{~Shade~}

So basically, I was thinking about this scene one night, and honestly, it really reminded me of a song I enjoy, and I honestly headcanon it to be Jaxs backstory before he got into the circus-

⚠️ Trigger warning it's very sad. It has family fighting and screaming and violence and off-screen death at the end, so if any of that at all triggers you, I suggest you don't watch it ‼️

https://youtu.be/2uRgIkytZRw?si=RreCxaKMO5oik2hU

So this is basically how i see Jaxs life before the circus and as you can see what happens at the end I have a theory he was running away from home and speeding cause he seems to be going pretty fast and through the tears and stress and panic he suddenly hit a child

and since he was probably only a teenager or just young in general and not thinking straight cause of everything happening at once he fled the scene and drove into the forest and I like to think he found C&A abandoned and went inside to yk hide and collect himself after what all just happened

now idk why he would of put the head set on, but I'm sure you guys will theorize why that is. Maybe he wanted a distraction from everything I'm not sure 🤔

Well anyway I also wanna mention that he said to Caine

" You got in my head-"

So I wanna think that Caine pulled out those forbidden memories to make Jax not wanna go back, and in sheer panic, Jax ran and pressed the stay button

Also also I think Caine tends to make rooms for the characters of things they either hate or are uncomfortable with or bring back bad memories since that's really the characters only safe space and Caine probably dosent want them in their rooms too often, that or he just matches the rooms with how the characters look like either or 🤷🏻‍♀️

But ya, as you can see, Jaxs room is all pink and girly, so that could be either a nod to him being a cute purple bunny, the fact he has fragile masculinity, or that he possibly killed a little girl when he was running away from home

And Zooble once hated looking at themselves and all their parts, and yet they have mirrors everywhere, but again, Caine could of just put those in there to match with the character, you'd have to see yourself from all sides when you put pieces in and what not

But anyway I think that's all for now.

Of course, this is just my head canon and theories and I'd love to hear yours if you have any yourself or if you'd like to add on to this at all :)

I LOVE JAX

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Edit: The link is being a bit weird so I'll just say here what it's called and who the songs by

Song Name: Medicine

By: ANTH

Legit in his head rn 😭