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I hope you don’t fall for her smile. Because just like me, she may lose hers after loving you.

I saw the signs, but I prayed for a different outcome

I can’t say it out loud, because if no one knows I can pretend it isn’t real. Maybe I can heal without having to feel. Maybe I can just keep going. But as soon as I catch my breath I feel his hands around my neck & I’m back to gasping for air. I ask why, why would you cross that line? somehow I’m responsible for his actions and mine.

life made you cold, so I bundled up & stayed for as long as I could. You didn’t notice as I turned blue, ‘cause I could never be as cold as you. Or so you say, but numb is numb.