May Soda be Eternal

if you were truly a bad person, you wouldn’t be so hung up on the morality of your mistakes. the fact that you want to go back and make it right means you’re growing from this and you’ll try to do better next time.

You promised you wouldn’t leave. You were always so irritated at the idea of how scared I was of you leaving me. And when I finally let go of that fear, you left.

https://youtu.be/7HHgedNNQco

Nothing is set in stone, everyone changes. Yesterday my hands were drowning and I didn’t have anything left to give in response. Today, I have realized you were there all along reaching into the water to save me. I just didn’t notice until it was too late. We weren’t meant to drift, we aren’t supposed to leave each other. We have come so far, grown so much and will continue to do so if you choose to allow it.

I will never leave you if I got the chance Life without you doesn’t feel the same I don’t want this I don’t want us to be temporary Loving you doesn’t require over thinking Let go your grudges so I can heal my mistakes

I do trust you, now trust me to be worthy of that love.

I will always love you. Not even the heavens could make me leave you. I know in my heart that we were made for each other, that the lessons I have learned with you can push this nightmare back into the wonderful dream it was for us both. I want to hold you in my arms forever, no one else will ever be able to fill the hole in my heart without you. I always will love you too, why can’t that be reason enough.