Phatkat @shadowmekat - Tumblr Blog

Ok so I think it's time I finally make an intro post!

Yayyyy!!!

Alright let's start with the basics!

Name: Shade/Arin. Shade for friends and Arin for more normie environments.

Age: Not gonna specify but I am a young adult.

Gender: I am Agender and trans-masc! I mostly identify with the term Aboy. You can do your research if you want.

Pronouns: For now I think I'll use He/They but this might change in the future.

Am I friendly? Absolutely! I love to make cool friends since I dont have many in my life at the moment. I dont care about gender race or age at all as long as you're a decent person.

I am also kinda autism and definitely dyslexia. Straight up couldn't read until the third grade.

I love bugs and fish and just anything stupid looking and ugly in a cute way!

I also love to make things with my hands and have tons of hobbies like knitting drawing sewing jewelry making general crafting a little sculpting bug and rock and DVD collecting and mobile games!

If you want to be friends I do ask you please be nice! I have had people be really mean to me before and I'm kinda sad when people treat me like words on a screen and not a real person :(

Also my personality is INTP-T apparently.

Might add more to this post later lol!

#Intro post #Hiiiiii!!!

•18+ Adults Only

Watch Anya Live on Cam

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.

✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality

Anya is LIVE right now

FREE

Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming

I just want a hug.

A real hug.

Not just words on a screen.

No strings attached.

No thoughtless "I love you"

I want to be held.

My baby is finally a toad and is eating gnats!!!

AAAAHHHHHHH!!!

Ok ok I know they look like a frog but I swear they're not. They're just a shiny baby.

Not to mention half these pictures are from when they still had a little bit of tail so yeah they're a little shiny looking.

Honestly scared me because I thought they were a frog for a second but no still a toad.

What scared me more was that I just couldn't get them to eat anything for days.

But I finally got some gnats and they are eating!

Thankfully the neutients from absorbing their tail kept them healthy while I scrambled to look for bugs.

Now all I have to do is figure out if they're male or female!

#My baby #Toad #Freg

I wanted to show you a photo of a lizard I found around but it's not allowed aaahhh so here

🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎

Also I hope you are having a good day :3

Aww thanks you! :3

My day is ok besides me biting into a mushroom I didn't realize was in my food and almost crying lol.

I'm ok tho! Just sensory shit lol!

Later I'm going to a pizza party :3

#I'm doing good!

Not me genuinely simping over this super cute girl at my work.

Like at first yeah I thought she was cute and I complimented her makeup because it was genuinely good.

But now every time I see her it's just like...

Fuuuck why she so pretty tho???

I dont even know if she would like me. Probably not honestly.

I dont even know if I actually like her or not. I havent liked anyone in over ten years after my fist asshole of a crush.

Where I am most people around me are religious so I cant just go up to her and just...I dont know!

I dont even know how to approach people to just be friends!

Y'all I'm hopeless!

I'm a hopeless insecure scaredy cat who cant do shit! 😭

#Pretty girl #Simping #Scared

•18+ Adults Only

Watch Anya Live on Cam

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.

✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality

Anya is LIVE right now

FREE

Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming

Me: *Wakes up*

Family: *SLAM BOOM POW KNOCKS ON DOOR AHAHAHAHHAHAH LOLOLOLOL DOGS BARKING RAGE BAIT LOLOLOLOL!!!!*

Me: The fuck..? What year is it?

Me: *Grabs phone*

Phone: 8:57pm

Me: ?!

Phone: Its still the 27th bitch! Lol you should've seen yo face! Lololol!

Me: Oh...

Me: Whatever its casserole time.

#Knocked out #Worked to the bone #What year is it?#Going back to bed

IT HAS HAPPENED!

I have boxers now!!!

I stood there for a good five minutes just figuring out which ones would be best and eventually I picked a six pack with two black two grey a blue and a red.

I had to plan this whole thing a day in advance so it wouldn't seem suspicious lol.

My sister picked me up from work and I was like-

Me: Oh can we stop by walmart real quick? I need to get something.

Sister: What is it?

Me: *Huffs dramatically* Well...its super embarrassing...

Sister: What is it? Pads?

Me: Naw its underwear.

Sister: Oh ok. I'll go park and you can run in real quick.

Me: Ok thanks!

And so I went in and got my very first pair of boxers!

Ligit feels like I'm commando right now lol.

Imma throw all my old stuff away and just wear these they are so nice.

After that I went to my grandparents house and they gave me some cold hard cash since they wont be at my graduation since they have to travel.

Totally not flexing right now...totally totally.

But in all honesty this only happens on special occasions and it was really nice of them :)

So yeah today was a good day!

#BOXERS #Gender euphoria #$$$#My day #Good times #:D

wherever-whateverr

computa make all my friends tell me how they perceive me Computa make everyone i’ve ever met tell me how they perceive me

You know what you get when you go to the gynecologist?

