Stand Still. Stay Silent

Onni

Sigrun

Emil

Tuuri

Lalli

Reynir

Mikkel

Ensi

Oop — i disappeared for awhile, i know, but here

considering it’s been freaking six months since i last drew something i perhaps should have some witty caption planned for this - but i don’t. here’s just some boys rolling in the snow.

So... this art has a thousand and one problem. It's not up to my usual standards and I was debating whether to post it at all but I guess fanart is meant to bring joy and it certainly made me feel good so here we go!

Emilalli is great and all, but consider emilalli undercover

(I couldnt make this piece properly without dying several times from cuteness)

✨2am Sketches✨ theyre undercover, shhhhhh

(and i firmly believe that if Emil weren't such a clumsy, asshat golden boy, he'd destroy our asses and eviscerate our remains)

imagine my surprise when @miyochee tagged me, and now i have to reveal all the cards up my sleeve. and HELL YEAH, im giving you that Stand Still wAy WiLeNt  energy whore (because true, all my fanfics is basically just SSSS)

There are a few WIPS that I have published, and a few others I am in the process of finalizing the concept (or the specific things I want from it), because I am not very good at ending a story, or estimating the amount of chapters I can squeeze from its corpse before it’s gone. But I guess, here are a few that I have not published yet, but I am working on:

Oceans Deep - A small AU on “What if the Rash never happened” but Emil and Lalli still had like, a connected dreamscape together. I still fully believe they are soulmates, because aodaosdjoaidjid, connected dreamscapes??? hello???? like bitch, fuck me up, but also, I guess with that in mind, this could also be a soulmate AU fic, but u never know. u will never know (Pairings: Emilalli)

On the cold side of the bed - focuses mainly on Reynni, because dear lord, how have I never written them before???? Who the fuck is stopping me? This small fic is like, of Reynir and Onni staying at home in their rare winter breaks, and Onni is still one who worries heavily back on things of the past, and Reynir sometimes has to remind him that he is loved, and it is okay to feel loved. a bit angsty, mostly supposed to be fluff (mostly planned smut) (Pairings: Reynni, background Emilalli)

Where Armored Souls Tread - now, here, this is a serious one I was thinking of, and might probably be a long running one, as I have many scenes and drafts already written down, and am still working through for a viable plot that could make sense. This one is a Fantasy Knight AU  and I still have to do some research on like, mythologies and stuff and loosely base a concept around that, cause RAHHHH, MAGIC, i need to understand. But basically, A Fantasy Knight AU inspired by that one art that everyone most probably saw in the fandom. There is some drama, action, romance (of course, the three staples of mine), probably a magic-born illness that plagues the lands, class struggle, a revolt (probably) and a few other things. (Pairings are: Emilalli, Reynni, and probably Mikrun, but I am not sure.) 

Untitled - a modern au about Emil and Lalli, where Emil is the student employee who works the night shift in the local 7/11 (or whatever store there is) and Lalli is the insomniac who comes around 2am in the morning to buy a pack of cookies and the occasional cinnamon buns. emil thinks he’s cute. lalli thinks he talks too much. though he admits that the Swede is quite charming when he wants to be. neither of them are catching feelings. nope, not at all. (this au prompt has been given (or more like shoved down my throat) to me by @jaegerboob and @miyochee and ya know what, fuck the both of you. im still thinking about adding in that armed robbery. and i give kudos to @lallivaesterstroem for the boost in serotonin, cause I am determined to make this one, even if it’s just a couple of shots in one AU) (Pairings: Emilalli, background Reynni)

Now, we’re moving on to Published WIPS and well, I do plan on finishing all of these, and I’m sorry if some of ya’ll have been left waiting, cause OASJDOIAJSIODAJ, life gets in the way, and I’m a lazy fucker who never learns. Now, here are the published WIPS i have (that I have also linked): 

In Veins of Steel and Fire - i mean, if you know this, this is my Vampire AU, which I am determined to finish (even tho Idk HOW, but ideas come to me in the most random of moments) and this au is one im determined to work my ass around, because it also serves as like, practice for my longer fics in the future. Pairings: (Emilalli, Reynni, Mikrun/Sikkrel/Sikkel)

The Sugilanon of Lalli’s Woes (and Happiness) - This is about an AU set in like, pre-colonial Philippines, and just an exploration of culture and stuff. did I abandon this? No, I already have a part of the ending chapters written down, I’m just trying to find the willingness to look back at it again, because when I look at some of my works, I lose the motivation to write and finish it. But I will definitely finish this one, as we are near to the ending already. (Pairings: Emilalli)

Barricade - a tropy Senior High school AU where Lalli gets jealous that Emil agreed on going out with somebody else who was not him, and well, things get out of hand, and (Emil ends up pressed against the counter for that) shenanigans of a different kind ensue. What is missing in this fic?? The fact that I sort of promised a cough smut for the second chapter, and yes yes, I will finish it as soon as I can, people. I just hope I don’t have a heart attack writing it. I already jumped in far ahead with my first smut (In Bleak November (And A Night)) I don’t need another strike of shame from god himself. (Pairings: Emilalli)

But with all that said and done, thanks @miyochee for tagging me asdoajdaopjsd, cause ngl, this shit helped me realize how much shit i have, and what more ideas i have in the bag that I have not put into action. i still have a lot more i wanna write, but ARGHHHHHH, i am held in the constraint of time, and i begrudge my own existence for being a lazy dumb fuck. but whatever