Saris 🪲

i need to have more fun im so young like what

I deeply trust what the psilocybin truffles from Amsterdam showed me which is that I’m here to experience and be pure love and joy and pleasure I love every inch of myself I just forget that and others are deliriously precious have you ever stared at your face looking for a problem while tripping on mushrooms and you couldn’t find anything wrong and then you pull up your shirt looking for something wrong and you can’t find anything wrong you turn around and glance over your shoulder like have I been this beautiful this whole time? Why can’t I see through these eyes every day? And you think of your dad who disappeared and nothing’s wrong you think of your passive aggressive mother and nothing’s wrong you text her a million emoji hearts and call her but she’s busy working and nothing is wrong! You talk to your dead grandparents in the sky and really feel them there. You move photos of other dead relatives around the house to better areas near the flowers in the light where they can feel more at home. You stretch and move and it takes no effort. It’s like your body knows everything it needs already. You don’t have to guess or watch a YouTube video. Queen of your little world, which is you. Most beautiful experience ever that has totally stayed with me. Imperfection is genuinely a trick played by jokers on the lowest of levels

εγω οταν ρωταω αν θελει να παραγγειλουμε κ μου λεει “οχι”