βΊ πππππ ππ : Β Β hello, my name is alex! i am 34 years old, and i use any pronouns. this blog is low-medium priority. i work full time on 3rd shift, so unfortunately i won't always be available, or i'll be online at odd hours. i also have two memory disorders, so if i forget a conversation we had prior or a plot we discussed, your patience is greatly appreciated! pls bear with me ok i am so small sdlkf Β my timezone is eastern standard time!
you may know me from these urls: @spectralhour, @overyourhubris, @archaevist, @manyfunerals.
βΊ πππππππ :Β Β Β all i ask for is common sense when interacting with me. if you put in a certain amount of effort, i will extend the same! i am mostly iconless, and i don't generally format too harshly. i will sometimes use glitch text. if you need any accommodations, feel free to dm me!
βΊ ππππ π πππππππ :Β Β Β this blog will feature sephiroth and (my own interpretation of) jenova, as well as kadaj, yazoo, and loz from advent children. some elements are canon divergent. i default to first soldier (ever crisis) or crisis core (pre-nibelheim) eras unless explicitly requested otherwise. my intentions are to explore his humanity before his encounter with jenova. i may entertain Evil on occasion. who knows! ask me abt my other verses!
ππππππππππ π :Β Β Β sephiroth is a former war hero turned antagonist who ascended to godhood status. unless you are writing cloud, please do not assume your character can match him or that he will not kill your character.
ππππππππππ ππ : Β Β i headcanon that vincent valentine is sephiroth's father. if you are a vincent writer, PLEASE do not assume that i'll drop into your inbox with this plot. i won't, i promise !!! <3 Β i just want everyone to be comfy
βΊ πππππ & ππππππππππ : Β Β i am affiliated blog-wide with my spouse elliot @phantasiiae, but Β i do not have any exclusives or mains, and i will generally remain that way! your interpretation is YOUR interpretation, and i will respect that it is unique to you!Β
βΊ ππππππππππ :Β Β Β unfortunately, i am not duplicate friendly. it's nothing personal, ok ! Β i love u and i LOVE that we enjoy the same character. but unless i've written with you on another blog or you're a friend of mine, i usually won't follow back. i've had too many instances of stolen contentΒΉ for me to be comfortable :(
ΒΉππ ππππππππ : Β Β if i suspect you've stolen any aspect from my blog, whether that be edits, headcanons, graphics, or writing, i will hard block you with zero warning. i am much too old to deal with that behavior, ok??
βΊ ππππππππ :Β Β Β the source material for this character contains many triggers, and i will tag them when appropriate. if you need something specific tagged, please message me privately. i don't always remember to tag, so pls just let me know! i currently blacklist snakes /, animal death /, animal cruelty /, suicide mention /, and suicide ideation /.
βΊ ππππ & ππππ πππ πππππ : Β Β hate has no place here. i block and delete anon hate automatically. if you are homophobic, transphobic, racist, sexist, or any of the existing phobias that pertain to the fear and disrespect of marginalized groups, unkindly fuck off. we don't want you here. with that being said, most call out post will likely be ignored. too many call out posts clogging my dash will result in a mass soft-block of all parties involved.
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you love them and you're not sure they know. but that's okay. you're used to loving more than you are loved. you give more than is given. and maybe others don't understand but you don't expect more. you tell yourself the love in your heart is not meant to be savored by anyone other than you. it's more than enough to get to exist at the same time as them. you stand in their shadow and you thank the sun for casting it. they touch your arm but they do not feel the same warmth which lingers on your skin for days. you gaze at them and they might even be looking right back but they are not seeing into your soul the same way you have memorized theirs. it's enough you tell yourself. it's enough. it's enough. but what if it's not? and what if you're wrong. what if they see you and all this time you have been too scared to ask what they're looking at.
basically the best thing any character can do is decide they don't want to be afraid anymore - in fact they never want to be afraid of anything ever again - and take action so drastic they fail to realise that this too is a decision motivated by fear. or to account for the Consequences of that.
[with obvious perverted intent] hey. don't you want to release the safety catches on that character. don't you want to flip off all the switches holding them back and let the control rods go.
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@phantasiiae said : " don't give me that look. " (from genesis!)
A FAMILIAR CAT'S GRIN CURLS AT THE CORNERS OF HIS MOUTH, as if they were children again. " and what look would that be? " he asks, genuine amusement threading through the question. if there was nothing else he missed about those early days in waloed, he missed the fluidity of their relationship. aside from cid, genesis had been the one sephiroth always felt most comfortable around, and as it turns out, after all this time, he still is. as if something in his chest came together the right way, he cannot help but stare as his features flicker in the orange firelight. " i'm just saying that the morbol incident was clearly one of your finest moments. nobody could've landed on their ass faster than you did. "Β
@sacredflorist said : " you don't give a shit about yourself, do you? "
SEPHIROTH DOESN'T LOOK AT AERITH. if he looks at her, he thinks the shame of it might eat him alive. of course he gives a shit about himself. he gives a shit about surviving. he gives a shit about living to see another day without becoming one of those things suspended in tanks in hojo's laboratory. the instinct just to keep breathing runs deepest within him, but β¦ perhaps his injuries paint a different picture. the burn on his cheek from where hojo's hand connected with his face when he faltered in training. the dark red gash on his arm where the beast tried to tear him apart and left him bleeding. the accumulated damage of morning after morning spent being tested, pushed past his limits, broken down and reassembled just to satisfy the professor's curiosity.
