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Like, the sight of someone bleeding heavily or terminally ill, or attending funerals and watching death scenes in movies, would send him into a panic, causing him to avoid such things

I imagine it would be agonizing if a close relative died and he was expected to attend the wake; his legs would give way, his breathing would become ragged, and he’d be hit by flashbacks. He’d be terrified of going and most likely wouldn't show up—which would then torment him emotionally with the guilt of being a "bad family member"

And i think he would never kill anyone(not even in the Mafia). He would always try to immobilize them or stall for time until help arrived, rather than trying to kill(even the scumbags). He would choose his own death over someone else's