mental illness vent blog

Oh god, I'm still picking up my pieces. How much of me have I broken?

fighting your brain all the time just to function is really exhausting

I wish I could just have a tiny bit of peace

I don't get better. I just get better at making them think I'm getting better.

guys, this loneliness is getting hard to romanticize..

i genuinely do not have it in me to claw my way out from rock bottom right now. this can’t happen anymore, it can’t get worse than this. i can’t take it, i’m just not strong enough

kinda rlly wanna just stop trying to hold my crazy back and just fucking GO

This shit ain’t fair.

Everything feels like rejection and it makes me sick

why not both?

“I am so sorry for hurting you while I was trying to hurt myself.”

i hate how i go from 0 to 100 back down to 0 within minutes. bpd tingz ig

have you?