She Smiles Again

The girl met the boy. But the boy didn't stay

I'm drowning and you're so busy planning the life you're going to have you don't realize I won't be around anymore to see you get it. You only have now with me my failing body is proof of that. And soon you'll be to busy and I'll just be a memory

I wish I'd told you that I love you. I wish I could tell you without having to second guess. I wish I was sure. I wish I could say it without wondering if I'd hurt you. I wish I hadn't hurt you. I wish I could trust how I feel. I wish you'd kissed me when you were sober

I really just want to go to sleep and never wake up again

It's hard being the person that takes care of everyone else. Because no one ever takes care of you

I'm just doing this on my own now. I don't even have you to talk to so I guess I should stop bothering everyone

No matter what I do no one ever stays. I'm never enough

I loved you so much it was just never enough

When do I get to stop being the person everyone regrets loving

If his picture still makes your heart stop and your breath is hard to catch you're not over him

If by chance your missing me, don't. Don't tell me. Don't show up. Don't try and pull me back in because you know I can't resist you. Every inch of my body is screaming for you to come back and if my chance you realize please don't come back.

God you sure turned out to be a pathetic coward huh