If you're a sister then your parents should actively search for it. I would definitely not encourage you to go on any Muslim matrimonial apps that has khalwah with non mehram.

The ideal way would be that your parents reach out to the extended family members if they know of any practicing Muslim upon deen. Probably good to seek help from the imam of the Masjid.

Till then I would encourage you to stay persistent with your dua and keep asking Allah. Sometimes delay just takes us closer to Allah.

Remember how beautifully Zakarriya Alayhi Salam kept asking Allah, became vulnerable, called his heart out to Allah, acknowledged the fact that they're weak and kept doing good and were humbly submissive.

"If you want to see the extent of your Iman then see how you are in private.

For indeed Iman does not show its true extent in two units of prayer or in fasting during the day.But it shows in striving against your soul and desires."

- From Allah

- With Allah

- To Allah

A question to reflect upon - How well have we prepared for the Meeting with Allah which is the most important meeting..

_Abu Musa reported: The Prophet, peace and blessings be upon him, said, “Whoever loves to meet Allah, Allah loves to meet him. Whoever hates to meet Allah, Allah hates to meet him.”_

Source: Ṣaḥīḥ al-Bukhārī 6508 📖