Fangirl Crap

"From the moment I saw him, I knew I wanted him to live" "I wanted my last sight before I die to include him" "If you're here, I want to live longer" lines of dialogue that make ME wanna die actually

Johan opening his phone and seeing both his sister and Ryu desperately reaching out and asking if he was okay, and him choosing to call Ryu back first

The only real physically intimate moments of the show being Ryu hugging Johan and Sumiko when they're upset to comfort them and how he clearly has a go to of letting them bury their heads in his shoulder

(because Ryu is a loving person and I love him and I think his character is being slept on and that makes me sad)

The concept of a surprise drop in visit to Japan BRUHHHH

Johan's nervous back and forth glancing when Ryu is looking at his sketch

"Is that too long or too short?" "Too long" & Johan's happy face after

This shot

(I just lowkey love a lot of the cinematography of this show)

"You're the one person I didn't want to see me like this"

Entire mud conversation, really

All the times Ryu was doing something else and when Johan called he immediately abandoned it

"Next time, give me a heads up" "Next time?" "Yeah, next time"

Johan's face when he turned around for one last look and saw Ryu standing there watching him leave (and Ryu holding back tears but Johan couldn't see it)

and Ryu not waving back because the entire scene he's unable to say goodbye, even til the end

Ryu and Johan's excitement both times Johan hit the baseball id bet my life that that was real reactions from Ok Taecyeon and Hayato Isomura

Ryu teasing Johan and Johan's affectionate annoyance

Ryu, Johan, and Sumiko all going to the daycare and Ryu and Johan saying they also want to be Kanau's guardians like shoot me dead that's some of the sweetest shit I've ever seen

Johan watching Ryu and Ryu's dad fish with heart eyes

Ryu watching Arata jump while Sumiko is watching the video is obvi devastating but an insanely good shot

That moment where Johan is getting discharged and walking down the mountain alone, and Ryu is walking up a mountain and it looks like he's surprising Johan, i fell for that fakeout hook line and sinker

Ryu laughing at Johan turning away to drink when they're with Ryu's parents after their previous conversation

Johan taking Ryu along when he claimed his freedom, and Ryu tackling the Shithead before he could hit Johan, and Johan's face, and Ryu grabbing Johan by the hand and them running out together

This show so clearly showing Johan's absence in Ryu's life. Also the chair had "fruit chair" on it which made me laugh

Ryu hanging the sketch Johan did of him in their apartment WDYMMMMMMMM (Sumiko clocking that was so funny)

All the layers of Johan calling his meeting Ryu a miracle, not just bc of how unlikely it was to happen but because of how lifsaving it was for the both of them

"You have a kid?" "Yeah I do"

Ryu finding Johan's notebook when I tell you I cried at just the shot of it being there---

"Next time it's your turn to visit me in Korea" "That's true" and then Ryu having already purchased his flight when they're talking after Johan's discharged

Ryu having effectively the rest of his life planned out and then finding out Johan was sick and immediately abandoning every single thing to go be with him

Johan constantly drawing Ryu and scolding him for moving during it

I see an easy solution to this.

So, my first thought with this was that Porsche was a low-level but annoyingly-successful criminal who was a massive thorn in the side of all the decent, respectable gangsters. Many want him dead because of his rudeness but any minions sent after him come back with either a concussion or a new crush or both. Until one day, Kinn decides he's going to handle that punk himself. Obviously, he's the one who gets handled.

Then I had a longer, more involved thought.

What if Nampheung didn't want out of the mafia, she just wanted to get away from the Theerapanyakuls? She establishes herself as a crime boss and, twenty-five years later, Porsche is the Brat Prince of the crime world.

He has no respect for anything: hierarchy; appearances; playing nice with the other families. He's brash and classless and gets right up the noses of all the bougie mafia types. Kinn and Vegas both despise him but are forbidden to touch him by their fathers who are cagey about the reason why.

Porsche: Finally! You’re proposing!

Kinn: How’d you know?

Porsche: Kinn, you’ve dropped the ring five times during dinner.

It’s so temporary that the halloween stores don’t even have a real sign, they just hang up a banner outside:

I barely survived all the mutual masturbation jollies and the first bathroom scene and now this???

Why? Why was the good doctor's mouth right on that young man's bum????

I'm trying not to fixate but what the fuck????

Lxc:

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