no, not without you

Tessa said BI VALKYRIE RIGHTS!!!!

bonus:

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

Household 1:

Tony

Pepper

Morgan

Peter

Harley

Rhodey

Natasha

Clint

Household 2:

Steve

Sam

Bucky

T'Challa

Shuri

Carol

Maria

Monica

Household 3:

Thor

Bruce

Loki

Valkyrie

Okoye

Scott

Hope

Cassie

Morgan and Monica have become close friends

Bucky and Sam are officially dating, as are Okoye and Valkyrie

Pepper wants to have another child

I think Nat and T'Challa are going to have a thing together

Hope and Pepper have become enemies, but Harley and Cassie are best friends

Peter and Pepper have taken up the baking skill

Tony and Pepper have entered the science career

Bruce has entered the medical career

Loki lit the kitchen on fire but I didn’t realize for a while, so I had to redo the entire first floor but Cassie’s birth certificate was destroyed

Peter wants to kiss Shuri, but Shuri wants to go on a date with Harley

Peter’s having a mood swing bc that’s what teenagers do I guess, idk

Pepper is pregnant with their fourth child and Rhodey has successfully moved into household 3

Peter had to go to the hospital but everything’s fine now

Bucky and Sam almost called off their engagement but once again, everything’s fine now

Morgan has decided to live her life in a bear costume and idk how long that’ll last so that’s kinda weird

The llama flu is still running rampant because people keep catching it and giving it back to each other so everyone is sneezing and coughing and feverish, making it hard to go to work, so we haven’t been making a lot of money

Those was a while back but I forgot to mention that Sam, Bucky, Maria and Carol have all joined the military career

One of the mods I have let’s you commit murders and Hope wants to stab Pepper

Valkyrie and Okoye are married

Yinsen and Nebula are toddlers and they’re both fucking ugly but I said I wouldn’t use cheats so they’re gonna stay ugly

Morgan still doesn’t like the twins and is still living life in a bear costume

Peter and Shuri are going strong and he wants to ask her to prom

Monica and Morgan have both joined Scouts

Steve is still doing nothing as per usual

Thor won’t stop crying in the shower

Loki haunts household three at least every other night and I wish I could say I’m used to it but it still startles me every time

One of Bruce’s whims is to resurrect Loki but we don’t have enough room in the house

Natasha and Peter have taken up dance together

brief summary: during the events of endgame, you’re finally able to be reunited with bucky, and he can learn what has happened since he’s been gone 

word count: 2.1k requested: yes! thank you for the love on this lil series (especially to @loving-barnes @bluediamondsevie @shesthxndxrstxrms @snuggleducky @fk12b) warnings: endgame spoilers, like a lot of them

part one / part two / part three 

* masterlist of sorts *

“Come on,” Strange begins to open a portal, but all Bucky can see is darkness, a battlefield ahead. “we don’t have much time.” 

Bucky emerges through the portal along with everyone else, standing tall as he looks around at the sight before him. He tries to keep calm, seeing the remains of the compound, but you’re nowhere in sight. 

All he knows is that he’s been gone for a long time despite it feeling like five minutes since he saw you. Bucky can’t forget the pain in your expression, the gut-wrenching scream as he collapsed to the ground, turning to dust before your very eyes. 

“Now what?” Sam asks as he stands alongside Bucky who shrugs his shoulders. 

“Guess we got another fight to win.” Bucky states as he runs forward, straight toward the action. 

Baby goats to heal a broken soul? 

Imagine if Steve asked Tony if he could ever forgive Bucky for the things he had no control over and he had done.

Tony thinks about it for a bit and says; “I think I can. After we kick this purple titans ass, I’ll talk with your friend.” 

But Bucky never gets that conversation. So he doesn’t know. 

After Steve comes back and passes the shield onto Sam, Bucky comes over and sits next to him. 

“So how was it boiling your food again?” 

Steve smiles and side eyes Bucky. He smiles as he glances down at the gold band on his ring finger. 

“Worth it.” 

Bucky smirks and they stay silent. Steve exhales, before looking at his friend. 

“You know I talked to Tony before all this.” 

Bucky doesn’t say anything, he listens, he is good at that. 

“Talked to him about you. I just had to ask. You know? There wasn’t a guarantee any of us were going to come out alive but I had to know just in case worst case scenario.” 

Bucky nods, and Steve shifts in his seat before looking at his friend. 

“He told me that he thought he could… Ya know? Told me he would talk to you after we won. Maybe, I don’t know, something could have come out of it.” 

Bucky rolls his lip in between his teeth. There is a lump in his throat and a slight burning in his eyes as he looks at his childhood friend. It’s enough for him to feel a weight lift off his heavy shoulders.

He takes Steves hand in his and smiles. His voice shakes but his smiles is brighter than anything Steve has seen in years.