blackdiaries

Hi di.

I couldn't sleep last night. Tried checking out google or other platforms to catch a memory or happy glimpse by the name of Bhawna mukta. But seems like there's no digital footprint left of you. It's been 13 years.. I don't blame the internet. But it hurts to see that your existence keeps fading on years, while I promised to keep you alive.

I have been doing great. Have really grown as a big girl di. Over the past 1 year I have been going through a major life shift and transition. Emotionally, morally, existentially...I have been grilled pretty hard. But you really left behind a strong persistence lil sister. Everytime such phases come and go, I feel proud and I look up. I want you to see me and I hope you feel proud too. But beyond strength it's the love you filled me with ..keeps me going on ...keeps me letting be kind to others too. I give them love freely ..so much so I got from you..that my love won't ever go dry.

Thanks for being born. Your life was the biggest blessing for me. At least that's how I will always see it. I really miss you though. Love you❤️

The sun doesn't care whether the grass appreciates its rays, it just keep on shining...

Rebirth and Transformation

During the stage of shedding, a snake doesn't have a choice. Shedding (ecdysis) is a biological necessity.

New skin develops, It starts constricting the body in its own cage - perhaps a question of a temporary convenience. But soon there is a moment of total blindness where scales grow over the eyes, the old eyes get milky and the path ahead is gone into an oblivion mist. It sheds.