1919. The War is over, but life is far from normal. While the imminent danger is gone for many, it is not gone for Emma Swan. Her secrets have always been dangerous and had the ability to control her, but they have never been more dangerous than now as she is forced to work undercover as a barmaid and keep her true intentions hidden from the most notorious gang leader in England.
Her life depends on it, but unfortunately for Emma, Killian Jones can read her better than anyone ever has.
a/n: I know, I know, we thought my days of you guys convincing me to continue one-shots were over š In all seriousness, I did not intend to do this and wasnāt going to, but my mind started working and here we are.Ā
We pick up with our favorite duo (and Lee, lol) on their journey to America! Thanks to @shireness-says and @resident-of-storybrookeā for helping me out a little on thisš¤
Emma has never hated the sea more.
When she was a child, it was her favorite place in the world. The insides of orphanages and homes were dull with broken furniture and scratchy blankets, and when she could get away, she would try to find the ocean. There was a rare time in her life where she lived near the shore, and every day she breathed in the salt air and looked out onto the water with the hope that more was out there and with the hope that she wouldnāt always be so alone.
The sea was her safe haven.
One of many, if sheās honest. Her childhood dreams have become her waking nightmare. Sheās spent fifteen days on the ocean on her way to a new country, but all she wants is to be back in England in the comfort of her bed in her grungy little flat she thought she hated. Every day feels a little closer to her last, like Gold is on her heels, a gun pressed to her temple.
Her thoughts have run wild with fear. What if he was fast enough and followed them? What if heās on the next ship to America? What if heās found William or Rob and hurt them?
What if heās found her son and hurt him?
She doesnāt keep up with him, knowing that each bit of information about him breaks her a little more. She wasnāt ready to be a mother, still isnāt, and it isnāt fair to the kid for her to check up on him. She gave him up for him to have his best chance, for him to have a good life, and from what sheās seen, heās had that.
Emma is terrified that her running away is going to strip that good life away from him, and she should have thought more about that before she allowed Killian to pay for their passage on this ship. Hopefully his parents have enough protections that everything will be fine, but she knows that just because they work in the government with Gold doesnāt mean heās safe.
Gold will obviously betray anyone, but she hopes he has limits when it comes to a child.
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