Wolfwood saw the end of the argument, hidden behind his sunglasses. Heâd been late to the âpartyâ, busy with a few other bastards. He knew his counterpart was there too, somewhere.
Thing was, even if he hadnât seen what had transpired exactly, from what he could piece together of the argument, he would probably have done exactly the same thing, Vashâs feelings be damned. The guy was more important.
When it started escalating, old insecurities from his younger self bubbling to the surface, Wolfwood approached.
And thenâ The other pushed Vash to the ground, hard. Vash didnât move afterward, and Nicky sank to his knees. Wol ran to them, getting down too.
"Oi!" He turned to the younger man, "Learn to control yer temper, dammit!" Oh the irony Then he turned toward Vash and froze.
His partner wasnât just not moving.
His neck was clearly broken.
Wolfwood stayed frozen like that for a long moment, his expression hidden by his glasses and shadowed by his hair. He knew that if he checked Vashâs pulse, there would be none. Vash was utterly still.
'Still as death..' Wolfwood thought fleetingly.
Then it hit him like a brick. Vash was dead. GONE.
'But it was an accidentâŚ' a small voice tried to say in his mind, but it was completely drowned by the fury that suddenly overtook him. He bristled, brusquely whirling toward Nicky and punching him in the face in one single movement, putting his whole weight behind the hit. The younger one went flying, not resisting, and with a feral cry, Wol was on him, one knee in his rib cage.
He grabbed his collar, smashing Nicky into the ground âhard ground, why did it have to be hard groundâ and planting another fist in his face on the recoil. The sick feeling swirled inside him and clenched his jaw, gritting his teeth. Tears started falling down his eyes, but he didnât notice them as wrapped one hand around his younger selfâs neck, the other smashing into his face. âYou killed himââ He growled lowly, a feral sound. Both his hands tightened, and he wondered in sickening satisfaction which one would give in first, his neck or his skull.
He barely registered what was happening. All he knew was pain. Physical pain. Enough to jar him from his catatonic state. But just barely. He allowed his counterpart to strike him. To throw him down. To strangle him. He deserved it. God, he fucking deserved it.
Mind still numb, Wolfwood raised his hands to the one around his neck, gasping for air through coughs. The otherâs knee was crushing his rib cage, his hands threatening to shatter his skull and break his own neck as well. But he didnât resist. Wide, frightened eyes looked up into the other Wolfwoodâs watery ones, and he barely managed to speak.
"âŚI⌠Iâm⌠sorryâŚ" He couldnât bring himself to cry. To fight. To yell. What right did he have? Heâd⌠God, heâd killed him! Heâd killed Vash! Maybe heâd been right⌠Killing was all he knew how to do. And a dangerous animal had to be put down, right?
So he didnât fight, hoping that the pain would end soon.