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Well, let's look at the whole picture together, shall we?

I took this picture earlier this year (2026) in February with the help of my girlfriend. It is me, on my bed, on my knees spread open, leaning back and looking off to the side, with a bunch of different words written on me. Written across my torso is "transmisogyny," "18+," "faggot," and "tranny." "Shemale," "pedophile," and "trap" is written on my right leg and, "rape," "femboy," and "suicidal" is written on my left. These are words and concepts applied to me as well as said to me to my face.

You are doing so now by not-so-subtly implying that I am a pedophile and through cultural word association, a child rapist. This accusation has been levied at me for longer than I can remember, for longer than I've understood sex, and rape, as concepts. You could, instead, ask why "femboy" is written so prominently, but you chose "pedophile" instead. The pedophile "child rapist" accusation is common and frequent and simpler to navigate in interpersonal relationships than it is online. I don't know you, you don't know me, nothing I say can convince you of anything opposite of what your mind has already made up, but I hope you keep reading.

As a whole, the picture and the caption that accompanied it on the original post, "I'm feeling a certain way about some stuff" should paint a fairly clear idea that I'm upset over transmisogyny and how it has affected me and my sisters. I am upset that I have been called a tranny, a faggot, a shemale, a pedophile, a trap, I'm upset that the concept of rape surrounds my life so completely. That I am these things, and that I am these things for the purposes of raping and being raped. I am upset that you have twisted my complaint into ammo for further accusations.

Why is it so prominent and Large? Because I wanted it to be. Because when 2025 ended, I rediscovered how happy people are to accuse a tranny of being a child rapist in any way they can and I went through my life and counted. How often had I been excluded over this perception of transfeminity relating to child rape? I am upset that for my longer childhood and shorter adulthood I have always been accused of child rape for the sole reason of expressing my femininity. It hurt, and I made that obvious in the most literal way I could. I wrote it large in the same euphemism that is loved so much by so many.