Well apparently it's a lizard!

I didnt go to the gynecologist but my mom did and she came back with a lizard and a bag of fish.

My mom wanted one ever since our other one passed away from an unfortunate infection :(

This is the same kind of lizard we used to have and we named this one Taco since its gender neutral and we dont know what it is yet so it worked out like that.

So now my sister has a lizard and a cat, my mom has a lizard and a ton of fish and me and my other sister have toad tadpoles!

Oh which reminds me...

Freg got four legs now!!! Yayyyyy!!! :D

Since Freg is growing so big this is their new habitat I made so they can climb on the rocks!

I really hope I can figure out their gender soon...

Honestly what says TRANS more than a tadpole becoming a toad?

I dunno just thought I'd add that lol

#Exotic pets #Pets #Animals #Freg #Fun #Yippee!#:D #Trans

Me casually trying to scroll on YouTube at work but then someone walks behind me and I frantically try to find something wholesome but all I get is:

Men kissing

Shirtless trans guy

Boys holding hands

Weird anime clip

Cat moaning loudly in a bath

People screaming

A guy talking about the history of MLP gooning

And then I finally find an animation clip....

BUT THEN ITS JUST MEN KISSING AGAIN!

#Lol

•18+ Adults Only

Watch Anya Live on Cam

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.

✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality

Anya is LIVE right now

FREE

Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming

When ya starting t?

Unfortunately not any time soon since I still live with my parents and I dont have money :,)

I'm just trying to do as much research I can at the moment with real statements from real people!

#Testosterone #Still manly

Day 1 of working out for a more gender affirming body!

Today I did 50 push ups, 50 side lifts with 10lb dumbbells and 50 straight up lifts with the same dumbbells.

I have no idea what any gym lingo means or what these workouts are called.

I'm just working on my arms and chest for now since my arms are pretty skinny and I want them to be thicker and my chest has always been a dumpster fire so I might as well work on that too.

I highly recommend Grayson V fitness.

He is a trans fitness coach, FTM and he gives advice for safe ways to workout for a more masculine build on bodies that refuse to be masculine like mine.

I highly reccomend checking him out because he gives great advice for coaching and self esteem!

Happy day and hope you stay safe! :3

#Fitness #Workout #Grayson V fitness

You know what? Its currently 2am and I'm thirsty.

I think imma have...

A FOUR FOOT TALL REDBULL!!!

THIS SHIT GON TURN ME BIBLICALLY ACURATE!!!

#Redbull #Late at night

Found this beetle at work! :D

We hung out for an hour until I got off then I brought him home to put in my moms garden

#Beetle #Bug #Bug buddy

Ugh I cant believe this!

So it was just a normal day and i was out shopping after work when my sister texted me and said she had a surprise.

So I go over to her house and find out SHE NOW HAS A BABY!

Like what??

Honestly I kinda knew what it was before I saw it but she said she would tell me before she went out and got one...

She's not even married yet!

She just bought a house!

How is she supposed to do this all by herself??

Well dont worry I'll be there to help out with feeding and potty time.

She decided to name the baby Dina.

Dina is very adorable and has cute fluffy hair and the biggest eyes ever. She doesn't even cry that much.

Oh you wanna see? Sure!

#I cant believe this #So cute #My sister is a mom now

•18+ Adults Only

Watch Anya Live on Cam

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.

✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality

Anya is LIVE right now

FREE

Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming

The cement factory across the street from my house just got a new red lightbulb and now it looks the the terminator is staring at me all night.

Here are some pictures of varing quality

They have these on 24/7.

Yes including at night.

It's a wonder I can fucking sleep at all

#My house #In the middle of the street #Terminator #Sleepless nights not thinking of anybody it's just the fucking beams

hyyl18

TAG GAME GUYS

TAG YOUR MOOTS AND MAKE THEM EXPLAIN THEIR USERNAMES LORE

Starting with me:

Hyyl18 because when i was youngest i had a group in a random app with some friends and i didnt knew qhat username to use so i decided to create one with things i used to read since we were talking abt fanfic in this group so: Hot Yaoi Yuri Lemon +18 stuff (i was in my dirty era dont dare to judge me). Hyyl18 thats it. Now i use it everywhere yay

@patroclus-is-the-bigger-person @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @cuntyteardrop @glassesgirlies @leninthestarlight @bardorsomethinglikethat anyone else who wanna join tbh yay

patroclus-is-the-bigger-person

so I was just finished with reading song of achilles, highly recommend, made me sob, and achilles pissed me off, like the pride was mental, so I thought that patroclus, my king, deserved some well deserved love and appreciation. The bigger person part is in no way at all a tribute to me because I am the petty bitch you will ever have the displeasure of coming across

@bardorsomethinglikethat @achillesfinch14 @bartdrawssometimes

bardorsomethinglikethat

@hyyl18

basically bards are important in my book series, and that was inspired from the bard yaskier from the Witcher, and I feel like it was something he'd say about himself so I went with that.

