safe space

Not a smooth early pregnancy

Last night was a blur. I almost pass out in the toilet

We are waiting for the sp to cone at 1pm

Hopefully baby is still there….

im so happy and excited to live in our new house

thank you to my fiance for making it happen

and now i know, he REALLY LIKES it when i puji his effort of doing something haha. like acknowledging his efforts. so cute haha

aku nak try2 je iv but im yet to prepare soalan apa nk tanya

but then he said he will do the prep for me

and dia siap buat google docs semua altho dia takde experience pun

huaaaaa ya rabbi alhamdulillah

I miss mak abah

Having syahmi is great. But nothing beats maks presence. Always know what to say. Will always put me above her needs.

How do i deal with this sadness eveytime. Hopefully dah kahwin nanti taklah seteruk ini.