink, Jonghyun pried the bottle from him. āSlow down, your highness. I canāt let you stay here tonight. As nice as itād be to beat my motherās record for bounties, Iād rather do it the old fashion way than be accused of kidnapping the prince.ā
Taemin laughed. āAnd youāre not worried thatāll happen when you take Jinki?ā
āNot at all. Weāve had a plan for a while.ā
āOh,ā Taemin said. āWell, good luck to you both.ā
Jonghyun raised the bottle to him in thanks. Jinki cast his eyes down and reached to take the rum, but Jonghyun refused to hand it over until Jinki gave him a kiss. Taemin watched, stomach in knots, as the guilt that twisted Jinkiās mouth melted into an unfettered smile.
Taemin didnāt want to ask if Jinki would have left without saying anything. Judging by the distance Jinki had forced between them, he imagined that had been the plan. And judging by the warmth that seeped into Jinkiās eyes every time he looked Jonghyunās way, nothing would come between Jinki and leaving Valua.
The knowledge made the future that much darker. But Taemin supposed heād rather know.
For years, the Kings of Hell have had the demons of their legions war with each other to determine who should rule. Taemin and Jonghyun are from the two largest and strongest rivaling legions: Paimon and Beleth. When the legions meet on neutral ground to have the results of the last war cycle assessed, Taemin searches for someone to sleep with outside of his legion and finds Jonghyun all-too-eager to oblige.
Originally written for Taemythos as a self-prompt. Please heed the warnings/tags on Ao3.
It has been SO long since Iāve written any jongtae...hopefully yāall will still enjoy this! Really nervous to post it. This is one of two (so far) fics Iāve been doing lately based on older jrpgs I love.
Hi, I hope you're doing okay :) I know this is a little late but I just wanted to let you know that your outlining tips were actually really useful - especially what you mentioned about cause and effect! Thank you for the tips + for all the fics you've written, they cheer me up and inspire me when I don't feel like writing! If you're participating in taemythos, I'm excited to reas your work, and for your WIPs you'd like to get published, I'd love to read those once they're published too!
Thanks so much! And sorry as always for the late response, lol. Not doing so hot since I got my first rejection the other day, but trying not to take it too hard.
Iām so glad it helped some! I always feel like Iām making up bs writing and especially giving advice about it lol. ^^ My taemythos thing is coming along and will hopefully turn out alright, though itās definitely a different kinda thing than Iāve posted the past year or two. Iām happy to share it though and will definitely share here if I ever get lucky and publish.
Ty for saying such nice things about my stories, messages like these are what I always come back to when I feel like quitting ;-;
How do you usually plan out your fics (especially the longer ones) - do you tend to just write as you're inspired or plan it out beforehand? Do you have any tips for plotting stories for fic writers? Thank you for your time ^-^
Usually itās a mix of both! I start off writing whatever scenes are in my head/what I feel inspired by, then I plan out more as it starts to come together. The first ones are usually about the dynamic of the romance, the main conflict, or the premise. Iāve tried to get better about outlining now that Iām doing 99% longer projects and am trying to get published, but Iām not sure how great I am at it, and I definitely reach points where I feel stuck.
For example, with the current thing Iām rewriting, it started when I wanted to explore blood magic as a thing that isnāt just 100% evil (which a lot of fantasy stories make it into). What ended up coming out of that thought was the idea of a partnership between a mage and the person whose blood they use for magic, and the first scenes I wrote kinda dealt with how they feel about each other (since thatās complicated) and what theyāre using blood magic for (cause itād have to be for a good reason to not be unethical).
Once you have the big scenes, itās a matter of ordering them and linking things together.
I knew I wanted to keep the introduction of the monsters and the revelation of how to fix them as separate scenes. But there had to be something between them, so I had to think of a conflict that would be enough to support a scene, or things that I wanted to explore/felt like needed to happen. One of the characters is lying about something, so that confrontation comes up. I need them to get closer, so one of them gets sick because of something that happened in a previous scene and thereās some fun hurt/comfort moments.
The most important things is that thereās kinda logical order to connect the scenes, imo, and a traceable cause-and-effect pattern. Youāll have to set up the reason for the next scene in the one before it...which sounds kinda obvious, but it helps a lot in āstringingā the key scenes together. Even if itās just an emotional cause, itās important to have that there.
Not all scenes have to be a result of something the character does, of courseāIād assume thereās other character or antagonists with their own agenda that drives things, tooābut I think itās best if most of them are, to ensure thereās a balance between external/setting causes for scenes and character-driven ones.
Like with the scene I mentioned above, where the character is sickāitās a lot more interesting to make their sickness a consequence of decisions they made in the previous scene. Both because consequences are fun, and because it effectively ālinksā the sick scene and the previous scene together better.