Your guy's lore is hilarious btw 🤣

@isoldmysoultothefae @mustard-in-a-bottle @st4ry3mi @ellie-moonbeam

isoldmysoultothefae

I like faes and my Ao3 user is isoldmysoultothefae and your girl is indecisive when it comes to users

Open tags

crowthesapphic

I want my nickname to be crow so it’s my online name and I’m very gay

@whoopcacao @woahlookatthatcoolbird @eggsuperiority @ameliasmith1313 @heyimriver @bisexualawesomeness

woahlookatthatcoolbird

One of my favorite memes is the "look at all those chickens", I like birds and a word I use alot is Woah

@qwerty-sky @legendaryllamawolf @stargazer56cipher @fishymari @rooksterooni @astrax-nemo @yippeewhoohwooeeppiy @oddity101 + anyone who also wants to!

astrax-rayo

purely because i searched ‘latin names for star things’ one day which somehow shortened to astrax over time and then nemo because. fish

@seizetheday1 @commiemare @nicryukyo

@rapidminecrafter @kweeche @allaboutofmusicwithibukimioda @sunshine-snake @eefogirl @forgetful-crowe @astelbanana @littlechaoscryptid @gloomycoffinn and anyone else who’d like to join

sunshine-snake

'sunshine-snake' because "sunshine" i just decided oneday i was going to be my online name, and snake since i kind of make a hissing sound (that sounds like a snake) when i laugh sometimes :3

open tags! (who i'm tagging below the cut) :) /nf

maedaeeee

mae is in my name umm and i needed to find a word that had may in it so uhh

so uh…… mae dae .,, . , .. ,, x , ye

@artsyarmy7 @arghthisdoesntwork @boooootomatotomato @boxedingremiln @beanzdabean @cantspellanexitey @eveessideblogfornonsense @elijahcries2 @firestar1998 @faenar @illumiphosauce @littlebeanantenthusiast @lunathetunaaa @mimsicalmidnight @nerd-alerts @phoenixrainsfire413 @sage0clock @tabbykai @unablebagel @vickysnowpawz @violetrosiecookiesleepydragon @xxsolaren @xilospace @yourlocalavian +opentags :1

violetrosiecookiesleepydragon

Hmmmmmmmmmmm Prob because in Roblox every one called me Violet but I added the Rosie because it was the name of my dog plushie that I lost in 4th grade and cookie because I like cookies so that's why I picked VioletRosieCookie :]

Open tags bc I'm lazy heh Violet Out ><

will-0-the-wispp

Fuck mine has lore...

So my.first username was wendigoweirdo but someone told me that it was offensive to native American tribes so I changed it to willow weirdo. And then I just felt like adding the daydreamer because that's was I am :3

@hrrrrt-of-mxsic1128 @dazaisfavbitch @thatgurlrose @sage0clock @jacksfoxevangeline

jacksfoxevangeline

back when my username was @/pipermcleandaugterofaphrodite, I saw a post by a Cherokee person talking about how much they hate Piper and that she's not representation because she's stereotypes with legs (fair enough). I'm white, so I have no right to have myself connected to people my ancestors hurt, so I changed my user to what it is now because I'm also Evangeline Fox fictionkin

Moots:

@the-one-and-only-piper-offical @artemisiamasterofnone @alien-in-washington @lexi-is-short @cleaning-spray-offical @arson-the-artificer-offical @written-by-music @itsuwari-no-kibo-offical @rosedmcenjoyer @confusedfroggirl @thevoidlapidarym @shadow-vex @cicadabee @anonymousdoggie @chickfila-offical @aviewtodeath @livviedaltonvintagedoll @goodplayproductions @ravenswritingdesk231 @allisteristired @duckwithdeviousintent @iminyourbedsheets @nobodysavemysoulitsperfectlyfine @hypnopompic-decay @elliotsaqueenfan @ilovecoveysongs @alchemy-and-royalty @monster-of-the-margins @mirrorballbutmadeoffoil

kays-reblogs

alright so my first username was skzfangirl143 because i was a skz ult back then and 143 from their song case 143 !! eventually i started stanning more groups and realized SKZfangirl143 didn't cover it so i changed it to written-by-music because i do spend a lot of time listening to music and a lot of the time music and my mood do correlate!

tags: @ivoraaahills @swirled-with-ink @slut-for-han-jisung @heroz-zz @zawranq @atetheluck @phiapiled @phaelusion @randomfriendlyloser @soda-sprite + all of my other moots!