" of course i do. " Β Β sephiroth sniffs, pushing down whatever is threatening to surface. he picks himself up on his own, deliberately avoiding her offered hand as if proving to himself that he requires no assistance, let alone hers. Β Β " i just wasn't trying hard enough. you heard him. "
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"I didn't say that I didn't want your company. Sephiroth, is it?"
Dion turns around to face him with a small smile, clasping his hands behind his back. He feels uneasy with all of this, but they're not enemies. Not yet. Whatever his father and King Barnabas are arguing about now is not really any of Dion's concern, to an extent. All he knows is that he'll be expected to fight...or not, if they can somehow work out an agreement. Doubtful, considering how stubborn his father is, but oh well.
"I'm Dion, so please just address me as such," he says as he moves to sit down on the nearby bench, looking out over the balcony with a sigh. "This all feels very pointless, doesn't it? These talks. It feels like it's just delaying the inevitable."
HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY. no one has ever expected such informality from him before. to address a crown prince by his first name seemed like a transgression and a crime of etiquette that should warrant punishment. even worse to speak his mind on the impending war between nations. it was unthinkable. sephiroth hesitates a moment, weighing the invitation against his place in the world, before stepping further onto the balcony.
" i'm sorry . . . dion. " sometimes he forgets that the two of them are meant to be peers in this instance. his majesty king barnabas loved to flaunt sephiroth around like a prince when it suited him, inviting him to lush dinners, dressing him in finer clothing, and sometimes even bringing him along to diplomatic meetings like these, until they were back in ash and he was nothing more than a weapon to be stored until needed again.
" well, he didn't say it out loud, " he admits, uncertain, " but his majesty thinks this as more of a formality than a real negotiation. war is indeed inevitable, even if they manage to work out some temporary agreement. "Β
@pyrrhicflame said : the so called 'waloedian weapon' ... Joshua has heard nothing but the faintest murmurs. he needs to verify it himself. but, well. actually coming across the supposed man was not his idea.
"um. hello!" he says smartly. good job, joshua.
EXPELLING THE PHOENIX AT WALOED'S GATES WAS AN ORDER FROM HIS MAJESTY. not at all as happenstantial as one might believe, but part of him is relieved that it worked out this way. now he won't have to fear that sleipnir will try and finish what the sanbrequois started at phoenix gate, and sephiroth can easily feign a won battle without ever once lifting his sword. sephiroth crosses his arms, peering down at the young man before him. he is barely more than a boy. Β
" you aren't supposed to be here, " he says, flatly. peering behind himself to make sure they're truly alone, sephiroth leans in closer, dropping his voice to a dull whisper. β you tread a dangerous path, phoenix, and i don't wish to fight you. if you knew what's best for you, you'd turn around and go back to storm. β
@fire-branded said : Β β do you always travel under the moonβs light? β
THE QUESTION ERUPTS FROM THE DARK, halting sephiroth in his place. he turns, peering into the dim of the hideaway to a face he'd only seen in passing. he doesn't know why he feels ashamed, or why guilt rises unbidden in his chest like a child. old reflex, perhaps. he is not in trouble; in fact, he isn't even supposed to be here at all. the hideaway was cid's refuge away from waloed, away from him. all the love and safety granted to everyone else is only a cruel reminder that he was never invited in the first place.
" the night is safest, " says sephiroth softly. " i suspect no one will miss me. "Β
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just imagining seph at the SOLDIER meeting, serious as ever, meanwhile some people are struggling because they keep getting distracted by sera who is just glaring at them from behind seph's shoulder fmkdlsgmsdkl
@dragoonvowed said : " you seem unafraid, even here. that is uncommon. " ( sits in your inbox. )
EVEN HERE, HE SAYS. what a fascinating observation, sephiroth thinks, that fear was even an option. the summit inside the royal council chamber between the waloeder and sanbrequois nations is ongoing and tedious, balancing delicately between impending war and a fragile ceasefire. one minor slip could mean that he was no longer in neutral territory, that the dragoon before him had an easier time of becoming an enemy than a friend. besides, fear was a luxury reserved for those with the freedom to indulge such an emotion, and he had never been granted that privilege. sephiroth shrugs.
" i cannot control his grace's decision. whatever happens will happen. " a pause. what he doesn't articulate (for the walls may have ears) is that he suspects there will be war. king barnabas did not seem particularly sympathetic upon arrival to sanbreque, carrying himself with the bearing of a man who had already made his choice and was merely going through the motions of diplomacy as a formality. " besides, this is what i was born to do. "
