simzie

HIIIII!!!! HOPE YALL ARE DOING WELLLLL 😋😋😋😋😋god bless!!!!

𑣲⋆｡˚ none of yall ever got a proper introduction to who i am, sooo heres something that helps (i thinkkk...)!!!!

i know most of you dont give a gaf to read the whole thing but thats alright!!!!

i think there are a few things you should know if you wanna talk to me <3

first of alll, im tryna be a niche microcelebrity influencer or something, i really like that vibe going on with @ihrtplayboii , @skaddooossh and @darlingmuntaha on tiktok, theyre probably my biggest inspirations as a pakistani teenage girl >_<

𑣲⋆｡˚ im just a very very very emotional but optimistic but also quite avoidant girl trying to navigate daily life as a brown girl in a world of patriarchy. everything i say comes directly from my heart, i love voicing my opinions on literally everything, but i often get shut down because of these god damn societal standards that i should shut the fuck up because im a woman which is like... wtaf?

𑣲⋆｡˚ as an overseas pakistani i feel so extremely trapped in societal and cultural expectations like im sorry but ive seen enough gais!!!! and ive gone through more than enough trying to prove myself to people who are never ever satisfied with how much a woman sacrifices herself!!!!! whatever youve had in mind for me is NOTTTTT happening. I WILL NOT CONFORM I WILL NOT CONFORM I WILL NOT CONFORM I WILL REMAIN WHO I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you feel the same pleaseeeeeeeee hit me up I BEG i neeeeedd to talk to someone who understands the way a brown girl feels.

𑣲⋆｡˚ ill be honest, the only reason i downloaded tumblr was because of all the aesthetic "tumblr girl" pictures circulating on social media.

but after being here a while (a couple months i think) im starting to realize this might be my place, even thoughhh im rarely active, i wanna change that. this feels like MY space, somewhere i can run and vent, and talk to likeminded people, like LOOK AT MY MOOTS I LOVE THEM ALL (shoutout to all my moots!!!!)

im just a whimsical teenage soul trying to navigate whatever the heck my life has become over the last couple years 😔😔😔😔

𑣲⋆｡˚ i love ariana grande i love glitter i love whimsy i love pink i love art i love philosphy i love politics i love law i love true crime i love podcasts i love movies i love literature i love rotten mango i love pinterest i love being a girl i love women i love feminism i love my religion i love everything except what i dont love!!!!!

𑣲⋆｡˚ existing makes me realize im just a floating blob of love and sparkles and pink and independence and a love for intellectual arguments <33

𑣲⋆｡˚ slowly but surely im realizing my place in the world and what i want and who i am and who id love to be and this is such a wonderful feeling.

yes i just talked aboout myself for a whole post but thats okay and id love to hear about all of you. i want to expand my connections, meet new people, understand different mindsets and perspectives on literally anything and everything.

𑣲⋆｡˚ you only get one life to do everything youve ever dreamed of doing!!!!!!

𑣲⋆｡˚ so do it all RIGHTTT NOWWWW because this might be your last moment.

𑣲⋆｡˚ i wanna see everything experience everything feel everything go everywhere meet everyone understand everything like i just dont have enough time for all that do i?