soda-sprite-deactivated20260519

thx for the tag kayy!! <3

i used to be 'grape-soda-and-impish-behaviour' because i was drinking grape soda a lot and one of my main ocs at the time was called imp then i deactivated and came back as 'soda-imp' cause it was shorter yet still matched my purple theme and mood ^^

and then i changed it to 'soda-sprite' because my theme was sort of greenish with a fairycore vibe to it and my mood was more 'spritely' but i still liked soda and also still wanted to be recognisable to my moots so i kept the soda bit and i haven't changed it since!! :D

i've been thinking of changing it to soda-pop [what some of my moots call me and also the 'pop' bit matches my party theme] though... unsure! :]

taglist: @twistedangelboness @st4ry3mi @mychemicalplatonicrelationship @boyfa1lure @sushigeeg @fruitbattys @kaihasmoreswagthanyou3 @extra-extra-unhinged @skyrigel @melancholic-whimsy @aamtreeanalogy @tsynssarus @written-by-music @ocean-v1ew @phaelusion @potatoanarchist @vickysnowpawz @citric-citrus @damsel-understresss @mechanical-deer @sunnaestt @ilikesheeppp @arliarolli @itsmesuhasini + open tags!! ^^

potatoanarchist

ayo thx for the tag ( rant under the cut >:> )

Okay, so my real username wasn't actually supposed to be potatoanarchist, I made that up on a whim and I have a mind to change it. It was supposed to be Xaosix, and for a very personal reason.

To keep it as simple as possible for you, someone I knew died a while back. I had known them for my entire life--seriously, they were around since I was a baby. We had a nickname for them and that's why the six that's apart of my username. I'm not specifying what the nickname was.

The other part of my username is a reference to my mom's name. No, her name doesn't start with X. It starts with J, but I've decided to keep it as X to make a little XO sort of w/ the Xaosix. In case you can't see it

XaOsix

The XO is for both her and the person.

If I end up changing my user or online name twenty times and twenty times again, this is something that will always remain the same. It just...hits a bit different when people call me that instead of potato.

As for potatoanarchist...yeah, the reason is a tad sad, too. I've had this...mentality for the past few years that has proven to be incredibly detrimental. And I've always tried to get rid of it, like an anarchist would their government, but it's always felt too small. Like a potato. But then I smiled and got the idea that maybe I could make somebody smile with that username, a small thing ( a potato ) lightening their mood ( anarchist ). So I kept it.

You'll soon notice a lot of the decisions I make are born from personal experiences/ideas.

Deepest apologizes if this just depressed you and ruined the mood of this entire tag game 😭 extra sorry if you were already tagged I really don't know

@forgfrogg @unexpectedly-wizardposting @burnttoast7272 @biroasedemon @daydreamz333 @firestar1998 @callmesmth @hattonthehatman @formulaparkolympian @trafficcat @mustard-in-a-bottle @iamsriiiiiiii @vulpyabby @epichermesholymoly @elizabethmdejess @thescrollkeeperswife @blank-kitty @jaybirddrawsthings7 @snarkysnack09 @ludwigwormwood @rusty-spooooooooon @l-zah1ra @firefly247 @st4ry3mi @randomperson2009 @lunathetunaaa @raccoonico @maybemarz @kirapjo0818 @one-million-beers @coisinha1-14-1 @writingwithoutconfidence @temisjanaina @kaihasmoreswagthanyou3 @lexi-arts @tehizel @theblackberryhimself @vixiestarfrost @lmanburglogs @obsidiansandwich @vickysnowpawz @novnovv + open tags ig

forgfrogg

oh thanks for the tag!!

The FORG part of the name is because I have a shirt that says forg on it with a little from picture (forg is a misspelling of frog).

The FROGG part came to be because I had a hyperfixation on frogs (specifically tree frogs) and it made a lasting impact on my life, whenever I see a frog I remember my younger self and how much they made me happy (I still LOVE tree frogs), the extra G is because I wanted to be special lol

@definitely-bubble @introvert995 @jevilstail127 @insertname8617 @hizashi-the-possessed-skeleton @shadowmekat +open tags

( I don't have that many moots as of rn)

shadowmekat

Well this is a bit embarrassing buuuuutttt.....

My username is actually the username of an old OC I had who was a youtuber with the same username.

Basically their hole lore was that they are a void wearing a hoodie and never reveling their face or voice.

Yeah super angsty I know.

They also have a lot of d ttrauma but eventually get a happy ending! :D

@rattboxwarriorr @hizashi-the-possessed-skeleton @youthetree @magnusttsisgay-official @frogfrogg @shadow-sector @veroneatseyes @deadpoolshubby

Oh and my profile is just my sona who is kinda evil.

It's a void and therefore not a cat but instead a kat. Hence the kat in my username

Trending Blogs

Last Seen Blogs

Phatkat