Let’s Believe

Includes audio from:

Soundsnap.com

Retro Game Room Experience (ASMR) - super3dcow

1987-12-15 - The Wonderful World of Disney - A Disney Christmas Gift (KUSI-TV 51 San Diego) (RAW BROADCAST)

Adventures of Sonic the Hedgehog 106 - Sonic Breakout

Its 1992 in Kmart - Actual Reel Tape Music Playlist . Vaporwave . Mallsoft

A HUMAN'S TOUCH // ELECTRIC DREAMS

Dancin On Air-Dance Party USA 1986 (RAW BROADCAST)

As Seen On TV Infomercials Compilation - Tuokiy Darby

that doesn’t mean you have to fawn over him all day, every day…but he wouldn’t complain if you did

even a simple “good morning, dazai-san, i hope you have a good day!” is enough to have him clutching at his chest

he’ll hold his cheeks and sigh as he daydreams about you like a schoolboy with his first crush

he’ll watch you from afar, hearts practically floating in his eyes. you could be picking your nose and he’d just smile like an idiot

you’re just too pretty! is his excuse. it takes a particularly hard smack from kunikida to bring him back to reality, and even then, he catches his gaze wandering to you

everything is just so mesmerizing!! how your hair falls when you tie it back, how your face scrunches when you’re confused, how you play with your fingers when you’re nervous

when he gets flustered around you, he’ll try to play it off, but you can see the way his cheeks turn the slightest shade of red before he gets himself back under control

follows you around like a puppy. oh you’re taking a break? what a coincidence, he was also just about to take one! it’s almost like it’s a sign for you two to go out on a date!

utilizes his talent for little white lies just so he has an excuse to talk to you. hiding your jacket so he can offer you his, stealing your favorite pen so you have to borrow one from him

and when you thank him with that pretty smile of yours :( it’s like an arrow went straight through his heart

when you see dazai add a single cup of coffee to his tab that morning, only for him to present you the biggest bouquet of all your favorite flowers that afternoon

he just can’t help himself when it comes to small touches. tucking your hair behind your ear when it falls in your face, thumb brushing away that stray piece of rice on your chin, nudging his feet against yours under the table at the cafe

and if you ever reciprocate any of these to him, he’s done for. sitting next to him instead of across from him, holding onto him when the street gets crowded, asking him how he’s doing

dazai’s weakness is people being kind to him; if a mission goes awry and you scold him to be more careful or offer to bandage him up, he’ll melt into a puddle on the spot

it’s always been obvious which paperwork is his: the unfinished ones!!

it’s even more obvious now that the pages are covered in little doodles of your name, scribbled around hearts and flowers

he knows he’s down bad when even the things he’s done for years somehow make his mind stray back to you

when he’s back at his dorm, he can hear your voice in his head as he pours himself another glass of sake, telling him he should take better care of himself. (his heart races at the thought of you taking care of him instead)

and when he’s just drunk enough, instead of wallowing in his futon, he thinks of you. were you sleeping now? he hoped so. what kind of drunk were you? would your cheeks flush? would you be clingy?

for once, he wants to sleep. at best, he dreams of you. at worst, he has nightmares about losing you, but time passes quicker and he can see you sooner. he’ll cuddle his pillow closer and imagine he’s buried against your chest instead

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CHUUYA ー the cheap takeout containers looked out of place in chuuya’s luxury apartment, but the situation felt so normal he almost didn’t know how to act. later that night, he would return to the depths of yokohama as a port mafia executive, but eating dinner with you, he was just chuuya, the person. your mouth is full of gyoza, cheeks puffed and sauce smeared against your lips. you offer him a piece when you catch him staring, holding out your chopsticks for him. “say ahh〜” he tries to frown but your grin is contagious, and he takes a bite just to not give in to it. he daps your mouth with a napkin as he chews, pinching your cheek. you thank him with another smile, stealing a pepper from his meal. he never thought he'd be able to relate to the civilian couples he saw, cherishing something as simple as eating dinner, but he thinks maybe they're onto something.

RANPO ー you’re still snuggled in bed when ranpo returns to the bedroom and places a plate of pancakes in front of you, decorated with pieces of fruit and dollops of whipped cream. “ta-da!” he makes himself comfy next to you as you start to eat, swallowing down butterflies at the thought of your praise. he usually wasn’t one to bother with cooking, but he wouldn’t be the self-proclaimed world’s greatest boyfriend if he didn’t. “these are so good! you’re the best, ranpo!” he grins. “aren’t i? my turn!” he opens his mouth, waiting for you to feed him a bite. you share the treat until only one strawberry remains on the plate. “you can have it,” you offer. “you worked so hard to make breakfast, after all.” it’s a tempting offer, and normally he wouldn’t hesitate, but this is you. he stabs it with the fork, handing it over. you eat it with a smile, kissing him in thanks; your lips taste like strawberry juice, and it’s even better than the real thing.

FYODOR ー fyodor gets up before you every morning. he straightens the sheets on his side of the bed and tucks you further into yours, leaving you with a kiss on your head. today, he patiently watches you sleep; the warmth of you snuggled against him rivals his morning cup of tea and he decides to stay, just for a little longer. he admires the way your hair knots on his fingers as he soothes the strands, and smiles at how you subconsciously arch further into his chest when his cold hands grazes the skin of your back. he almost feels bad when his doting finally wakes you up. “good morning, my dear.” his chapped lips press a kiss to your cheek. he’s half way out of bed when your arm is tugging him back down. “don’t leave.” he raises an eyebrow at you. there’s lines of code to be written, plans to make sure get followed through, but they weren’t looking up at him with irresistibly rosy cheeks and batting eyelashes the way you were. “fine,” he sighs, like he couldn’t use some more rest, too. “only for a little longer.”

TECCHOU ー getting out of bed without waking up tecchou wasn’t easy, and you smile after successfully doing so. you start your skincare routine quietly. it’s when you’re rinsing the cleanser off your face, dapping it dry with a towel, that you finally notice tecchou standing in the doorway. if the cold water didn’t wake you up, that certainly did. he was cuter than usual, with sleepy eyes and especially messy hair, but he still startles you. “you left.” he says simply. he watches you finish your routine through your reflections in the mirror as he starts to brush his teeth, asking questions about what you’re using. “i didn't think you’d be interested in skincare.” you’re surprised at how serious he looks when he shakes his head. “it’s important to know your partner’s routines,” he wraps his arms around you, resting his chin on your head as you put on moisturizer. “and i like watching you. you’re pretty.”

p.s.! thank u sm to kat + hana for the help <3 !!