Our brains are sick.

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⚠️ yandere!Alastor likes Lucifer’s screams of pain

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|Part 6|

When ray of sunshine burst your emo time

Probably late entry for #marsmolDTIYS on bsky and ig

The music note is from Hell Greatest Dad music sheet (I cant read🫣)

Alastor didn’t think this through

Radioapple New Neighbor AU Chapter 2!

Chapter 1 link

imma head out tho 🚪🫶🏽

First of all, you don’t have to worry about me mutating into an anti, i have no desire to sow misery!

I just don’t want to leave the party without saying goodbye! 🥹💞

As for explanation, I’m really sensitive to antiblackness. I live in a racist country that piles ailments on me. If I’m choosing to give time, money, care, n love in a space, I NEED to know the space condemns antiblackness. It’s a priority for my health and wellness

If a concern for antiblackness has not been addressed and condemned, I don’t feel secure in the space.

And I have not seen messages in this space that reassure me, which has since taken the wind out of my sails

Also, the lens of how I analyzed the media was under an impression that the material is written through a carefully considered intersectional, queer perspective. This was the main selling point for me personally, but I’m not certain if my perception was accurate

Which is ok btw! The artists should be able to do as they please, it is art! And I don’t mind being wrong about something lol, that’s life. It could be that my first impression is actually correct, but the uncertainty is too troublesome for me to contend with

So, I haven’t been inspired to draw anything. All I do is seek joy in my time off of work. If I can’t find it in one place, I try to find it elsewhere. Simple as that. Honestly, idk for sure if that loss of enthusiasm is permanent, I just know how I feel now.

And my heart doesn’t beat the way it used to.

Thank you to all the kind people who have shown my fanart love over the years! And I hope everyone continues to have fun! I hope Spindlehorse continues to make queer art that can thrive. I know the Hellaverse is such a special place, and a project filled with love and talent.

N I won’t delete anything so don’t worry if u wanted to see any of the fanart I’ve made. Everything I’ve done was done with love, so I don’t regret a thing 💝 This can be an archive ☺️ I also made xfolios recently, some of my faves are collected in an orderly fashion there.

To the friends I’ve made thanks to this community; I LOVE & SUPPORT YOU~ 🥰 let’s keep in touch!

Thank you so much to fellow fans who have said such kind things to me n about my fanart 🥹💞 & to my generous tippers! 😭🫶🏽

Thank you to all the artists making such great work that had lit a fire within me ❤️‍🔥

Lastly, I hope Black folks can find a soft place to land in fandom spaces. I’d encourage everyone who enjoys these spaces to do what they can to make that happen. If u don’t know where to start, I’d suggest research

Thank you again, this was a beautiful experience 💗

Love,

Part 15/? - "Rest"

Al is a little brat and Lu wants some answers and got nothing :D

What can I say, I just wanted to draw Al cute and sleepy. Sue me. :> Is this fluff, does that count? Maybe a litte. :3

QUICK IMPORTANT NOTE: BECAUSE HE'S SO INCONSISTENT, THERE'S NO "RIGHT" WAY TO DRAW THIS GUY. JUST HAVE FUN, REALLY! AND DON'T MIND MY SHEET AND NOTES IF YOU DON'T WANT TO

(NOTE DONE) the facial expressions in the lower left corner are more inspiration for pushing his expressions since he's SO EXPRESSIVE!! :D ...rather than direct reference since too many features change between screenshots there

(close-ups of sheet at bottom of the post but before the cut)

(his front view hair should actually curve in toward his two hair "sprigs" like it does in every other angle, but the way i drew it is just my own personal preference at times -- it helps me think of him as a bit more 3D)

below is how on earth i laid out that crazy-looking collection. there's a method to the madness! (the dashed line in the middle of the turnarounds is the "front view," and then the images spin Lucifer left and right from there. sometimes the screenshots in the turnarounds are just for body/leg/arm shape reference rather than face reference)

the note at the bottom of the "Hat angles" box says "The hat angles in the center of the ring are usually intended only for animation in-between frames, rather than for longer poses or for illustrations"

"The Ideal Man" in the upper left corner is a partially joking section name and is the Lucifer design i tend to aim for. i think of his face as "very round except for his pointy chin + his eyes are close together and take up almost the whole width of his face (except for in profile view, and except for when it doesn't look good)."

I WANT THIS POST TO STAY SORTA SHORT, SO UNDER THE CUT ARE SOME NOTES ABOUT HIS HAT plus some hat-less screenshots / screenshots where all or almost all his hair is visible

close-ups of reference sheet:

scarred