I feel like Iām not great at structure/plotting things, so Iām not sure how useful this advice will be, lol. Itās definitely a skill that takes a lot of practice. Some books Iād recommend on the subject are Story Genius, Plot and Structure, and The Last Draft. Even if you donāt end up using the recommendations in it, it prompts you to think about what you do want and value in a story. I think I also kinda talked about related things in the past atĀ https://shitfics.tumblr.com/post/182398989201/hi-im-a-fanfic-writer-who-is-trying-to-break-into.Ā
Sorry this post is all over the place and it took me a while to get to...Iāve been really out of it lately and down about writing things. I hope it helps some at least! Thanks for asking, too <3 Iām always happy to talk about writing and brainstorm and things.
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Hi, are you planning on taking part in summer of shinee this year? I saw a Pacific Rim prompt and that reminded me of your Pacific rim fic, which I absolutely love (and I pretty much love everything you've written tbh) and that reminded me of your last fic fest entry, so I was wondering if you would write something for summer of shinee too :) if you are planning on taking part, I'm super excited!! Thank you so much for all your effort in writing things that we can enjoy š
Aw, thank you for thinking of me! It's always really sweet to hear when people are reminded of stuff I've done, especially when it's an old one.
Unfortunately, I don't have any plans to participate in summer of shinee this year. :( I'd really love to since it's always been fun, but I think I need to skip this one for my mental health, and since I'm already juggling a bunch of other WIPs. Querying is also draining the hell out of me, even though I haven't sent out many and haven't gotten any direct rejections yet, lol.
I do plan on entering something for the Taemythological fest (https://twitter.com/taemythos) since I had an idea inspired from a game which fits the theme and I feel like I'll have an easier time handling a self-prompt rather than trying to fill one. Already had a few thousand words written for the idea when I saw the fest announcement, so figured I might as well.
Thank you again for taking the time so send a message, I really appreciate it! <3
Hey! Just wanna say Iāve been going thru some tough times but reading your fics have given me so much comfort idk something about your writing is so calming āŗļø thanks so much for your stories, youāre very talented
Omg thank you so much!! This is so sweet and encouraging and I'm really really grateful <3 I'm glad they can give you comfort and I'm sorry you're having a rough time rn. I hope things ease up for you soon.
Sorry I was late to responding, I've blocked myself from tumblr/twitter most days to try and focus on writing. ^^;
every once in awhile, i reread da au. i love it so much and its definitely one of my favorite fics out there ;~; thank you so much for writing it!!
Thank you so so much ;-; You're too sweet!! That one's really personal to me so it always means a lot to hear that. Ā I had a lot of fun writing it and it's so nice to know people are still enjoying it. ^^
Jonghyun is feeling restless and frustrated in the winter. He seeks help from the more experienced Jinki in 'cashing in his V card'. It goes better than expected.
Length: ~19k
Rating: Explicit
Written for winter of shinee event for the prompt listed above. Sorry I forgot to post this till now! Most people have probably seen this by now but I thought I should post it here too. <3 Itās another mostly-fluffy thing but I had a lot of fun writing it. Hope you enjoy!
Does jinki come back to give blood again or how do they meet again?
I think he continues giving blood for a while at least! After a few months, I think it's less frequent though he could still use the money, especially once Jong expresses comfort with biting him lol. He values the fun of that over the extra cash and doesn't have long left in his master's program at that point.
They have each other's contact info, so they start keeping in touch via texting and everything and start to see each other regularly. ^^ I imagine they make pretty regular "hanging out" kinda dates even when they're busy -- just being at each other's place while working on grading/homewrok (for Jinki) and writing (for Jong).
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I don't know if you're going to continue the vampire au, buy may I ask how Jonghyun turned? I really enjoyed the story.
Thank you so much!! I'm really happy you enjoyed it <3
I imagine it's just kinda the thing where drinking and/or exchanging blood with a vampire will turn you into one. It takes a few days for everything to settle and is very uncomfortable so not many people want to do it, lol. Jong was super into the vampire dude he started dating when he was like early 20s and thought it'd be worth it. The other guy was the same age as him (like in regular age) and had recently been turned.
He was a kinda artsy type and was very excited about his whole eternity ahead of him and stuff. Once he met Jong and they started dating, they both kinda got swept up in the romance of it all and the idea of "forever" so they just went for it. I imagine they just kind of grew apart with time and eventually broke up when they realized they weren't compatible anymore. I think the guy probably enjoyed his immortality a lil too much (in terms of getting wild) and Jong was not about that.
I don't have plans to continue it unfortunatelyā¦still working on wrapping up the third (yuck) draft of the thing I've been working on forever and am tryin my hands at another original thing that might work out to be a trilogy. That'll occupy me for the next several years I'm sure, tho I might drop in now and then with some small standalone fics. ^^;
Ty again for taking the time to read and send a message <3
With Jinki's packed schedule, donating blood is the easiest way for him to make some extra cash. And lucky for him, he ends up getting something else from it as well.
Length: 13k
Rating: Explicit
I forgot to post this here after it went up yesterday...oop. Just makes it perfect Halloween timing I guess.Ā
This was written for the prompt below:
Vampires are an accepted part of society, and willing citizens volunteer to donate blood for the cause at their local blood banks. Jinki is one such citizen who needs some extra cash and decides to donate. While there, he meets the cute vampire receptionist [member of choice] who ends up stealing his heart.